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Pine Sweat - INTOXICATION (Ch. 7) - PodFic Version

If you want to catch up, here are the @idlingintheimpalapodcast PodFic Episodes in order:

Chapter 1 - Heat: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/N3dyniXsVIb

Chapter 2 - Drought: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/GYbQqcXsVIb

Chapter 3 - Want: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/LWlRZYUsVIb

Chapter 4 - Heat, But Worse: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/ct9q78QsVIb

Chapter 5 - Desire: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/TmEkDcVstIb

Chapter 6 - Desire, But Worse: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/492E7MBsVIb

Chapter 7 - Intoxication: https://spotifyanchor-web.app.link/e/Zm7i72PoRJb

Chapter 8 - Need Coming Soon

Chapter 9 - The Fat Dog Coming Soon

Chapter 10 - In The Car Coming Soon

@goshen-applecrumbledore, we are not worthy!

#aw yay ch 7!! #thanks sandra!! #CHUNE IN #spn #pine sweat

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The Terror, "Horrible from Supper" / The Impala for @thegoodthebadandtheart 🫡

#it really is all about the car #the fall of spn distills down to straying from the car #god bless #spn #if you're a recent follow for not-spn #just block the tag please #I can even do a unique one. just ask #I can't un-love spn it is not a switch I have access to

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If you have a real life person as your pfp, I don't care if it's Taylor Swift or something, my subconscious will assume you look like that irl. Sometimes my subconscious even assumes that I look like my pfp irl. And if your pfp is not a real life person... Tbh my subconscious still assumes you look like that irl.

You know what, tag yourself... How close in appearance do you think you are to your pfp? Interpret how you will

#i'm white and I wear glasses and ballcaps #so not too bad #lbr dale gribble could easy be transmasc

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House and Wilson had a one night stand they day they met you cannot convince me otherwise. Nobody spends $15k on bail money for someone they DONT want carnally.

#it's just a fact! #I have it mentioned in a wip. almost offhand #because it's a fact #house md

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do you think insight can be gained about an author from the stories they write?

no. authors are like squids and can only be understood through spirited but ultimately futile combat

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live grenade dropped into the work chatroom

#barry loudly announcing to new friends that I write gay fanfiction

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as discussed I drink a lot and the funniest lesson I've had to learn with that and writing is that I make some kind of a mark on the page, like a page break, when I'm starting to write a new paragraph drunk. and I never edit drunk. because SOMETIMES I think I capture something really urgent and sloppy and real in a way that works, and sometimes (most of the time) it's total garbage. just faux-profound gibberish and mixed metaphors. before I started marking the spot, I would sometimes have to RESTORE PREVIOUS VERSIONS OF FILES cause I fucked it up so bad, like, drunk and sweaty in a public washroom on my phone just like "oh I am really onto something here" lmao. stay safe

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#lmfaoooo

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it is crazy when I think about it that I used to be exclusively known online, from age 10 to like 24, as an artist. like fanart. I took commissions and shit! I drew my OCs! I drew every single day for hours and hours. the archive of my art tag is massive. and then around 2017 I just flipped to primarily writing, which I had also always done in bits, and I just kind of stopped drawing entirely. I think I still like drawing. there's no future in it for me but I should get back into it. see if my hand still knows how to do it

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and all my anxiety will go away with it.

prints + merch + commission info

#good god this is beautiful #the bear #makes me wanna.. draw

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ok I don't know why I asked this because I've made up my mind. I'll be transitioning out of applecrumbledore using a pseud. say hello to GOSHEN, BABY!!!

sorry I'm thinking about it now lol. it's OK to say it's stupid, I think it's stupid! I could transition to using a new username by setting up a pseud in AO3, so I'd show both for a few years and then taper off use of applecrumbledore. that is a lot of work and it probably doesn't matter, but I'm gonna be 40 someday and God forbid I'm an actual published author and people have to be like "oh my God applecrumbledore is Roni Simunovic!!!" astolat is a normal username. she is lucky

#you'll always know it's me from that dale gribble icon #it's on my STEAM profile #gotta finish this bear fic to really launch it

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I gotta repost this once in a while so everyone knows that I, too, think this is a stupid handle. I also learned on that podcast that a not insignificant number of people call me 'apple' because of it, which I get a big kick out of. real horse girl hours

I looked up the decade-old tweet by comic artist anthony clark that I got my username from, and I think I somehow remembered it wrong or paraphrased or something, because it's "crambledore." I wish I had picked something else entirely but damn "crambledore" would have also been better.

mostly I'm gutted that the username suggests that I have an affinity for or any kind of relationship with the harry potter franchise when I super don't. just a love for this tweet by a webcomics guy from 2011.

I'm too entrenched to change it now after 10+ years of recognition but I'm thinking about how on that podcast next month I'm inevitably gonna have to hear the hosts say 'applecrumbledore' out loud and I'm going to cringe so hard it breaks my neck

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My mutuals when I talk to be honest

#cannot tell you how often I think of I Don't Sleep I Just Dream #true detective

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hard at work over here

probably not IDEAL

#the bear

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recent moods

#just like me fr #house md

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some notes on hilson depending on who's writing

#very cool #house md