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fuckedupheadowner · 1 month
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yeeaay they united again!!!!
So guys they finally met in another universe(?)
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Like look at them. Slim, blonde, strong ass guy with a powerful noble family, leads an army and also have emotional problems.
Brown, buff(er), emotionally intelligent guy that had a gentle mom. Helping the other guy develop his emotions and making the guy fall in love with him without trying to do so with his personality
fist art: Afternoon haze, an art print by awanqi
second art: starshadowmagician (they are in booru.io)
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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Yeah, I know right. Epel's face and a darker version of Floyd's personality.
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Epel Felmier's Eyes
bby apple farmer 🍎🍎🍎
psspsspss @panacea-wishes
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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I mean Lady Muzan would be one hell of a onee-sama or maybe it's just my pan heart doesn't want to grasp the character's personality because of their looks again.
Also, maybe ..? cuz Muzan strikes me as someone doesn't care about their physical form or gender. Muzan most likely would be what he needs to be in the moment in order to be powerful.
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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I'm sorry but I can't stop laughing😂, I just realized 'Reiss' means 'Boss' in my language. The GIF triggered it.
She's cute. 4'11 boss.
It's not like I'm not short but still...
Thank you for making me laugh.
Hello ! Hope you're having a good day. And how about ymir and historia sharing a darling.Love your writing !
a/n: I was counting on getting this specific request lmao I knew it was coming
warnings: yandere, unhealthy relationships, unhealthy mindsets, unhealthy behavior, mean yandere, darling gets whiplash lol, possessive behavior, kidnapping
Ymir + Historia Reiss
➪ they’re both very different yanderes, so I think having them share would cause a lot of confusion on their darlings part. Historia isn’t a bad person, but I feel like she’s a lot more pessimistic than she lets on, and that becomes pretty clear when her and Ymir decide to share their darling. Ymir and Historia are good at sharing together, though, and Historia is the only person Ymir would be willing to share with because she’s usually very territorial. The two of them are both kind of overwhelming, though, with Historia being clingy and Ymir being possessive, things can get pretty intense. They’re both just super obsessed with being with their darling, and I hate to say it but Ymir is a bad influence.
➪ their darling ends up getting kidnapped, and it’s one-hundred-percent Historia’s idea, while Ymir carries it out. It shouldn’t be surprising, Historia is 4”11 so there’s not much she can do in that department. The first couple of days after getting kidnapped is an acid trip, seriously. Whiplash is inevitable, seriously. Historia babies their darling a lot, to the point where it’s almost delusional, and Ymir is kind of mean towards them, but it does last due to Historia scolding her. It’s a mess, but I feel like Historia is just happy to have their darling with them so she doesn’t mind. Ymir is the more possessive one, so she’s the one who ends up enforcing the rules... and it’s better to follow them because like I said, she’s kind of mean.
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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Sorry to be the one to say it but, the style you're wrote starting with 'anime' to 'lungs' also titles of characters are just empty squares on most mobile. Right now I can read from my computer but I just wanted to let you know for others who use mobile😊
HᴀɴᴀHᴀᴋɪ
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏsᴛ: ɪᴛᴀᴅᴏʀɪ ʏᴜᴜᴊɪ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɢᴜᴍɪ ғᴜsʜɪɢᴜʀᴏ
𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞: 𝐣𝐮𝐣𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐮 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐧  𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞: 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭  𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞- (𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢��, 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞)
{𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞} 𝐀𝐧 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐮𝐩 𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬, 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐈𝐟 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐬. 
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𝕴𝖙𝖆𝖉𝖔𝖗𝖎 𝖄𝖚𝖚𝖏𝖎 … 赤いバラ 
He’d be absolutely heart broken
From the moment he started coughing up petals he knew what it meant
He read a lot of Manga, and he’d read a few Shōjo mangas
But it was always the main character who got HanaHaki disease, it was never the love interest-
Oh…
You were the love interest, not him 
Does that mean that… you don’t love him? HanaHaki only happens to people who experience unrequited love…
No it can’t be, you have to love him! You have to! This isn’t real, it’s all in his head. That’s right! he’s dreaming he must be dreaming 
The only problem with that thought, is that in dreams you can’t feel pain, 
God, he could feel this
He could feel every petal inside his lungs, every vine twisting around his stomach,
 he had been unfortunate enough to have roses, red roses, but the color didn’t really matter to him. The only thing that mattered was getting rid of the flowers
The thorns weren’t sharp enough to stab him or pierce anything, they only caused more discomfort 
He didn’t tell anyone, not because he didn’t want help. But because he knew the elders would only leave him to die- not caring about how painful his death would be 
Sukuna would also find the situation annoying but he didn’t have to deal with it (because he’s almost never in control of itadoris body), he’d constantly mock him though, telling him every reason why you don’t love him as he’s gagging and choking on petals 
He’d tell you how he felt, he just needs this pain to go away 
𝕬𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖔𝖓𝖑𝖞 𝖙𝖜𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖓
{ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs}
He’s whole world will come back, everything felt so much more alive. He’s lungs felt so clean, all the petals were gone. And better yet, you love him. He’ll spend every living, breathing second he has being around you. From now on you’ll never have to worry about getting hurt, because he owes you, you love him and now he’s going to protect you. 
{ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs} 
He’ll start balling, not in front of you. But he’ll run to the bathroom as he feels his lungs overflowing, the sharp thorns poking at his insides, but when they came out of his mouth they were white lilies. Whole flowers game gushing out of his mouth along with blood. But no physical pain can match the feeling of knowing that the only reason you’re dying, is because one person in particular didn’t love you. That was the last thing that Itadori thought about.
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𝕸𝖊𝖌𝖚𝖒𝖎 𝕱𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖌𝖚𝖗𝖔 … 白いユリ
He’ll deny that it’s even happening
If he just pretends it isn’t there, then it’ll go away, right?
No matter how many inconveniences it causes him, no matter how many late nights he spends throwing up petals, no matter how much it hurts. He’s going to deny everything 
He didn’t know what was happening to him at first, it took several google searches for him to even find out what HanaHaki disease was
after he found out what was going on, that’s when he started ignoring you
Which only made everything worse
The more he ignored you, the more he thought about you, the more he coughed up petals
It got so bad in fact, that just reading your name would make him go into a coughing fit
Then he’d muster up the courage to talk to you. Talk to you, not tell you.
Yeah there’s no way in hell he’d telling you that he has an unexplainable illness that the only cure to is you loving him
And somehow it got worse after that 
As if he couldn’t get you off his mind before, now your words are stuck in an infinite repeat in his head
Even though it was literally just “hi,”. Your voice just echoed in his ears
 he wasn’t even sure if he remembered what it sounded like, it had been ringing in his ears for so long. But he knew it was your voice
And that just made things ten times worse 
he spent full hours in the bathroom, coughing full flowers, blood and petals 
He’d try to opt for surgery, but no one would operate on someone so young 
The only solution was to tell you, but can he do it?
𝕿𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖓
{ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs} 
He’ll wonder why he was so worried, he told you and you accepted! How awesome is that? After that he’s going to be like your personal cuddle buddy, he never wants to let you go. He finally got the person he’d dreamed about, the perfect y/n was his s/o. After all the pain he went through just to be with you, you better not let him go either.
{ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs}  
Now he understands why he didn’t want to do it. Everything went by in a flash, head spinning; he stumbled into the bathroom. Feeling his lungs compress, body shake he let out what he knew would be his last words.
“I still love you, y/n. Even though it kills me,”
{ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ} 
Megumi isn’t a coward. He knows he isn’t. But he doesn’t want to imagine the look on your face when he tells you that he’s coughing up flowers because he thinks/knows you don’t love him back. He’ll sit in his room, with a bucket, holding a picture you took together at an event, and he’ll converse. Tears mix with the blood pooling down his face, full flowers, petals along with leaves pouring out of his mouth. He screamed, he didn’t care who heard, this was his final moment. If all Jujutsu Sorcerers die with regrets, then Megumis was that he never told you how he felt.
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Yeah, I’m crying too :’) 
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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F'ck I'm seeing this in the confort and disconfort of my closet and now I have this urge to come out to my homophobic parents.
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Bi🥞irl
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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So... um he really looks cute😻
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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Do you have any solution for melted hearts...?
What’s Ryne thinking about? Pt. 2 
Sickeningly sweet comfort addition! 
fandom: demon slayer
next up is My hero Academia Thoughts!!
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𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬
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𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Tanjiro and you siting at his favorite udon place while he rambles about literally anything an everything, but then he looks at you and says,
“how did I get so lucky, y/n?”
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Zenitsu hugging you and starting to cry when you ask why he wants to be with you. He’ll scream into your chest about how he’s dreamed about being in a relationship with someone like you ever since he was a kid. And how he’s fantasized about having someone love him as much as he loves them
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Inosuke and you sitting in a field of flowers while you braid flowers into his hair and he makes you a flower crown, actually multiple flower crowns. The Great Inosukes partner needs at least four crowns. He’ll hand pick every flower and carefully weave it through the others, and he’ll yell if it falls apart. 
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Nezuko laying in your lap while looking up at the stars, pointing out constellations along with humming happily. Her feet will twirl around if you point out a constellations you see. 
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Giyuu sitting at a lake with his feet half suberged in water while he talks to you about how he wants more friends but he doesn’t think he needs them, because now he has you
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Baking with Mitsuri, she’s an amazing baker and we all know it. You’ll wrap your arms around her waist while watching her stir something, taking a deep whiff of whatever delicious treat she’s making
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Shinobu tickling you while you’re both having a lazy morning in. You’ll still still be in bed at around 1:20 PM and some of the kakushi had to check on you (Shinobu quickly shooed them away). But eventually you got hungry so she got up and personally made you food
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Rengoku giving you a piggy back ride like you’re a two year old, he’ll carry you on his back for hours not giving a shit if it hurts his back. He’ll pick you up basically anywhere, with little or no reason
𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭- Laying in bed with Sanemi and tracing scars, running your fingers up and down his toned body, him allowing you to be this close to him, letting his guard down so he can cuddle with the one person he loves more than life
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I might just make a separate fic for that Inosuke headcannon 
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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Cyber bullying really pisses me off, those people don't show their faces and on top of that in tumblr they don't even show their accounts, and reason being they know they're most likely going to get similar hate comments is the most ironic and irritating sh't. I mean even if you don't like something or someone and going to bully them(which is not okay in the least) take the risk of what you're doing, I mean it's not going to be any different what you're doing to that person you're bullying don't be scared of what's going to happen to you if you do that to another human being.
I wanted to address this now because of a recent issue leading to a rising and amazing writer named @idk48562-deactivated20210223 They deleted today their blog because of anon hate and that really pissed me off. And all because some people couldn’t keep their shit together and let them be. I do not know the exact details, I only know that they were harassed and deleted everything involving Gon and Killua because of the harassment. To some degree I know why they were harassed by this, my closest friend also often points out that she herself often feels disgusted when reading stories involving underaged characters and I said that the argument that they’re only fictional characters doesn’t count. And I didn’t know what other to say. Her opinion is that if people think like this they’ll start transferring this to real people as well with the argument that it’s only a fictional story. I don’t think that will happen to me because I draw a clear line because fictional characters and a real person. That’s too much for me as well. Of course everyone can have a different opinion about those things and I don’t think I have the right to tell those persons what to do. The only thing I can do is accepting their opinion and maybe trying to tell them in a polite way that I don’t support this. But that’s all I would do as long as it doesn’t get out of hand. But what makes me so mad now? @idk48562-deactivated20210223 was a fairly young writer, not existing that long and their writing was amazing and gave a lot of people joy and comfort, including me. Their way of interacting was also very heartwarming and they always recommended on every ask and request with a passion that was mind blowing. And all the warmth that they gave to other people is now gone because they lost their motivation. All because of you! You don’t need to love, like or support every content you get on Tumblr. Each one of us has to judge individually where they draw their line and it’s everyone’s right to do so. But let it be then! Everyone who writes knows that there will be people who don’t support this and who are probably even disgusted by this. But the moment you start searching for something you can hate on and bring the writer down constantly because of it is the moment where you turn into a mean bully. In my opinion that’s rather pathetic because don’t you have other things to do? Better things? Keep in mind that there are also persons who it brings comfort reading such stuff, people who feel happy when reading this. In my opinion there’s nothing more heartbreaking than a passionate author who loses all joy and happiness writing because some people are just not able to keep quiet. There are probably moments where you need a wake-up call, I have nothing to say against that. But they didn’t do anything wrong at all. They were creative, hardworking and very detailed. You think it’s just one of many and there will come others? You’re wrong!!! Each writer has a very own and individual style and no human is the same. You might find some other good author, but it won’t be the same!!!! Hope you’re happy now with what you did. Congratulations for bringing someone who loved what they were doing down so that they deleted their blog!! But what do you have from this? I’m interested. Do you feel satisfied, happy or just don’t care? I don’t understand it at all and wish @idk48562-deactivated20210223 only the best and hope that they will get up on their feet again. But now let me ask you a question:
How far are you willing to go with this? When will you stop? And are you really willing to risk the chance of having the blood of the people who you brought down on your hands? Are you really ready to destroy a person’s mind and will so that they drown in their self-doubts and see no other way out? Are you really that selfish?
Sorry if this was a bit long and sorry to all the haters out there. But this made me so angry and I needed to let my frustration out.
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fuckedupheadowner · 3 years
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Clary: Do you miss the imagination of childhood?
Sebastian: I never had one.
Clary: An imagination or childhood?
Sebastian: Yes.
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