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i’ll never know . if there’s danger in confession . or it’s memory that presses . like a blade against my throat . another word and i could choke . but what’s worse ? tellin’ you my feelings . or to die without revealing . that you got inside my head . and set a fire there instead ? letting all my insecurity devour me with certainty . that love is just a currency . so take my pockets, take me home . take my life, and take my soul . wrap me in a wedding ring . you know i swear i’d give you anything…

indie mcu inspired oc . created by mari . established 2020 . mutuals only .

#i love mari so much #⸻ i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you » promo.

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Take a deep breath. Everything will be alright. You will be okay. The sun will rise again and the flowers will start to bloom.

#⸻ all of my heroes die all alone » study.

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hoping to get to starters / replies eventually but for the moment you can find me over on @moltenruins

#hela is my daughter and i . . . love her #⸻ to live for the hope of it all » ooc.

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a wee starter call 😳

#i have literally 0 social plans for like the next month so maybe.. i will be online #or maybe i will sit in my bed and watch mamma mia 2 every single night #we shall see #⸻ to live for the hope of it all » ooc.

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Thor & Jane - Thor (2020)

#they are mmmm besties #jane tag #⸻ with my calamitous love and insurmountable grief » thor.

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Biological father(derogatory)

#⸻ all of my heroes die all alone » study.

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“ yeah ---- gonna hit the beach,  see if i can get back into surfing. ” thor’s kicked out in his bed,  shoes still on but hanging over the edge of the mattress.  somehow,  his cadet reds are perfectly uncreased,  despite the hours he’s spent in this position. “ i don’t even remember walking home from the library,  spock. ”

he heaves himself up from the bed,  looking slightly dazed. “ you?  any big plans?  please tell me you’ve got something more exciting going on than me.  let me live through you. ”

@gildedruins​, starter for Thor.

                THE SEMESTER IS NEAR its end, the halls bustling with life as cadet after cadet organizes their passage home for the interim break. Spock has no such plans. Everything in his shared dorm is the same as it was, the same as last year. Passing Thor on his way to his closest, Spock unzips his jacket, slipping out his sleeves. He glances for his roommate somewhere in the room, suddenly curious. It does not appear Thor has any intention to follow their peers. However, it would not be first time—nor the last—Thor has contradicted Spock’s thinking. “Do you intend to utilize our leave time?”

#i love them 🥺 #thank you for this!! #fasciinating #⸻ the greatest films of all time were never made » private aus. #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing.

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wraeiths​.

curled   beneath   a   quilt  ,    muted   tv   casting   flickering   light   across   the   darkened   living   room  ,    loki   inexplicably   startles   when   his   brother’s   bedroom   door   cracks   open  ,    head   jerking   up   and   around   to   stare   as   thor   emerges.        “      what   are   you   doing   up?      ”        a   pause.        “      did   the   television   disturb   you?      i   couldn’t   sleep.      ”        not   an   apology  ,    exactly  ,    but   as   close   to   one   as   he’ll   offer.

as soon as thor has eyes on loki,  the tension releases from his shoulders, and he almost seems to sag against the door. “ bad dream, ” he offers, tight smile meant to be reassuring. “ what are you watching?  anything good? ” 

#:') #i love them #wraeiths #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing. #⸻ followed my fears all the way down » post—endgame.

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“ good thing i brought some. pumpkin or pecan? ” 

@gildedruins​    ⟹    shawn quote starter call.

“nothing shuts my piehole but pie,”

#clueface #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing. #⸻ back when we were still changing for the better » modern.

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realizing that asgardia is just whoville . . . . please give me a moment to unpack this 

#⸻ to live for the hope of it all » ooc. #im sorry i meant to write so much more in this verse DLKJSFJ #i will. i will

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Selected Poems, ‘Poem of the Son’ by Gabriela Mistral tr. Ursula K. Le Guin

#what the FUCK #⸻ across our great divide there is a glorious sunrise » loki.

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Thor would rock a braided mohawk, fight me 👑🧔🏼‍♀️  Artwork © ramida-r INSTAGRAM :: TWITTER :: FACEBOOK

#YEA #⸻ how inconceivable it is to reach this far » king thor.

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Mean Gods.🔥🤣

(ig : allieeecakes)

#i love them #⸻ all of my heroes die all alone » study. #⸻ across our great divide there is a glorious sunrise » loki. #idk what my hel tag is 🥲

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does anyone else have a deep underlying sadness that never truly goes away and probably never will or is that just me haha

#⸻ all of my heroes die all alone » study.

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❴ @leasung​​​​ ❵  ❛  i  used  to  have  fun .  ❜

thor shoots his younger sibling what might be a scathing look,  were he capable of such vitriol.  as it is,  it just comes off a little pouty. “ you’re having fun. ”  the reminder almost comes off as a question,  but thor huffs and folds his arms over his chest before he can seem too pitiful.  after all,  no ( future ) king of asgard would make a fool out of himself to get his sibling’s attention.  

“ you’d be having more fun if you hadn’t pissed hela off. don’t implicate me next time,  by the way.  i had nothing to do with that thing in the throne room,  and i resent -- ” no,  he doesn’t ; he’s honestly a little flattered loki would think of him in the first place. “ you dragging me into this.  what are we supposed to be finding,  anyways?  some kind of bird?  she can’t really care about the type. right?  loki,  are you even listening to me? ”

#he is mm how do u say . . . . an attentión whóre #loki pay attention to me :( loki do you want to be my friend :( loki do you like me :( loki do you want to hang out :( #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing. #⸻ slipped away into a moment of time » youth. #q

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❴ @sigvinr​​​​ ❵ well, maybe we got lost in translation.

“ maybe i asked for too much. ”

this conversation stopped being one between the two of them long ago.  instead,  they sit by the fire or by the ocean,  barely present,  whispering words to the one whose loss. 

thor cannot yet conceive of a world in which every single breath does not remind him of loki,  nor of one in which this grief will feel like an old friend.  but he also cannot conceive of a world in which his sister is also lost in this hel forever.

so for the first time,  he stands,  offering her his hand,  shattering the pretense they have been sharing.  

“ if we are going to speak of him sigyn,  let us speak of him.  but i can speak at him no longer,  knowing he does not listen. ” 

#⸻ there’ll be happiness after him » sigvinr. #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing. #⸻ all’s well that ends well but i’m in a new hell » post‒canon. #q

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❴ @dr-foster​​​​ ❵ something about this feels like home somehow.

the mention of home grabs him by the throat and he’s reminded of the gnawing emptiness where his heart ought to be,  but by the time he’s reaching for her hand,  all that remains of his sorrow is a dull ache in the back of his head. 

“ this is my favorite place in the city.  something about all the lights --- makes it feel grander than it is. ”  he squeezes her hand,  unable to remember why he’s so drawn to this spot on the riverbank.  the way the skyline’s reflection sparkles in the water makes him long for something.  maybe she’s right.  maybe it is home. 

“ i can’t believe you’ve never been here before. ”

#drfoster #⸻ back when we were still changing for the better » modern. #⸻ and the story’s got dust on every page » writing. #q