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          Are you into cute, muppet-like anime characters ??  Hamster-             like smiles, maybe ??  Would you actually take the time to           PUNCH a muppet in the face ??  Of course you would, smh,              you bunch of sadists, I can see your intentions from here.

 ♥ TODOMATSU MATSUNO from OSOMATSU-SAN ♥                                         PRIVATE || HIGHLY SELECTIVE || SEMI-EXCLUSIVE

A huge and cute NEET™ with five shitty older brothers.

Has climbed Mt.Fuji alone yet he can’t climb the social caste.

♥ Looking for a gf ♥ even tho’ he’s a picky and petty asshole.

Don’t be friends with him, he’ll drain you and your wallet dry.

          LIKE/REBLOG if ya want me to check you, although REBLOGS                     would be way more appreciated in the end, uwah. ♥

          Penned by HAMSTER. || Recently moved from @hamstcrmatsu-m

#📱|| ᴵ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᴺᴼᵀᴵᶜᴱᴰ ﹗﹗ (SelfPromo.) #//Just moved a few of my drafts here and ready to leave this account behind~ #//For mroe Todo I will be here !!

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          Are you into cute, muppet-like anime characters ??  Hamster-             like smiles, maybe ??  Would you actually take the time to           PUNCH a muppet in the face ??  Of course you would, smh,              you bunch of sadists, I can see your intentions from here.

 ♥ TODOMATSU MATSUNO from OSOMATSU-SAN ♥                                         PRIVATE || HIGHLY SELECTIVE || SEMI-EXCLUSIVE

A huge and cute NEET™ with five shitty older brothers.

Has climbed Mt.Fuji alone yet he can’t climb the social caste.

♥ Looking for a gf ♥ even tho’ he’s a picky and petty asshole.

Don’t be friends with him, he’ll drain you and your wallet dry.

          LIKE/REBLOG if ya want me to check you, although REBLOGS                     would be way more appreciated in the end, uwah. ♥

          Penned by HAMSTER. || Recently moved from @hamstcrmatsu-m

#(reblog.) #//Reminder that I'm still slowly sorting things out with my following page; kids

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          Are you into cute, muppet-like anime characters ??  Hamster-             like smiles, maybe ??  Would you actually take the time to           PUNCH a muppet in the face ??  Of course you would, smh,              you bunch of sadists, I can see your intentions from here.

 ♥ TODOMATSU MATSUNO from OSOMATSU-SAN ♥                                         PRIVATE || HIGHLY SELECTIVE || SEMI-EXCLUSIVE

A huge and cute NEET™ with five shitty older brothers.

Has climbed Mt.Fuji alone yet he can’t climb the social caste.

♥ Looking for a gf ♥ even tho’ he’s a picky and petty asshole.

Don’t be friends with him, he’ll drain you and your wallet dry.

          LIKE/REBLOG if ya want me to check you, although REBLOGS                     would be way more appreciated in the end, uwah. ♥

          Penned by HAMSTER. || Recently moved from @hamstcrmatsu-m

#📱|| ᴵ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᴺᴼᵀᴵᶜᴱᴰ ﹗﹗ (SelfPromo.) #//I would love for this to spread; ngl !! #//Moving blogs is a mess; uwah

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          Are you into cute, muppet-like anime characters ??  Hamster-             like smiles, maybe ??  Would you actually take the time to           PUNCH a muppet in the face ??  Of course you would, smh,              you bunch of sadists, I can see your intentions from here.

 ♥ TODOMATSU MATSUNO from OSOMATSU-SAN ♥                                         PRIVATE || HIGHLY SELECTIVE || SEMI-EXCLUSIVE

A huge and cute NEET™ with five shitty older brothers.

Has climbed Mt.Fuji alone yet he can’t climb the social caste.

♥ Looking for a gf ♥ even tho’ he’s a picky and petty asshole.

Don’t be friends with him, he’ll drain you and your wallet dry.

          LIKE/REBLOG if ya want me to check you, although REBLOGS                     would be way more appreciated in the end, uwah. ♥

          Penned by HAMSTER. || Recently moved from @hamstcrmatsu-m

#📱|| ᴵ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵉ ᴺᴼᵀᴵᶜᴱᴰ ﹗﹗ (SelfPromo.) #//Hooo boi; you guys; I finally moved.png #//I will start re-following people very soon; trust me; uwah #//But there's TONS of stuff to plan in here atm

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Planning to move blogs very soon.

First of all, thanks for the peeps that messaged me while I was gone, and I apologize if I can’t respond to them any sooner, I just can’t afford to sit down and have proper conversations this days.

Second, my Discord is  🎀 (◕︿◕✿) 🎀#5550, in case you wan- na try to contact me there, but I will only accept mutuals.

And most importantly, in case anyone is wondering what’s going on with this blog (which I highly doubt, this is quite the “isolated” issue),  I basically decided to leave it on Hiatus out of the blue because my Dash doesn’t make me feel safe or comfortable a- nymore, and I’m planning to move it very soon.

From certain percentage in this RP fandom giving me the cold shoulder  (because I supposedly “police” them, which is the dumbest thing I have heard related to me as an RPer in a LONG while, and so makes me know which people should I NOT follow in the Oso-San RP fandom)  from certain other percentage of my general Mutuals just making me uncomfortable, I’ve been too stressed with both fandom and IRL nonsense like to not wanna step into my blog or into Tumblr in general.

So once I’m done with school, probably around next week, I will start working on moving Todo to a new blog  (just a new blog, the URL, theme, and overall threads and relationships that have taken place in this blog won’t suffer any kind of change),  so I can have a cleaner Dash and don’t have to feel rpessured again over following/unfollowing people I could potentially trust just to feel hurt/betrayed by them afterwards.

I will reblog my self-promo here the moment the new blog is ready and I have to change this URL to ‘hamstcarmatsu-moved’.  I will open my ‘following’ tab so I can start choosing which people would I be comfortable with continue RPing with and which people I just won’t follow again.  Sounds struct and unfair ??  Too bad, for me all of this has felt very unfair too, and I need to take care of my own mental health, and I love my muse too much just to close this blog, which would also cause some people to be sad over me leaving, and I can’t let that happen.

Hope this sounds understandable, have a good day. ♥

#📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᵗᵉᶫᶫ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶦᶠᶠᵉʳᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ :3 ᵃᶰᵈ :3c⋅ (HamsterSpeaks.) #//I will probably re-follow everyone that showed me their support; even if they were Non-mutuals of mine; so don't worry; you guys #//I don't feel like making a big deal out of this but -- there's that #//I've been treated very badly by life lately and with my exams and my future on the line I need to change my strategy

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Well I think my life lost all kinds of freakin’ sense.

Listen, I’ve always been such a tired person my life is just unreal to me sometimes.  I don’t tend ??  To talk to people often ??  I have -- “problems” that make me not wanna risk it tbh.

My bluntness, having completely different opinions to 95% of this website, this little demon of mine that loves to cause me to go mad and easily distressed, feeling like I’m not worth all the patience others put on me because I’ve been stressed for a really REALLY long while and so I feel like I ruin everyone’s fun -- .

I literally just went from 284 to 262 on my followers list out of how many people I had to soft-block the hell away from me.  People that I wanted to be friends with but only kept me making me mad and stressed; people that only got under my skin with their constant reminder of how “special” their freakin’ character were; people that indirectly made me feel pressured over “who should I follow and who shouldn’t I if I wanted to have friends; people that on the past I used to consider to be people I 100% trusted but in the end they just used me as their stepping stone in order to get the “unreachable” people ... I’m starting to really hate the fact that I trust others so easily.

The worst part is that even if they end finding out that I soft-blocked them so I don’t have to feel chained to them and their nonsense, they ??  Just won’t care ??  Most people don’t really care about me, and I only feel like I’m being a huge nuisance for the little few people that actually show genuine care towards me s o -- this is not a situation I feel like I can win.

I’ve been in constant distress for like a month now, the school I attend to is a huge joke, the person I’m the closest to has disappeared for nearly two weeks now and I have the feeling it was all my fault because maybe I didn’t treat him well, and now I can’t even be comfortable in my own Dash because both this fandom and people I genuinely liked make my life IMPOSSIBLE.

I wanna be back into RPing, but I don’t think it will even be possible, my own Mutuals don’t really pay attention to me and most of the people I could potentially RP with only tend to focus on sexual content and CERTAIN ships (I’m talking to you, OsoSan Fandom, you know what the heck you are doing), and so, even if I really wanna unfollow them, if I do so I will end alone and isolated again (I have the feeling that I’m starting to get LITTLE BY LITTLE in whatever this fandom group is but ??  I highly doubt so, and I’m feeling regretful atm).

Idk, I’m just ??  Tired, confused and stressed ??  UPSET too ??  Idk, I wanna get out of this place, but then  won’t have anywhere to go, I wanna be on this blog and be active because I adore my Muse, but I think everything is just against me, and Idk what to do anymore.

I think I only talk to ??  Four people ??  This days ??  And three of them are in a group so even if they don’t wanna listen to me they don’t have any choice.  Tbh, I feel bad for constantly having to bother this four people, they’re too nice, I don’t really deserve them, I’m probably terrible as an individual.

Idk where was I trying to get with all of this, tbh, I guess it doesn’t matter.

#(tbd.) #📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᵗᵉᶫᶫ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶦᶠᶠᵉʳᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ :3 ᵃᶰᵈ :3c⋅ (HamsterSpeaks.) #tw negative #tw vent #//I'm just going to freakin' leave; I guess; it's just nonsense what I'm saying #//I apologize to everyone on mobile if the freakin' app refuses to like ?? Hide the whole thing ?? Idk #//I'm too tired to care rn

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Yeah, no, I think I’m going to take a very small break from my blog because I can’t take this much nonsense anymore.

#(tbd.) #📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ˢʰᵉ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᵗᵉᶫᶫ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᶦᶠᶠᵉʳᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ :3 ᵃᶰᵈ :3c⋅ (HamsterSpeaks.) #tw negative #//I'm so stressed rn; I can't stand all of this nonsense I see on my Dash #//If anyone even cares; well; IM is where you can find me #//Maybe I'll give you my Discord maybe not; I just so tired of my Dash #//I'm destroyed by the fact that I might be forced to start unfollowing people I consider to be friends of mine #//I'm in a constant mental dilemma over what or who should I even follow/interact/be friends with now #//I hate all of this #//Especially my Dash #//I was going to show my new matching icon packs but no; it's not even worth it #//I hate this website a lot sometimes

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Unicorn drink🦄🌈

#📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ᴬᵗ ᶫᵉᵃˢᵗ ᴵ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ 'ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵗᵃˢᵗᵉ'⋅ (Likes.) #tw food

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You + coffee = perfect!

#📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ᴵ'ᵐ ᵗʷᵉᵉᵗᶦᶰᵍ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵃˢ ʷᵉ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏ⋅ (Musings.) #[ˢᴴᴵᴾ] ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ᵖʳᶦᶰᶜᵉˢˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵃ ᵖᵉᵃˢᵃᶰᵗ ʷᵉ ᵇᵒᵗʰ ʰᶦᵈᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ ᵐᵃᶰʸ ᵗʰᶦᶰᵍˢ~ (Todo&Annie.)

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                             ❝ Jyu-nii, I’m home !! ❞

                             IT WAS A SATURDAY MORNING, a soft, CHILD-LIKE voice was heard from the other side of the small home, a recently-used pair of shoes was now resting at the entrance as Todd had returned home from his morning job  (I had taken him A LITTLE BIT LONGER THAN USUAL, though).  He supposed his older brother would be home already  ( DOGS ARE FAST, RIGHT ??  He wasn’t sure, dogs are  s c a r y,  he doesn’t step any close to dogs.  THEY PROBABLY ARE, though !! ), he wanted to tell him about his morning as soon as possible !!

Leaving his brown mailbag on his bed he pulled an old, quite mistreated rabbit plush toy out of it, and ran straight out to the backyard -- AND THERE HE WAS !!  (Working on his garden, JYU-NII REALLY LIKES FLOWERS.)  The younger chirped and he held tightly to the very pale pink rabbit in his arms.

                              ❝ I saw Nakahara-san while I was delivering newspapers and                                  because I helped her carry the groceries she gave me pat-                                  ches for Kiku-san !! ❞

                              He still doesn’t know WHY DOES HIS RABBIT GET HURT SO                               OFTEN, but it was okay, he could sew, those nasty holes would                               be gone in no time, EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE AGAIN.

@jyxshi

#📱|| ᶜ'ᵐᵒᵒᵒᵒᶰ ᵖᶦᶜᵏ ᵘᵖ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʰᵒᶰᵉ ᵃᶫʳᵉᵃᵈʸ⋅ (Starter.) #📱|| ᵀᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵀᵒᵗ ᶦˢ ᵒᶰᶫᶦᶰᵉ⋅ (InCharacter.) #📱|| ᵀʳᵃᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᶦᶰ ᵃᶰ ᵉᶰᵈᶫᵉˢˢ ᶫᵒᵒᵏ ᵒᶠ ᴰᴱᴶᴬ ⱽᵁ (InnocentEscape!AU) #📱|| ʲʸˣˢʰᶦ (006.) #//I HAD to type something #//I love him #//I love him SO much #//Tho' #//I see this cute -- innocent icons and I wanna cry.png #//Like half of them are so depressing I die(tm) #//Cute and depressing are nto a nice combo

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“Black Sheep”

#📱|| ˢᵗᵃʳ ᵒᶠ ᴴᵒᵖᵉ ᵀᵒᵈᵒᵐᵃᵗˢᵘ ʷᵃᶰᵗˢ ᵗᵒ ᵇᵃᵗᵗᶫᵉ ﹗﹗ (PokemonTrainer!AU)

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#📱|| [ᵀᴱˣᵀ] ᴬᵗ ᶫᵉᵃˢᵗ ᴵ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ 'ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᵗᵃˢᵗᵉ'⋅ (Likes.)

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She gently pats Tottie's head.

                              It wasn’t like he was paying attention to whoever had stepped into the living room -- WITH HIS FACE BURIED IN HIS CROSSED ARMS he probably had only heard the door opening and the soft steps of someone walking into the sea of tissues and medicines that was that room,  ( PROBABLY THEIR MOTHER ),  his tired mind assumed, not even bothering to move, or even giving the sligtless peek just to make sure it wasn’t somoene that should NOT be in their home -- a thief or something similar  (that would be TERRYFING, but if  d e a t h  could save him from his flu --, silly thoughts, silly thoughts).

Uwah, Todomatsu wasn’t expecting such sudden PHYSICAL CONTACT though, burying his face against his arms a little bit more as he made a soft noise of COMPLAIN.  Yes, he was awake, NO NEED TO DISTURB HIM in order to make sure of it -- still, at a slow pace, the sextuplet rose his head, droopy eyes finding themelves in front of a familiar brunette -- oh, was Homura paying Jyushimatsu a visit, maybe ??  It wasnt’ a good idea to be there, SHE COULD CATCH THE FLU TOO.

                              Before his voice pronounced anything, his tired eyes slowly SQUIN-                              TED towards the clock -- when you are sick, YOU LOSE TRACK OF                              TIME, and he honestly had no idea about if another day had just pas-                              sed on him or if it had been just an hour.

                              Once he was sure about what time it was, he rubbed his eyes.

                              ❝ Good afternoooooon, Homura~ ... ❞

@homeruun

#📱|| [ᴵᶰˢᵉʳᵗ ᶰᵃᵐᵉ ʰᵉʳᵉ] ᶦˢ ᶜᵃᶫᶫᶦᶰᵍ⋅ (Asks.) #📱|| ᵀᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵀᵒᵗ ᶦˢ ᵒᶰᶫᶦᶰᵉ⋅ (InCharacter.) #homeruun #//Give him attention; he's sick.png

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@jyxshi

roleplayer friendships like 

#//Oh boi; is this screenshot yours.png #jyxshi #📱|| ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᴼ ᴳᴸᴬᴰ ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᶰᵒᵗ ᵐʸ 'ᴹᵒᵐ ᶠʳᶦᵉᶰᵈ' ⋅⋅⋅ (AboutMun.)

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"Oh yes it is I Amanomatsu! Where is my hoodie? I am brother yes, human brother that uses chopsticks." he attempts to pick up the chopsticks with his paw and ends up scooting it off the table like a cat. "Yes like the humans do because I too am human."

                            Wonderful, just -- JUST WONDERFUL, MARVELOUS, MAGNIFICENT, and whatever other positive adjetives he could use to describe what this situation WASN’T.  You would think that by being home alone  (no BROTHERS or PARENTS that could interrupt his so-desired PEACE-AND-QUIET)  he would have some time for himself, to rest, to sleep -- you know, TO RECOVER FROM HIS FLU ??

But -- oh, was he NAIVE, that would be too much to ask, especially when it came to certain feline-like DEMON who’s only purpose in life was TO MAKE HIS A REAL HELL-ON-EARTH.  Amanojaku was noisy, bothersome, messy, A FOUR-LEGGED BLACK PLAGUE -- and he probably lacked of the capacity of understanding that, now that Todomatsu had a fever and headaches, HE NEEDED TO REST.

                            He really wanted to get out from under the kotatsu, grab that devilish being by the scruff and THROW HIM out the nearest window, HE WANTED TO SNAP, but at the same time he was -- well, SICK AND TIRED, he wanted to sleep the flu away, but was Amanojaku going to let that happen ??  Of course not, WHY WOULD AMANOJAKU GIVE HIM A BREAK ??

The moment those already-used chopsticks from his last attempt of a meal fell off the table, hitting him in the head, he just GROANED, covering his ears and part of his head with the kotatsu’s blanket in an attempt of JUST NOT LISTENING TO HIM.  Maybe if he ignored him for long enough he would get bored and leave  (NOBODY LIKES “BORING HUMANS”).

                            ❝ Please, Akatsuka-sensei, save me. ❞

@iimpious

#📱|| [ᴵᶰˢᵉʳᵗ ᶰᵃᵐᵉ ʰᵉʳᵉ] ᶦˢ ᶜᵃᶫᶫᶦᶰᵍ⋅ (Asks.) #📱|| ᵀᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵀᵒᵗ ᶦˢ ᵒᶰᶫᶦᶰᵉ⋅ (InCharacter.) #iimpious #//Amanojaku; Todo is sick as heckie and this is what you do #//You pester him #//Smh; let him rest #//I still want an actual picture of Amanomatsu tho'

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      Although Manila felt short of breath, there didn’t seem to be any struggle to breathe. Low-level feelings of breathlessness were usually fairly quickly ceased with the help of her inhaler, and thankfully this was no exception. Apart from a few coughs, she’d managed to her breath within a matter of seconds. She almost didn’t notice she was being addressed at all, until she realized that she wasn’t actually alone here.

     At the sound of someone talking, she jumped instinctively. A reflex still undoubtedly left over from earlier events. However, she wasn’t frightened. If anything, she was just surprised that she hadn’t noticed him there sooner. Granted, she was a little preoccupied with trying to remember how to breathe, but regardless.

     “Uh.. Yeah.”

     Her lungs felt sore from running so much, but other than that she was perfectly fine. Manila was a spritely young child, and she was quick to recover from the initial rush of adrenaline before turning to peek around the corner. 

     “Y’sure they’re gone…?”

     Odd question, perhaps. But she’d really rather not risk being ambushed on the way home. Not after just narrowly escaping that last one. She was only ten years old, why did she have to deal with this crap?

                              ❝ Um -- probably ?? ❞

                              Puffing his right cheek, the sextuplet crossed his arms, his pupils following the child’s movements to the other side of the alley.  Well, IT WASN’T LIKE HE HAD CHECKED HIMSELF, but what else would a bunch of elementary schoolers do ??  They were probably going to give up if they couldn’t find anything in the next 10 minutes or so,  ( MOST KIDS LACK OF ACTUAL ATTENTION SPANS ),  he supposed.

Well -- it was also true that kids were STUBBORN, especially in groups  (that HIVEMIND MENTALITY some of said groups had, he knew that quite too well) ... HE WAS QUITE CONFLICTED, this is not the kind of situation you get taught about during your first days at your new job, and there was absolutely NOBODY he could ask for help when it came to (a possible) lost child ...  W e l l  -- THERE ALSO WAS NOBODY THAT COULD STOP HIM.

                              Todomatsu took a quick glance to his phone’s screen, checking the time  (HIS SHIFT ENDED IN AROUND 45 MINUTES),  as long as NOBODY came into the shop the doors to the possibility of IMPROVISING were open to him ...  It’s hard when kids bully you, it’s hard when MIDDLE SCHOOLERS bully you.

Maybe he could get a phone number out of this little girl ??  Call for her parents to come pick her up or something, or let her around for a bit more before letting her leave  (he had babysitted kids before, IT SHOULDN’T BE THAT HARD, right ??).  Stepping back into the building, his hand still held to the door, he called for the girl’s attention.

                              ❝ Want me to give somebody a call ??  Parents, older si-                                  blings ??  My boss and co-workers are out so I can open                                  the Employees Room for you. ❞

#📱|| ᵀᵃᵗᵉʳ ᵀᵒᵗ ᶦˢ ᵒᶰᶫᶦᶰᵉ⋅ (InCharacter.) #📱|| ᵀᵒᵈᵒᵐᵃᵗˢᵘ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᶦᵛᵉ ᴰᵉᵐᵒᶰˢ (MainVerse.) #📱|| ᵗᶦᵐᵇᵘʳʳᶦᶦˢᵐˢ (001.) #timburriisms #//It's f i n e; Todo's got ya covered when it comes to bullies(tm)

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📱|| Jyushimatsu

                       ’ ＷＨＡＴ ＡＲＥ ＹＯＵ ＧＯＮＮＡ ＤＯ? ’

          Jyushimatsu heard as he turned back to the task at hand. His brother who was pulled even closer into a horrible hold looked at him with fear even though he was trying to act like it was okay. This situation was obviously not okay. Jyushimatsu ( though how tall and strong he was acting ) could barely stand. He could barely see what was in front of him. Nonetheless the yellow clad gripped hard to the bat.  He was, in fact, scared. Why was he scared? Because even though he could beat each and everyone of them to a pulp, Jyushimatsu refused to use too much violence in front of his brother. All of his anger flowed to the grip on his bat, all of the abuse he went through because of these people…The yellow clad seemed to have had enough of it the moment Todomatsu was brought into the picture. 

What was he going to do? That was easy was it not?

          One of them were already knocked out on the ground. Whether their neck twisted the wrong way or he had a concusion didn’t matter. Jyushimatsu wasn’t going to kill anyone but he was sure going to give a bastard brain damage. A step forward was taken and it seems he was underestimated. Laughter left one of the male’s lips as they ran up to him ready to punch.

Oh….He remembered this.

          Hand slipping out of it’s sleeves caught the fist just inches away from his nose. It twists, was that a bone cracking? Jyushimatsu couldn’t tell since his ears were still ringing. Cold blooded eyes looked straight into the latter’s. Before he did anything the males mouth pleaded 

‘don’t hurt me!’

          There…there was only hatred, no mercy and especially no regrets in his eyes the moment the bat was lifted up and swung right against their sides. It was with so much force that their body cracked  to the left and was left limp on the ground. One could only take so much….  Jyushimatsu was surely at his limit. The only one that was left was the man who started it all. The one who was the first to drop his books on the floor to the one who was the last to beat him till his body was numb. 

       ‘WHEN DID YOU BECOME A MONSTER!?! I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE A FREAK!!’

          A knife was now up against Todomatsu’s neck. That was funny, it was a shaking hand terrified. The person who was so confident who beat Jyushimatsu up every second he got….was TERRIFIED!?! The abused becomes the abuser. what a funny saying.

A smile. A broken smile that was once warm and filled with love is now directed in a deadly way.

“ Toттy. can you cloѕe your eyeѕ? ”

                             Truly, in a sense -- JYUSHIMATSU WAS PROBABLY NOT HUMAN.  Now that he had a proper glance of the other it was surprising to see him still alive -- SOMEHOW, he was a walking puddle of blood, somehow still able to stand up and walk, how was he even capable of FIGHTING like that ?!  ( This is  S C A R Y.  )  Brown eyes ended locking on grey-ish ones, the other probably knew that SOMETHING was going on -- SEXTUPLETS DON’T NEED VOICES TO COMMUNICATE IWTH EACH OTHER.  ( THIS IS  T E R R I F Y I N G. )

In his position as the youngest -- sometimes he FEARED what could his other brothers do, the things that could pass by their minds, their lack of LIMITS when it came to doing things ... in his position as the youngest -- he didn’t understand the concept of  ‘PROTECTING YOUR YOUNGER SIBLINGS NO MATTER WHAT’, but, guess this was the most raw way of showing such a concept ...

                             JYUSHIMATSU WAS PROBABLY NOT HUMAN, at least his strength wasn’t  (did he just hear that guy CRACK ??  THIS WAS MADNESS.)  -- why did he even wait to do that ??  Todomatsu thought he had DIED minutes ago, dead bodies don’t FIGHT BACK, dead bodies don’t MAGICALLY REVIVE the second they hear someone scream, dead bodies -- DEAD BODIES WERE THE COMPLETE  O P P O S I T E  TO THE FIFTH-BORN.

‘HE’S NOT A MONSTER’, his grimacing lips threatened with responding with a frown  (only HE could call his brothers like that, THEY WERE HIS BROTHERS AFTER ALL), but had to give up on such an idea the second there was a blade against his neck -- he had to give up on being rebelious the second he became even more HELPLESS ... HE CAN’T ??  HE CAN’T REALLY DO ANYTHING ??  ANYTHING TO HELP ??

                             ❝ J -- Jyushimatsu-niisan, stop -- . ❞

                             ( LEAVE IT TO ME ), he wanted to say out loud, he wanted A                              SECOND CHANCE, he wanted -- WHAT DID HE WANT ??

                             ❝ You don’t wanna do this -- y-you don’t wanna end like THEM,                                 do you ??  Maybe dead ... P-POSSIBLY DEAD ... ❞

                             What ??  Was the sixth-born doing ??  Was he trying to NEGOCIATE ??  Why would he even ATTEMPT to do such nonsense ??  Jyushi could easily knock this last guy out, the police would pick all of them up the moment they arrived, they could go home and act like this had NEVER happened, why -- why letting one of them RUN AWAY ??  ...  Maybe because he was as frightened as HE was, JYUSHIMATSU-NIISAN IS VERY SCARY WHEN HE GETS MAD, it would be 10 times more reasonable to just LEAVE ... right ??

                             ❝ Just -- JUST LEAVE, you’ll get yourself killed if you don’t. ❞

                             There was an instant of SILENCE in which the blade was pressed WAY CLOSER against him -- HE WAS SWEATING BULLETS NOW, the tension in the air was probably so thick you could cut it with a knife, those few seconds were feelings like endless minutes, LIKE ENDLESS HOURS in which nothing was left clear ... but then ... that’s when it ECHOED.  The knife hit the floor, and Todomatsu was finally free,  that guy had chosen the most rational option, LETTING HIM GO AND RUN ...

                   ( Wait a minute, HE CAN’T JUST  L E A V E  LIKE THAT. )

A hand inside his white bag, a 180º turn, Todomatsu was quick in pulling a taser out and shooting it to his back -- IT WAS SET TO THE MINIMUM, enough to stop him in his tracks, TO STUN HIM ...

                             Maybe -- MAYBE HE SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT.

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