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i don't think tommy's introduction to gay sex was all that careful or gentle actually. i think he probably went up to some guy in a club who was older and bigger than him, red flags so huge they could have been seen from mars (not that he would have noticed them, as focused as he was on finally awakening and settling into this part of himself), and the guy took him home and used him as his own personal plaything for a couple hours. tbh.

#i think he subconsciously wanted it that way cause he hated himself and he has self harm and self destructive tendencies #who said that? #am i speaking from experience who knows

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bullying fictional characters my favorite hobby

in withdrawals and live texting the idea of you @ my sleeping fiancé i’m doing great

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Actually daddy you're being kinda needy can you shut the fuck up for a bit, kitten's got a banging headache.

#niecore

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this movie is soooooo. anne girl do you need help blink twice

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#i’m fr counting down the days until i can have more pills lmfao i’m so good dude i’m doing fine i’m great

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in withdrawals and live texting the idea of you @ my sleeping fiancé i’m doing great

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the love me anyway guy who just wants people to stay finds a guy who says he’s going to do his damnest to be there and then he keeps his promise and shows up. i’m fine

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just a reminder that BetterHelp is selling your fucking data and that they themselves have said at industry meetings that they're a data-driven company more than a people-driven company

It feels like for a while in there that people were dropping them as a sponsor but now that the controversy has slightly dimmed there are so many ads for them again; do not give them your information, do not give them your money

I know insurance is a pain in the ass and mental health treatments cost too much out of pocket for most people. So do they, that's why they're making this little bait and switch operation. Helping people is, at best, a side product of their data harvesting, and at worst just a trick to lure people in.

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🎵🐶🦖

🎵 last song you listened to?

🐶 are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

dog

🦖 favorite extinct animal?

thylacine

💖 ask game 💖

#nie answers 💕 #inbox games

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🦉

🦉 are you a morning person or a night owl?

right in between. like 3-5am. peak. i wanna live there.

💖 ask game 💖

#nie answers 💕 #mutuals 🏷️ #inbox games #chloe 💜

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💎📷💛

💎 what’s your most prized possession?

the lil bulldog bench i saw in 2021 and then didn’t get and then i didn’t find it again until february of this year so i got it and he’s v cute he doesn’t really fit in my room but that’s okay i make space

📷 what’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

my fiancé

💛 do you have any piercings?

cheek piercings, septum, and nostril. a closed up vertical labret and i also have my lobes but i rarely wear earrings.

💖 ask game 💖

#nie answers 💕 #inbox games #mutuals 🏷️ #jess 💖

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in withdrawals and live texting the idea of you @ my sleeping fiancé i’m doing great

#should i have my last muffin #or should i save it

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~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

#i’m getting clean again and life is boring sober someone distract me

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Do you think Buddie would role play (like bathena in that one ep or them pretending to be strangers that meet at a bar)?

asdfjsdfjhgrhahiergl i love the idea of them pretending to be strangers that meet at a bar because they would be SO BAD at it. They'd have to keep reminding each other "no, Eddie you don't know my favorite beer, we're strangers remember" and Eddie's just like "oh right sorry" and Buck would accidentally mention Christopher during the conversation and Eddie would be like "no way, my son's name is christopher 😁😁😁" and buck is just like 😶 and then eventually eddie would just take the whole exercise as an excuse to wax poetic to buck ABOUT buck like "yeah my kid's fourteen and his favorite person in the world is my best friend buck. oh who's buck? he's just my partner at work slash the love of my life and he saved my life once and also did you know he helped me build an adaptive skateboard for kid? yeah i trust him with my life and also my son's life and also my heart. one time we dressed up like Tubbs and Crockett from Miami vice and got wasted with a bunch of drag queens. i love him so much" and buck is just sitting there blushing like CRAZY and is like eddie i don't think you understood the assignment here and eddie like leans into him and pays the bill all suavely and is like im pretty sure i did, because ill bet you wanna take me home and fuck me senseless now, don't you?

and buck actually cannot argue with that at all

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Buck for 6 seasons: bothered, unsettled, running in circles, trauma after trauma after trauma, looking for the purpose of life and not finding it, going through life like it was a constant struggle

Tommy Hot Pilot Kinard:

and it fucking worked

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“how could you be so stupid” well you know what. its really not that hard