gh0stcave

[gh0stcave]

Some stranger somewhere still remembers you because you were kind to them when no one else was.

#damn this reminds me of that girl that i talked four years ago (i was in 8th grade) #and like- she was suicidal and told me about how he committed before (i was ok with her telling btw) #then one day i’ve never heard of her again and forgot to text back like a fucking idiot #and now i can’t even find the messages for some fucking reason (instagram i will kill you) #and it sometimes feels like it was current me talking with the past me because she was so similar to how i am right now #tbh i hope she’s alive and happy and i hope our paths will cross again #and if she’s not alive i hope she at least found peace finally #…damn… #reblogs #(an)emo phase

[gh0stcave]

TW: slight blood and suicide reference

there’s 86 days left ‘till my doom

i hate the education system with all my might

i need to smoke ‘till i can’t breathe and stand

i really just wish i could die silently

(i didn’t try to write a poem, no)

#tw blood #tw suicide reference #shapes and colors #my art #damn #i forgot to add my signature before taking the photo so you get picsart signature #i just realized #the hair looks fucking awful #like- the whole drawing does #but i spent an hour or so for it… (and lots of fucking crying) #so i’m gonna just fuck it and post it #Spotify

[gh0stcave]

its official: tumblr is selling our data to Midjourney

we'd been hearing rumors about this for a bit but now its open and out there. some details from this article

it goes without saying, but if @staff goes through with this its going to be an utter shitshow and im all but certain the website will not survive it.

#reblogs

[gh0stcave]

Fandom: God there’s like NO content anymore. I wish we could get more art and fanfics :(((

Someone: Hey, I can’t draw anything digitally, because I can’t afford a tablet, but here’s a pen on paper drawing that I spent a lot of time and hard work on. Also, I took a shot at my first fanfic and I’d really like some feedback or at least some kudos if you enjoyed it :)

Fandom: Oh... yeah sorry no... not you. We actually meant writers that are already well known and popular to produce MORE content... I mean, if a popular blog shares your work then maybe. And we don’t really like pen to paper art. We just don’t think it’s professional or even looks good :/

#reblogs

[gh0stcave]

Imagine you're Dazai and you're 15.

You've just met this kid(also 15), who is loud and annoying and won't do a single thing you tell him to. Not only has he got a ridiculously strong ability but he has crazy control over it and he can handle himself in a fight. He's the leader of gang. The Port Mafia views him as a serious threat.

And you're forming your opinions as you're being made to team up with this brash annoying kid who keeps trampling on all your good plans with his own ideas. Clearly, he's used to doing what he wants when he wants and it grates on you.

The sooner this is over the better.

But then, it's not all bad. You don't really get to hang out with kids your age. Or kids in general, most of the people you know are adults (who also happen to be criminals). As annoying as he is, it's fun messing with each other. You go to an arcade together and make a silly bet.

He places his stakes, so you have to think of your own. Obviously, you come up with an ingenious idea. If he loses, this kid who does whatever he wants, he has to be your dog for life. It's the kind of dumb bet kids your age would make, right? You've heard that before.

You'll make him carry about some stuff with his ability and lord it over him for a while and it will be funny.

Only then his friends- members of his gang, The Sheep- walk in and he hides from them. Because of you. You are, after all, from a rival gang. You call them over just to mess with him.

And you watch the kid you got to know start to shrink. All his noise goes quiet. All his confidence dissipates. That annoyingly loud kid you've gotten used to, the one who won't do as you say, who argued back all the time, just stands there as his so-called friends chip away at him. You watch as they treat him like-

Like a dog.

#i- i’m gonna go sob #not even sure if this was supposed to be sad but like #shit like this abt skk AND ONLY SKK make me so sick #and i want to curl up and sob until i can’t breathe #/pos #i need them to buy a house on a quiet (and far from everything and everyone) place #that’s like very close to the sea #and adopt a cat (our beloved baki) #AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITHOUT ANYONE BOTHERING THEM #AND THEM BAKING COOKIES AND PIES (dazai is just there for support he’s not allowed to do anything else) #AND IT’S JUST CALM AND COZY AND DOMESTIC #AND THEIR HOME JUST SCREAMS SKK #there’s friendship bracelets and stocks of bandages and hats and wine collections and sake bottles and glasses baki’s toys all over the home #and there’s unfinished crochets and yet-to-be-knitted sweaters and scarfs #and lots of books #coffee stained tables #post it notes with them (dazai uses them to flirt with chuuya) #and everything else they’ve collected throught the years #… #yeah i’m kinda crazy about this idea #i literally made a whole post on the tags i hope someone reads it #reblogs #headcanons go brrr #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk

[gh0stcave]

recently saw ppl discuss whether they put their medicines in a kitchen cabinet or a bathroom cabinet and i was shocked by the fact that many ppl said kitchen cabinet. so now i need you to reblog this and say where you keep yours

#a box on a whole another cabinet that’s right beside our bathroom… #…yeah… lmao #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

it makes me sad to see how so many people expect artists, cosplayers, writers, editors, etc to be posting content 24/7 and get mad when they aren't capable of doing that to their standards...like we are only human, we have lives, personal stuff to go through, we get tired to the point of burnout sometimes, we run out of ideas! and that's completely normal, no one can be at the top of their game all the time, we need time to rest our minds, search for inspo and grow! but the way some people behave towards creatives is so demotivating...we are not machines, you cannot expect us to behave like one.

People have always been very patient with me and i /still/ feel bad when i dont post something for a couple of days bc of this mindset i see all over the internet! its sick!! And lately ive seen people get complaints by others for not posting much or being "up to their standard" and im so mad. It's so so tiring and it really doesn't help to get most of us motivated to put out more stuff or try to be more creative.

#people should learn to just shut the fuck up #or create their own art etc #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

First scene of side A

And last scene of Side B

<From The Day I Picked Up Dazai novel Preview>

#i’m so sick actually #this is what killed me #if anyone asks #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

Reblog to have the most homoerotic year of your life 2024

#reblogging from both of my accounts lmao #can’t risk shit #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

thinking two characters have had sex does not equal shipping at all… i dont have to like it i just know it happened

#reblogging it here too bc #bc yeah #i need ppl to see this #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

GUYS GUYS GUYS I JUST SAW THIS NOW I’M PROBABLY VERY LATE BUT ANYWAYS!!!

skk going 60 ranks up and being in the 22th rank on the tumblr ship list!!!!!! it’s amazing how they’re on the same rank as their age tbh i love the power they have

the link to the list!

#they’re the it couple fr fr #and like going UP 60 RANK???!!!! #that’s crazyyy #i love them so much #they deserved it #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #vinh doesn’t shut tf up

[gh0stcave]

having my most important exam of the first exam week of the year tomorrow and i got my period today…

AND WHEN I TELL YOU THE FUCKING CRAMPS I HAVE THE FIRST FEW DAYS-

i also have one another exam but it’s not that important and won’t be that hard i hope (i’ll probably fail)

and after school i have my art course which i need to leave 45 mins early (at 5 pm) because i have another weekly exam on my cram school

and the exam starts at 5 pm but i leave my art class at 5 pm bc it starts at 3 pm and if i leave any earlier i won’t be getting anything done

so i’m one hour late to my exams every other week but i still score so fucking good at them

and i- sigh i don’t have a fucking clue how i will not throw myself to the rails tomorrow with all of those things and cramps…

#oh i just remembered i also have a speaking exam too… #on top of that all i’m gonna be doing these on a mind and body that got only 2-3 hours #I FEEL LIKE THOSE WATTPAD AUTHORS WHO DISAPPEAR FOR MONTHS AND THEN COME BACK SAYING SHIT LIKE #HEY YALL I WAS ON JAIL BECAUSE I KILLED MY BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE FUCKED MY UNCLE #PLEASE KILL ME #vinh doesn’t shut tf up

[gh0stcave]

uterus, i dont need you. go forth and find a beautiful trans woman who wants you.

#seeing this while i’m at home early from school bc i got my period and i’m dying #thanks uterus #i hope you die #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

(Here's a list of ideas and aus I made to [somewhat] follow! You can follow it too if you wish but no pressure!)

#I WANT TO DO THIS BUT I’M TOO BUSY BEING A SENIOR WTF #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

Is it just me or is Dazai very Taylor Swift-coded?

Well, yes, I try to relate most of the songs I listen to with BSD for whatever reason, but some of her songs fit him perfectly.

For instance, Dear Reader fits him so accurately. It's almost as if it was written with Dazai's transition from the PM to ADA in mind. A few others that come to mind- This Is Me Trying, Anti-Hero, Mastermind, Right Where You Left Me (fits Beast Dazai- putting aside the romantic implications) and The Archer.

Or maybe it's the other way round- Taylor Swift is a Dazai kinnie confirmed?

#I’VE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR YEARS #ONE DAY I’M GONNA MAKE A POWERPOINT SLIDE I PROMISE #i need to graduate this dumb high school just #so give me just one year (or maybe even less if i’m too bored) #and i’ll do a slide about taylor swift X bsd (skk specifically lmao) #reblogs

[gh0stcave]

Artist of the Moment: Mitski

We have some behind-the-scenes footage from the set of Mitski’s new “My Love Mine All Mine” music video so check it out and listen to her new album, The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We, right here.

Be sure to follow @mitskileaks for more!

#DUDE THE WHOLE ALBUM FUCKING KILLED ME #AND I LISTENED TO IT WHILE I WAS ON THE BUS ON THE WAY TO THE SCHOOL AND LIKE- #UGGHHHHHHG IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL #i mean i knew it was gonna be so good by the two songs that were released earlier but like i didn’t expect it to be THAT good #vinh doesn’t shut tf up

[gh0stcave]

so how’re we feeling folks

me personally, i’m gonna go kill myself

#i should’ve posted this here i forgot sorry #self reblog #reblogs