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This has not been the best week. Not only did I somehow manage to get covid, have two of the worst canker sores I’ve ever had, have had zero motivation to keep up with my obligations, but she’s back in the hospital. There’s so many emotions behind that. Guilt being a big one. She said that she told her friend to let me know what happened if she died. I can’t imagine what could have happened if I hadn’t found out; she could have literally died and I wouldn’t have known until after the fact. And all because I blocked her. For what? It clearly didn’t do anything productive. Did I just want a semester not being caught up on my past relationships? Then comes the insecurity: would she have told me if I didn’t block her? What can I even do? If there is anything I could do, would she want me to? What am I to her? Does she still love me? Needless to say, this has made it very hard to continue the process of moving on. While I’m very confused I don’t want to drag too much of that emotional baggage in to our conversations and would just like to be there for what she needs right now, but it can be hard to separate my feelings sometimes which makes interacting very stressful. All in all, we are not vibing right now

#longboard #streetshot #life rant

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Me @every National park

#nature #sexy af

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Another day, another National park 2/3

#Zion National park #thunderstorm #spooky #animals #mlem

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Another day, another National park 3/3

#arches national park #arches #it’s spicy #outside #hiking

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POV ur a squirrel trying to ask ur squirrel crush to squirrel prom

#squirrel #zion national park #pov

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Saw some red lightning I think that’s a real thing but when I went to look it up all I could think about was lightning McQueen

#kachow #lightning #lightning mcqueen

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Some random couple asked if I work here as a ‘hike leader’ so yeah I’ve peaked

Retroactive another day another hike 1/3

#hire me #grand canyon #national park #hike

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IF YOU LET THE ENERGY IN YOUR OWN BODY FLOW, THE LIGHTNING WILL FOLLOW IT. YOU MUST CREATE A PATHWAY FROM YOUR FINGERTIPS UP YOUR ARM TO THE SHOULDER, THEN DOWN INTO THE STOMACH. THE STOMACH IS THE SOURCE OF ENERGY IN YOUR BODY; IT IS CALLED THE SEA OF CHI. FROM YOUR STOMACH YOU DIRECT IT UP AGAIN AND OUT THE OTHER ARM. THE STOMACH DETOUR IS CRITICAL; YOU MUST NOT LET THE LIGHTNING PASS THROUGH YOUR HEART, OR THE DAMAGE COULD BE DEADLY.

#grand canyon #atla #iroh

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God I can’t wait to meet His Majesty™

#save the bees #it’s hot #in the desert

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Feenix kinda sketch I won’t lie I really hope I make it through the night unscathed. Little peeved tbh but a good reminder of why you should never interact with others. Someone was planning for the apocalypse at this gas station whose bathrooms had out of order signs on them so that people wouldn’t go in there to shoot up heroine (not the Lorde album unfortunately)

#phoenix posts #sketchy #parking lot

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Trying to make friends

#arizona

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Wish I was in love with someone whose name starts with a D 😪

#Spotify #bojack horseman

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I’ve played so much GTA that driving around LA I’m having to physically stop myself from getting out of my car and getting in someone’s Tesla

#los angeles #elon musk tesla

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Sitting in the parking lot of a planet fitness thousands of miles from home I’m thinking I might have some things I need to work through so maybe I’ll start using this as my outlet to vent

Also maybe if I post enough about my travels, Toyota will sponsor me

#prius #toyota prius #road trip