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assigning your ocs to that one like decade old "draw the squad" base with the monopoly game is like free therapy i think

#🧃 tomato juice #me doing that to all my girls who know eachother #i think im funny tbh

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need him broken and bloody and bruised. need him dragging himself forward across a cold, unforgiving floor. need threatening footsteps just a pace behind him. need his ribs heaving while he struggles to drag in raspy breath. need his eyes glassy and shadowed.

#prev ur so fucking real for that. slaps the reblog button

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oh dear . ed blog jumpscare. i dont need to read posts abt how "eating less in a group" makes you "feel skinnier than everyone" please leave me alone actually. fuck me for being on the pro ana site i guess

#💔 needs recharging #🛑 !!CW EATING DISORDER MENTION!! #someone actually fucking kill me tbh

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god for a guy with an aoi mukou pfp and blog theme i sure am allergic to y&m&h posting. maybe when i finish the game bcs rn my only thoughts on it are AUGH. PUSSY JUMPSCARE HELP and wow. that girl is so autistic. im in love with her

#💞 god is calling

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against all odds (terrifiedof socializing bcs what if people hate me) i am socializing (sending asks to someone i follow about a thing we mutually like to have a conversation, because i am easily scared and dont want them to hate me) someone pat me on the back pleas

#💞 god is calling #god help me personally

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drew a hot guy

#💟 lunch on the roof #my wifey <3 #also boyf art. grrr!!

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anyway tje friend thing did not go well i asked them abt it and instead of communicating properly everyone got upset at me :3

#💔 needs recharging

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"The canary in the mine, it was a dove this time; a worthy sacrifice."

aa, i loved this girl so so much, he means everything to me i think. i just had 2 draw him with some of my own flair (things that have been ruined for me).

i hope i did it some justice, i love its design so much. fat girls rise up <3. there's another version of the drawing below, without the rose-pink filter!! i was proud of both versions so i decided i needed to hoard them all..

#💌 at the manga cafe #🛑 !!CW EYESTRAIN!! #mspaint #ms paint #the post traumatic manifesto #tptm

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everything sucks but its ok i have fanart in the works for one of my fav vocaloid series ever and its almost done .. js needs some editing

#💞 god is calling

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aaaa. i wish my friends would actually act like friends. and. invite me to play games with them sometimes instead of excluding me or making the game harder for me to play (i have really bad tech anxiety and they like forcing mods on ppl)..

i js.. wanna play vidy game.. and hang out.. but all they play are mmos im too scared to/just cannot join in on (shitty laptop) or modded games that scare the shit out of me!!! why cant i hang out with my friends and why do they never think to invite me. i dont even try making it hard all ive told them is that downloading mods gives me panic attacks

#💔 needs recharging #n like. ive told them id love to just join them with casual games #no modding or anything. just vanilla #or even for them to try being gentle w/ me #abt mods!! #but no!!!! they just push it or exclude me altogether #it feels so targeted and unfair sometimes #bcs its usually only me (or my bf) #that they leave out #its never eachother!! and when it is they always apologize and move shit around to change that #but why not? for... us? #idk. feels bad man #theyre good friends and r very fun to chat with its just so hard #to do anything with them sometimes #(looks at that time they chose a game that was clearly putting me in sensory overload and didnt even care when i melted down and left) #im very frustrated. sorry.

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takuma please stop cooking there are bugs absolutely everywhere. what do you mean this is normal

#🧃 tomato juice #slow damage #oh so that's what you people meant by that #the bugs..... #that ending was great. but what the fuck #0/10 would play 1000 times over #poor towa. holy shit #like its not even the worst ive read it was just very well done #super unsettling. someone help that man #or dont. idk #he seemed enriched i guess?

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nvm jutst remembered my friends found out abt my fursona via that "harvest" "rescue" cat image and now whenever i post art of it they collectively go "harvestable" "the harvester" "small and harvestpilled" or other variations of that at it

#💞 god is calling #i made accompanying images of the poor thing #for that image #one was it being turned to mush #the other was it getting a nice pet as a a small kitten #with the most 10000 yard stare #i could possibly draw

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my life is an embarrassment and every day i feel shame. time to think about anime boys for the next 23 hours

#🧃 tomato juice #something wrong with me honest to god

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why he look like that...

#💌 at the manga cafe #mspaint #ms paint #slow damage #im gna slowly add more faces #and maybe colour them #as i think of cgs #and also as i see more cgs #mostly as practice for eventually redrawing some of them #and also for the fun of it #bcs i like his face #anyway sneakpeek i suppose

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so update, the masochism tango is making me worse actually

#💞 god is calling #fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!! #one day im gna break #and then the world will meet him #my fav redhead #sighs dreamily...

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he fucking cursed me. but anyway ill draw more later

#💌 at the manga cafe #mspaint #ms paint #slow damage #towa slow damage

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anyway if i get even a little more normal you guys better bet im drawing that yaoi boy 40 times over and immediately getting worse

#💞 god is calling #yes this is about towa #mr slow damage.. save me.. #no i am not sorry for it #i cant help it its all i think abt other than my own yaoi guy