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“omg how do u come up w this stuff” well ive been plagued by visions since birth

#IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. )

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sybll’s life is like if you took the scene of one of those movies where the kid is sitting with his dog watching the sun come up after experiencing a buttload of trauma, except for syb the movie never ends

#ooc #who knows if this makes sense

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SYBLL + FAVOURITE COLOUR OF CLOTHES

#xoxoxo thank u for sending this logan xooxoxox #ooc #IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. ) #he's just a very neutral coloured kinda boy........ #basically if it's a soft colour he will wear it #but he feels uncomfortable in warm colours like red orange and yellow #he also likes darker neutrals like brown grey and black #ADMIRE ORACLES ( HEADCANON. ) #basically whatever will make him disappear........ i'm sad i love him

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are my prophetic visions a joke to you

#IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. )

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just give me a plain ‘ole gifset of finn wolfhard and all his cozy sweaters from the turning and i’ll be fine 

#no spooky shit just cozy shit #god that movie was bad #ooc

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ok but this already guarantees 5 stars and a heart from me fuck reviews

#that's the only nice thing i have to say about this movie #THE STONE INSIDE YOU STILL HASN’T HIT BOTTOM ( S. CARPENTER )

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me holding a butter knife to andy muschietti’s neck: give us the chapter two edit without finn’s face softening cgi

#ooc #the footage exists............................ it's out there.......... #and for that matter give us a better color grading for chapter two because what the fuck were u guys thinking #and for THAT MATTER --- hire me as executive producer for 'the jaunt' so i can make sure u don't fuck it up #thanks that's all i gotta say #i could've posted this on any of my five IT blogs but no.............

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Finn Wolfhard as Miles Fairchild in The Turning

#ngl this trailer gave me BIG sybll vibes #horror cw #that spider on his mouth can get fucked tho #THE STONE INSIDE YOU STILL HASN’T HIT BOTTOM ( S. CARPENTER )

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GETTINGGODLY‌

it’s hard for margo to keep their hands to themselves when they’re with syb, having the overwhelming need to brush his hair back and treat him like a much beloved porcelain doll. they don’t dwell on that thought. “we don’t have to, sybie. make them scary or eat the seeds. i think they’re good when they’re roasted. the seeds.” a pause and a warm smile. “you can do whatever you want.”

    “scary’s fine.” at his feet sadie shifts until her expansive belly is exposed and he leans down to card his hands through the fur dutifully. “ -- ‘m not much of an artist, though, so i can’t promise any of it’s gonna look good.” sybll pauses, looking up at margo, brows halfway knit together. “halloween used to be like a religious thing, yeah? do you get, like, offerings from it or whatever?”

#gettinggodly #he's very huggable it's a natural reaction margo

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    his smile is small, but earnest, an expression of deep, private pleasure. it’s the only kind sybll ever lets himself really have. “pumpkins are cool.” he’s never had much experience with halloween traditions, they all seem like inventions of movies to him. “are we gonna make ‘em scary?” a little wrinkle of his nose. “don’t people eat the seeds?”

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“do you want to carve pumpkins this year? i know we didn’t do much last year, because your parents…” they trail off, tilt their head, ignoring the rest of the thought. “but pumpkins should be fun.”

#gettinggodly #( THREADS. ) #i thought i had good icons for syb but alas ------

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Jaeden Martell and Finn Wolfhard at The Goldfinch premiere’s after party during the Toronto International Film Festival in Toronto, Canada.

#give sybll FRIENDS !!!!!!! #THE STONE INSIDE YOU STILL HASN’T HIT BOTTOM ( S. CARPENTER ) #is jaeden drinking coke w/ lime what a fancy bitch

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introducing my newest original character, a prophet who doesn't believe in prophecies

#IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. ) #this has unspeakable sybll vibes

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#actual footage of sybll and sadie #IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. ) #SHAPED LIKE A FRIEND ( SADIE. )

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#chaotic sybll is a mood but a lowkey mood #THE STONE INSIDE YOU STILL HASN’T HIT BOTTOM ( S. CARPENTER )

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❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞

RICHARD SIKEN STARTERS !

    “that’s what it was like?” sybll’s hands shake but he doesn’t grasp them together, doesn’t move at all as he stares at john, through john, into john. he can’t see everything that happened to him, can’t see the details and the clear shapes and the smudges that turn into beings, into something that’s almost like a person, but he can feel it all. the numbing sense of being lost in a place that’s supposed to be home. the way a child feels when they’ve let go of their parents’ hand in a crowd, or in a grocery store, and every aisle they look down they see only strangers, only people wearing faces they’ve never known. 

    sybll doesn’t realize he’s got tears streaming down his cheeks until he can feel sadie sit herself closer to him, on top of his feet. “i – i feel it. i can feel all of it.”

#atethrough #( ASK. ) #( MEME REPLY. ) #have some vague psychic stuff idk

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☆ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ☆

#IF YOU ARE A STRANGER ACT LIKE ONE ( AESTHETIC. )

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RICHARD SIKEN SENTENCE STARTERS [EXTENDED]

– So I really liked the original meme here, so much that I ended up buying the poet’s book Crush to read. 

Inspiration hit and here are 79 lines, categorized by poem. Feel free to change pronouns and any names!

SCHEHERAZADE

❝Tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake and dress them in warm clothes again.❞ ❝Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it’s noon, that means we’re inconsolable.❞ ❝Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.❞ ❝Tell me we’ll never get used to it.❞

DIRTY VALENTINE

❝There’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that I’m about to burst into tears.❞ ❝I swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.❞ ❝You swallow my heart and flee, but I want it back now, baby. I want it back.❞ ❝I’m sorry. We know how it works. The world is no longer mysterious.❞

LITTLE BEAST

❝I like him and I want to be like him, my hands no longer an afterthought.❞ ❝Someone once told me than explaining is an admission of failure.❞ ❝I’m sure you remember, I was on the phone with you, sweetheart.❞ ❝History repeats itself.❞ ❝There are many names in history but none of them are ours.❞ ❝You could drown in those eyes, I said.❞ ❝But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.❞ ❝What would you like? I’d like my money’s worth.❞ ❝Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.❞     ❝I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.❞

SEASIDE IMPROVISATION

❝Tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.❞ ❝You do the math, you expect the trouble.❞ ❝Draw a circle with a piece of chalk. Imagine standing in a constant cone of light. Imagine surrender. Imagine being useless.❞ ❝A stone on the path means the tea’s not ready, a stone in the hand means somebody’s angry.❞ ❝The stone inside you still hasn’t hit bottom.❞

THE TORN-UP ROAD

❝There is no way to make this story interesting.❞ ❝I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that I ran out into the street to prove something.❞ ❝Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.❞ ❝And he knew it wasn’t going to be okay, and he told me it wasn’t going to be okay.❞ ❝But the minutes don’t stop.❞ ❝And words, little words, words too small for any hope or promise, not really soothing but soothing nonetheless.❞

LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT

❝You will be alone always and then you will die.❞ ❝So maybe I wanted to give you something more than a catalog of non-definitive acts, something other than the desperation.❞ ❝I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.❞ ❝You want a better story. Who wouldn’t?❞ ❝I can tell you already think I’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but I’m not. I’m not the dragon. I’m not the princess either.❞ ❝Who am I? I’m just a writer. I write things down. I walk through your dreams and invent the future.❞ ❝And yes, I swallow glass, but that comes later.❞ ❝Shut up. I’m getting to it.❞ ❝For a while I thought I was the dragon.❞ ❝Okay, so I’m the dragon. Big deal.❞ ❝You still get to be the hero.❞ ❝What more do you want?❞ ❝Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me?❞ ❝Here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.❞ ❝There is something underneath the floorboards.❞ ❝I arrived in the city and you met me at the station, smiling in a way that made me frightened.❞ ❝This doesn’t look that much different from home.❞ ❝Love, for you, is more than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.❞ ❝Okay, if you’re so great, you do it–❞ ❝Unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.❞ ❝I have told you where I’m coming from, so put it together.❞ ❝When I say this, it should mean laughter, not poison.❞

A PRIMER FOR THE SMALL WEIRD LOVES

❝And you know that a boy who likes boys is a dead boy, unless he keeps his mouth shut, which is what you didn’t do.❞ ❝Because you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.❞ ❝And the boy who loves you the wrong way is filthy.❞

UNFINISHED DUET

❝He wants to be tender and merciful.❞ ❝He meaning you.❞ ❝Do you love yourself?❞ ❝I don’t have to answer that.❞ ❝It should matter.❞

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU

❝I don’t think I can take this much longer.❞ ❝In the dream I don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap.❞ ❝In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.❞ ❝Oh, the things we invent when we are scared and want to be rescued.❞ ❝I borrowed your shoes and didn’t put them away.❞ ❝You didn’t show up. I kept waiting.❞

STRAW HOUSE, STRAW DOG

❝You have a cold cold smile.❞ ❝Watch me, just watch me.❞ ❝I swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass.❞ ❝I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.❞ ❝You can sleep now, you said. You said that. I had a dream where you said that. Thanks for saying that. You weren’t supposed to.❞

PLANET OF LOVE

❝And you play along, because you want to die for love, you always have.❞

WISHBONE

❝You saved my life. I owe you, I owe you everything.❞ ❝Let’s not talk about it, let’s just not talk.❞ ❝Don’t bother. You never mean it anyway, not really, and it only makes me that much more ashamed.❞ ❝Please, for just one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up…❞ ❝Do you see what I mean? Do you see what I’m getting at?❞ ❝If you love me, _____ , you don’t love me in a way I understand.❞ ❝Do you want to go home now?❞

#( ASK MEME. )