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now i've watched a fair amount of d&d i've started to pick up on the differences between dm style i think

like brennan IS all the bad guys. every game he dms is brennan vs the players. he makes npcs and battles that make his friends throw things at him and he smirks the whole time. he makes them tell him their worst fears and then he makes them do it. and it's awful and amazing and really funny

matt IS exandria. his characters and battles never feel written or constructed, they just feel like things that already existed in the world. it's all about verisimilitude with him, and he's amazing at it. he tends to fade into the background and let the players react to the story and it makes everything he does incredibly cinematic

aabria dms like she's just another player at the table reacting to the story, right up until someone gets lulled into a false sense of security and tries to fool around and THEN she throws a curveball by making them deal with the consequences of their choices. she's like oh you think that's funny?? then i'm about to be hilarious, bitch. and she keeps getting away with it bc she's just that good!

basically, brennan's an evil bastard, matt's the world, and aabria's the queen of consequences

or:

brennan - fuck

matt - around

aabria - find out

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"You're the best of us. Sleep well."

no, but the way ashton was so, so afraid that this was how FCG's story was going to end. he was SO afraid FCG was going to martyr himself. this can't go well for ashton. I cannot imagine he's going to handle this death well

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"You are the best of us." says Ashton 😭

God.... from the start of the campaign Ashton tried to make FCG see their own worth and that they're their own person..... He was fucking overjoyed when he thought someone (the therapy turtle lady?) finally got through to FCG on that.

The thing is....! Ashton didn't get to hear that beautiful internal monologue about how FCG finally realized how real he is. Ashton's gonna think FCG sacrificed himself because he still thought his life was worth less than the fleshy ones.

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These dreams go on when I close my eyes

Every second of the night, I live another life...

Imogen's horse named Heart! hahaha 💜

My fav new head cannon: the southern accent made its way to the moon via dreams. Like, those American kids who started speaking with a British accent after watching Peppa Pig, the Reiloran southern accent started from dreams

#imogen temult #Critical Role #CR spoilers #laura bailey #critical role exandria #critical role fandom #critical role headcanons #no no i think the same thing

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I have regrets about Ren Faire PH: the first in the Philippines

1. I didn't go in costume - Where else would it be acceptable for an overweight, over the hill, unattractive weirdo with ultra-niche hobbies to cosplay? Everyone was welcoming and weird. Young, old, all shapes and sizes. Everyone was beautiful and magical.

2. I didn't stay long enough - stayed too long in the queue, didn't hangout long enough

3. I merely spectated - I could have participated more, played more games, got readings, maybe even imbibed a bit.

Best part of course was the friendships and family. Ran into plenty of fellow geeks from my own circle. Although I could have been friendlier and met more new kindred weirdos. Maybe I got shy that everyone was speaking English; Pinoy geeks are predominantly upper middle class and di naman lahat ng tao Tagalog.

Wish there were more booths. Expensive kasi mag set up. Also the booths could use more help per seller.

Overall, all the bitin experience was entirely my own doing. In any experience, you really would only get what you put into it. I let my extremely self-conscious and reserved self get in my way.

If it does happen again, maybe I'd get to do more. Life is short. Take all your chances to be yourself. And geek the f out.

#renn faire #renaissance faire #ren faire #ren faire ph #baguio #baguio city

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personal confession: i trick myself into not eating by telling myself over and over that i don't deserve to eat, looking the way i do.

i forgot that my self-hatred precedes and outweighs this self-deception. i am now questioning if losing weight is even worth it, already looking the way i do even before my weight gain. i am ugly, no matter my weight.

i now view my hunger as penance for simply being. I'm laughably mid in all aspects: not tall enough to be statuesque, not petite enough to be adorable. not skinny enough to be a model, not bug enough to be cute. eyes too brown and too small to be captivating, nose too wide and too stumpy, face not small enough for TV, no prominent cheekbones, eyebrows non distinct, lips too thin to be sexy. hair too wavy to be neither Asian princess straight or Disney princess curly.

there are 3 standards of beauty from where i come from: morena, mestiza, and chinita. i'm not any of those. Not brown enough to be considered exotic or morena, not white enough to be considered mestiza, not yellow enough to be considered chinita. just not enough in all aspects.

i don't deserve to eat because no matter what i do, i don't have a "market" or would i be anyone's "type". i haven't posted a solo picture of myself in a long long time. nor would i hide because the world dictates that i am not supposed to be ashamed of who i am. but i am never enougg and i am ashamed. and i hide my shame with a smiling profile picture.

#body image

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Consulting my geeks here: My whole family just bought tickets to the first ever Renaissance Faire in the Philippines. I am both nervous and excited for March 2024.

Nervous because it has never been done before in my (very third world) country. It's gonna be a 3-day European Medieval event, not really Filipino, but I don't care. I'm looking forward to just fun and revelry.

We got the Day 2 pass, so we can bail in case it sucks. We rented a BnB nearby so we can explore Baguio City in the aftermath.

But i have high hopes. I'm looking to dress up as well.

Any tips, if you please? And thank you!

#renn faire #renaissance faire #first time #medieval #baguio #baguio city #cosplay

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i can't wait for episode 79

especially if Liam will be back on the table. I wanna see how Orym truly would react to the aftermath of episode 78. He loves his best friend deeply and I think it would be right to be on protective bro mode over Fearne.

Watch out, Rocky!

#critical role #critical role fandom #dungeons & dragons #bells hells #critical role exandria #cr orym #orym of the air ashari #liam o'brien #fearne calloway #ashton greymoore #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson #critical role theory #cr campaign 3 #cr campaign three #dnd

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The complete set… the four elements

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well hello, ninjas chopping onions...

Tweets that have been living in my head rent free

Y'know that tumblr post that went "funny how my fave characters all have the same traits and diagnoses as me" and someone responded "did you get tricked into loving yourself?" it's something like that. exposed nerve or smth. idk don't ask

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Episode 78 feels like coaching or therapy. I don't pretend to know anything about CR cast's inner lives but the episode feels like a tiny echo of some troubles any tight knit and heat tested group of friends go through. I may have caught a glimpse of exactly why Travis is CEO.

#critical role #critical role exandria #critical role fandom #cr campaign 3 #bells hells #travis willingham #cr campaign three #dungeons & dragons #dungeons and dragons #dnd #d&d

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Hamster's In Dungeon And Dragons

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To Keiji, on our 11th Year Wedding Anniversary

My first attempt at acapella

#hozier #hozier francesca #hozier unreal unearth #Youtube

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we defeat big bad number 1

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Her mother's mending spell!?

/ugly cries

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Redraw of this frame again!!

w/O bg and the old drawing from Jul 2022 for comparison!!

and the og screenie!!