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fucking sobbing for real rn

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bitches b like ‘hes my right hand man’ JUST SAY HES YOUR BEST FRIEND . SAY ITTTTTT

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"9th on a Saturday is the world's worst position." Daniel Ricciardo, Post-Sprint Race, Brazilian GP

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*gasp* poor body!

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Hiii

I know i've been extinct for a long time, but seeing Daniel back at Redbull makes me want to try and train my brain back into writing !

#daniel ricciardo

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hey, how are you doing?

it’s been some time so i’m just checking in :)

Hiii anon, thank you for asking, first happy new year !!! I am doing better. I went through an hard phase for a long time and still i am strugglying a lot. I am trying my best to be better but it's hard i have to be honest.

I know there is a lot of you that liked my stories and i am thankful for you and for it however i don't know if i will be able to be back into it and finish it all. I want to write that's still a project of me and i love ot to much than to quit it, but it's been a long time since I've have been able to write anything even when I was trying too.

Also about f1 it's getting hard for me obviously I still love it and I guess a part of me will always love it as well as the drivers I was writing about but 2022 was the year I was taking a huge step back concerning my passion about it. My passion are always switching and shifting and I fall hard in new thing and suffer the lost of it each time when my brain decide to move on to the next interest when the dopamine doesn't kicked in anymore. So last year I was following f1 from behind and keep in touch with everything so I am still aware of what is happening in this world.

I still like to write about the driver and still want to write about them I just need to start it again but slowly, maybe some AU version of the driver perhaps ?

If you want to follow me on my personal blog however you can, I am active on it and you can follow all my interests shifts ( @happyself )

Hopefully you are all doing well and are okay and happy, I am so sorry I went quiet like that for so long. I am going to try better this year but I don't want to promess anything to you.

Thank you for checking up on me anon 💛

#anon ask

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What’s writing, you know? What does writing actually mean?

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me 30k into writing a fic: what if this sucks actually and I’m terrible

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I've been quiet, I wish I could write and post new chapter and new stuff and new ideas, but I had to shut down that part of my brain, the creative sign and put autopilot to survive for a month because of all the change in my life right now. I am going to be honest with you, I am incapable of controlling my emotion at the moment and no I am not fine at all, so yes I had to shut down every thoughts about writing because it's bring me even more pressure and stress when it is suppose to be something nice for me.

I am sorry I am still here, not forgetting everyone and everything but at the moment I have to be a freaking ghost without a writing soul ...

#since i've been forgotten anyway I guess I am writing this for myself

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I am so MIA at the moment but I am at my father because we finally got the house my mom and I wanted and we have to renovate everything in it and the house is 300km away from where we are living right now, we are moving in a month and all so it's a big stressful moments to have and my head isn't into writing at all 😭

#audrey ramble

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if you write fanfic and we’re mutuals just assume i consider you a celebrity thank u and goodnight

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Hiii beans, some news, I am indeed still writing, got stuff in store don't worry but health still is an hard things for me. On the positive note I got the news that I got the house I wanted so I am starting to pack because I only got a month and there is so many things to pack !! So I will try to find time to focus on writing but I am having an hard time balancing everything at the time.

I want to be real with you, my dysexecutive syndrom and my autism isn't helping me in this at all so I am trying my best but it's bringing a lot of anxiety etc.

I just wanted you to know that I am not forgetting you or any story at all and I will come back full force once everything is done I promise 🧡

#audrey ramble

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fanfiction was such a good idea. like put those guys in situations

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Fanfic writers really said "in any universe, in any scenario, despite any obstacle, these people would love each other" and I think that's very cool of us

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I am so sorry I am not here recently, I've been dealing with stress because I am waiting for an answer on something super important and I also have some health issues going on. I am trying to write sometimes but I am not going to lie it's really complicated for me to focus on anything

#audrey ramble

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Can someone stop my brain from having new concept and ideas and starting new stuff all the time without finishing everything else ...

#I truly need help

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you ever hear a new song and immediately go “oooh the fake scenarios in my head are gonna love this”

#me when it comes to making scenario for fanfiction in my head