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the worst thing about discovering about a trauma that you have deemed as something „normal“ is that you can’t talk to anyone about it

#they don’t even know that it happened #and I can’t explain it #it will forever be buried in my childhood bedroom #cocsa #tw cocsa #delete later #I just need to get it out somewhere #personal

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I posted a small wbg fanfic, pls be kind it’s my first actual work in the fandom 😭

READ IT ON AO3

#woe.begone #w.bg #mattkey #do not propagate

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I’m a “I’ll hug you from the back while you’re standing at the window looking outside and hide my head between your shoulder blades” kind of person, hope that helps

#my mom falls victim to this all the time #personal

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ghost pals (romantically)

#dead boy detectives

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guess my fav Dylan song based on some facts: (I’m bored pls entertain me)

some of my fav artists are Noah Kahan, Maisie Peters, Ethel Cain and Peach PRC

I like nice guitar riffs

It’s not one of the kerosene songs

nature references!!!

the word truth is in the lyrics

lyrics made me tear up when I listened to it for the first time (they still make me tear up sometimes)

when the song came out I was 12 (oh lord 💀)

the song is over 4 minutes long

#if you ask nicely I give more hints #but this is all I can come up with rn #without spoiling it immediately #woe.begone #dylan griggs

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I hope I’m not only mentally ill to you but also one of your fav mutuals

#🫡🫡 #personal

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yo i was obsessed with avril lavigne when i was younger! (she's still really cool) what are your top songs?

Oh, you’re opening a can of worms here,,,

so I have a few, I just list the ones that pop into my head first: nobody’s fool, I’m with you, don’t tell me, keep holding on, here’s to never growing up, things I’ll never say

and from her new album I really liked I’m a mess

#I still really like her songs #I don’t follow her releases a closely anymore but from what I’ve heard she still makes good music 🫡 #avril lavigne #felixcosm #noe answers the letterbox

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not my mom reminding me that Wednesday is a holiday and I won’t have to work and my first reaction was “then I can study!” LIKE WHO THE FUCK AM I???? no we are not going to study wtf 😭😭

#I actually will study but why was that my first reaction 😭😭 #personal #noelife

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the radio station found old Avril Lavigne songs and now I’m both transported to my teen years and not beating the emo kid allegations

#why would they do that to me on a Monday morning? 😭 #personal #noelife

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don’t actually let me write wbg fanfics bc this is what I come up with

#woe.begone #w.bg #mattkey #this is not a mattkey fanfic #or actually maybe it is #it’s kinda ambiguous I guess 😭 #do not propagate

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so my sister visited me today and I told her about general economics and how I didn’t understand it and the calculations we had to do, and now she spent 2 hours explaining it to me and doing equations after equations with me until I understood it,,,, I love her endlessly

#she has a master in statistics and she’s the smartest person I know #she’s also super patient and explains why certain things work the way they do #it felt a bit like back when we were in middle school and she would do math homework with me #im not 100% confident that i can do the calculations in my own #but at least I don’t get confused anymore and I understand what I have to do now #personal #noelife

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I love that my mom’s not even commenting on my plan to crochet a gigantic sleepy Nessie plushie instead she’s searching the internet for the right yarn for me

#it’s this specific fluffy yarn that’s like almost sold out everywhere #my sister comes by tomorrow and I hope the yarn is still available then so she can buy it for me 😭 #I just want a big sleepy Nessie I can cuddle with 😭😭😭 #personal #noelife #crochet

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If I had a bit more self confidence I would tell all those adults who tell me, that I looked better with the short hair than the buzzcut, that they basically say that I have an ugly face, but I don’t so I just smile and walk away

#I HATE PWOPLE #SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME HAVW MY BUZZCUT IN PEACE OMG #I’m so calm and collected #don’t worry #at least my mom is on my side 😭 #personal #noelife

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next part of the aftg x wbg crossover is out and you might want to check it out when you like:

my other writing stuff

episode 11 of woe.begone

pathetic men holding a speech where they try to justify their actions

aftg or w.bg (or even both!!)

READ IT ON AO3

#all for the game #aftg series #woe.begone #w.bg #aftg fanfic #aaron minyard #aftg aaron #pls check it out I worked really hard on this one!!

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the most unfortunate thing is that I have to work after school,,,, leave me the fuck alone I want to curl up into a little ball and drown in my misery and not have to serve customers for two hours

#from all the crying I got a headache #and i feel like shit #also my teacher tried to talk to me after the lesson #and I had to actually flee the classroom bc I had started crying again #personal #noelife

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mood for general economics today, except I did cry and I left the classroom but apparently having dyscalculia and not understanding anything is not enough of a reason to take a break

#I met a nice girl in the bathroom that tried to comfort me and told me fuck numbers #and honestly yes fuck numbers #but that unfortunately won’t help me in my exam #personal #noelife #dyscalculia

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I think I have to wait until the weekend to catch up with all the podcast episodes,, there is just too much work and studying and not enough free time for me currently

#I hate this so much but what else am I supposed to do 😭 #woe.begone #tmagp #malevolent