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Is it really goodbye for us?

"The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained."

The stars were brighter than yesterday, did you know that? I bet you did. You loved watching the stars at night, especially when you can't sleep. Did you know that I tried baking again? Of course you wouldn't know that. Nobody would tell that kind of information to you, especially things about me. I also started writing again and the first ones I wrote reminded me of you–of us.

Did you know that I still miss you every night? I do. I still do. It's almost been a year and yet I'm still hoping you'd come back. Every time the sun rises, I still hope that I'd hear your voice again bidding goodbye as you go out to work. Each time the sun sets and when the moon rises, I still wish that I'd hear your rushed footsteps and your worried face worrying about me.

It has been a year and yet my heart still beats for you. What would have happened if I had convinced you to stay? Would you stay here with me despite everything that happened? Would you still leave because you've run out of chances to give to me?

I was so foolish and immature back then. But I've changed. I've changed so much that I feel sick remembering why you left. My stomach now churns and a strong urge to throw up settles on my chest.

What kind of future would have been for us if I never mistreated you? If I never cheated on you?

Will we be like the other couples I often see hanging out happily at the park we frequent?

Will you still be happy with me?

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