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Beyond The Mirror (Kitsune!Spirit!Mitsuhide Akechi x Reader Smut) Game #01

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Fandom: Ikemen Sengoku Pairing: Kitsune!Mitsuhide Akechi x Female Reader Rated: Mature/Explicit, 18+ Word Count: 5.515 Warnings: Explicit Sexual Content, Subtle Horror Elements A/N: Kitsuhide In The Mirror Art to this story was made by the sweetest cherry pie @cailannuesugi Thank you so much for making this I LOVE IT AND NEVER GROW TIRED LOOKING AT IT ;o; Summary: “Sweet little mouse. I invite you to my world. Dare to play a game with me?”

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Poor Seven! Zen doesn’t get it lol

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Due to corona we have 3 days of the week now:

1• Yesterday

2• Today

3• Tomorrow

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MLQC Anime 2020 Love and Producer (Evol x Love)

so excited! the poster looks great! ♡

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some fucking resources for all ur writing fuckin needs

* body language masterlist

* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does

* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes

* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said

* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again

* some more body language help

(hope this helps some ppl)

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Can you do 26 and 27 with Saeyoung?

26.“You’re the one thing keeping me sane right now.”

27. "Please stay with me."

Saeyoung found her sitting in the middle of their living room, surrounded by books with a laptop sitting on the floor in front of her. At the moment, she had her head held in her hands. Saeyoung slowly walked over.

"Trying to summon the spirits of academia past?" He asked her, trying to crack a joke.

"If only they'd show up." She grumbled into her hands before looking up at him and smiling weakly.

"Not going well?" Saeyoung asked, finding an empty spot on the floor and settling down.

"It'd be easier if the library was still open." She grumbled. "But no. Stay at home. Write your thesis from there."

"Anything I can do?" Saeyoung asked her, frowning slightly. This whole situation was making everything more difficult, and really just wanted to help her the best he could.

She sighed lightly, moving so she could lean into his side. "Just... please stay with me." She said. He wrapped an arm around her shoulder and she snuggled into his side. "You’re the one thing keeping me sane right now.”

"I'm not doing the best job." Saeyoung grumbled.

"You're doing wonderfully." She said with a small laugh. She looked up at him with an expectant grin. "You know what would make this better?"

"What?" Saeyoung asked her, eyebrow raised.

"Snacks." She whispered to him conspiratorially. Saeyoung grinned widely at her.

"That I can do~"

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Morning Shadow

Fandom: Ikemen Sengoku

Pairing: Mitsuhide x MC (Reira)

Prompt:  “I love you. Please don’t go.”

Words: 800

Summary: Their mornings weren’t always peaceful, not with the constant dangerous missions and the war that always threaten to separate them.

a/n: T+, canon verse, spoiler-free, flangst~ because I’m currently dying for Mitsuhide’s route haha.

In the crack of dawn, two bodies laid bare under the sheets in Mitsuhide’s chambers, wrapped up in each other and limbs tangled together as if neither could bear to be apart for a second.

Azuchi castle would soon come alive along with the golden light of the morning sun, and today the Oda forces would march into another war whilst Mitsuhide himself had another dangerous mission on his hands. No one could predict how long a war or a mission would last, not even Mitsuhide. He might be able to calculate possibilities but not fate, not destiny.

Mitsuhide had been awake for some time but he did not move to avoid waking her up. His mind filled with the war strategies and the mission that had to be done, yet he could not resist to stare down at her and allow himself to relish in the blissful moments.

Reira stirred, eyes fluttering open, “Mm..”

Once their gazes met, his lips curved into a soft smile, “Are you awake, my little mouse?”

“Mitsuhide..” Though as her body shifted, she realized how bare she was and the crimson blush creeping up on her cheeks. “Um.. I am.” 

Her hand was pulling the sheet upward to hide the rest of her exposed skin, she was aware that her upper body was not as covered as she would like to, but Mitsuhide put a stop on it, seizing her wrist and looking at her adoringly.

 “No, do not cover yourself just yet. Allow me to adore you for a little longer.” His smile was much more suggestive by now. “The night might be able to hide your beauty in its barest form, but now that I am able to be appreciative— ”

“You’re such a tease..”

“Admit that you love being teased.” 

“No, I don’t.” A pout on her lips as he looked up to him for some moments then all of a sudden, she smiled teasingly. “Perhaps.. Only if it were you.”

“It’s come to this, hm? The tease is being teased?”

Reira grinned, burying her face in the crook of his neck, “I learned from the best, all those torturous teasing you did certainly wasn’t a waste.”

Mitsuhide laughed cheerily, the genuine laugh that she always appreciated since it did not happen too often.

“Summer mornings tend to be warmer but if by chance you are feeling cold..” He murmured while playing with her hair, twirling the loose strands between his fingers.

Reira smiled at the realization how he was as reluctant as her to leave each other’s side. “You’re keeping me warm so this is more than enough.” 

If only she could have this moment forever, just being in his embrace, his presence, listening to his heartbeats…

Oh, she certainly won’t survive a life without him.

The first glimmering rays of sunlight filtered through the shōji door, creating a warm glow inside the chambers — a sign that the morning sun had begun to appear on the horizon. She could hear the chirping birds and the distinct footsteps on the corridors outside. Everyone was preparing for war, it was a wake-up call that was inevitable, no matter how much she wished to avoid.

“As appealing as the thought of being here with you for much longer.. I must prepare myself, little mouse.” He pressed a chaste kiss on her forehead, slowly rising up from the futon.

Out of desperation, Reira rose up as well and circled her arms around his neck before he managed to stand up, pulling him back down to the futon with her, “I love you. Please don’t go..” She knew he had to go nonetheless, but a part of her wanted to be selfish even only for a short moment like this.

“You want to keep me here, all for yourself? That is quite bold for my little mouse.” Mitsuhide let out an amusing chuckle. “Behave yourself while I am away and I will give you a reward when I return. Plenty of them.” 

Gently, he laid her down on the futon but instead of leaving her there, Mitsuhide devoured her lips with a kiss. Soon she felt his warm tongue caressing hers while her fingers tangled in his silver hair. He must have known what his kisses did to her, and yet kissing her so fervently in a time like this..

You’re a cruel, cruel man, Mitsuhide.

Never once did she let go of him, arms clinging to him for dear life; she wanted to plead, to scream: stay, stay with me, don’t leave, — please stay alive. 

Because the harsh reality would force him to leave her side at any moment.

But.. Mitsuhide would return home, for her.

And he would vow, again and again: I love you. In life and death, I dearly love you. Always.

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Zen MysticMessenger NSFW 6

Zen NSFW # 6 “You want me to give you your phone back? Make me.”

It was a boring night and MC and Zen were watching a documentary about elephants. “It’s so cool how they are bonded to each other like that.” MC opened up the chat room and of course, 707 was on, he always made her laugh. “ mhm... very cool.” She would put her phone down every so often to pretend like she was interested.

“ Did you know they did that MC?” Zen looked over at her and noticed a goofy grin her face. “ Who are you talking to?” He snatched her phone out of her hand and stood up “ Hey! Give it back” She leaped towards Zen trying to get it back, but he had the advantage of being tall. “ Who are you talking to that’s more important than spending time with me?” He turned his back to you as he went through your conversation “ Seven! That’s who was making you giggle?” MC was getting frustrated.

“ Give my phone back Zen!” He chuckled “You want me to give you your phone back? Make me.” That just got MC’s gears turning, and she pushed Zen down onto the recliner and straddled him and brought her face up to his right before their lips touched “Challenge accepted” and she put her hands up his t-shirt, and kissed him deeply pushing her tongue into his mouth. He complied and gladly wrestled his tongue with hers, tangling his fingers in her hair.

She felt over the hard planes of his chest. “Mmm...MC” She started rolling her hips against his. He brought his hands to the dip of her waist and started feeling up and down her curves. He still had a tight grip on her phone and the chat room alert kept going off. She lifted her shirt above her head and dropped it at the floor to reveal her white lacy bra to him. She proceeded to take Zen's shirt off, so she could tarnish his pale skin.

She immediately latched onto his chest to leave a blooming love bite. She was always careful not to leave marks where it would affect his work. She kissed down his chest, and unbuckled his belt and unzipped his jeans. Pulling at his jeans and boxers he lifted his hips, allowing her to slide them off of his legs. She stood up and pulled her skirt and panties down and straddled him again, stroking his erect cock a couple of times before she lined her core with his cock and sank down, taking in all his length. “oooh” she moaned and placed her hands on his shoulders as she rocked her hips and slid up and down his length.

He thrust his hips upwards kissing her neck as she bounced up and down on him. He watched in awe as her breasts bounced in rhythm. She dug her nails into his skin “ argh” it wasn’t a bad pain. As Zen neared his release he dropped her phone on the floor without realizing it and took hold of her hips and set the pace he needed until he felt her clenching around him and throwing her head back and quivering in ecstasy as she found her high. He thrust in a frustrated frenzy chasing his release until sweat was collecting on his skin, and he groaned as he shot his essence inside of her.

She put her forehead against his, and between panting breaths, she tucked his hair behind his ear. “ still think I’m not paying attention to you?” She leaned over grabbed her phone and threw it on the couch “ I’d much rather be with you than chat with Seven in the chat room, no matter how much I enjoy our chats. You’re the one that my heart belongs to Zen.” He grinned “You are going to give me a heart attack with those sweet words of yours.” He kissed her lips gently.

#Zen #Mysme #Mystic Messenger #Prompts #Zen MYSME

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Flame : Chapter 11

Fandom: My Forged Wedding

Warning: mention of sex

Genre: Fluff

Written by: @firepurplestar

Vivienne woke up in unfamiliar surroundings, and as she reached up to rub her head she realized she had an IV in her arm. Just as she began to sit up a nurse came in and smiled brightly at her. “ Oh good, you’re awake. I’m going to take some vitals then I’ll get the doctor.” Vivienne smiled “Thankyou” The nurse left and Vivienne was left alone to let her mind wander.

Vivienne fell asleep, and what seemed not too long after she fell asleep the doctor came in. The sound of her footsteps waking Vivienne up. The doctor sat near Vivienne and proceeded to examine her while making small talk. “You passed out at work today.” Vivienne listened it didn’t sound like a question “I don’t remember. I remember standing up and getting dizzy and then nothing.” The doctor nodded her head.

“ Yeah, have you been experiencing any tiredness or nausea?” Vivienne didn’t know what she was getting at. “ Yes, I’ve been really tired lately, but no I haven’t been nauseous.” The doctor sat down and crossed her legs “ okay, well it appears you are about four weeks pregnant. Congratulations.” The doctor smiled Vivienne’s eyes widened. “ I’m sorry what?” The doctor cocked her head to the side “ Is this not expected? We have resources for single mothers, I’ll get you some information along with some prenatal vitamins. You can make it through this I promise.” The doctor stood up and squeezed her shoulder as she left.

On the taxi ride home, Vivienne looked out the window watching the world pass by. Her life was going to change in a short nine months, how was she going to take care of a baby she couldn’t even take care of herself. She did the math in her head it had been over two months that she had been with Akito, it was definitely Yamato’s.

How was she going to tell him, how was she going to face him? Was it possible he wouldn’t want a child with her? Could they still be together? Maybe she should save him the pain and break up with him now and run away without telling him that she was pregnant.

This was a mess, but she couldn’t even talk to Akito about it. She had to keep this to herself, carry this burden on her own. A tear fell down her cheek. She wiped it away quickly trying not to let her emotions get the best of her. She would have some things to take care of.

Once she reached the condo she retreated to her room and changed into her pajamas and slipped into the world of sleep. When Akito got home he expected to see her in the kitchen or to receive a text saying she’d be late, but he got neither. He looked around the house but found her in her room sleeping. She’d been sleeping a lot lately, he was concerned that maybe she was depressed again.

Over the next week, Vivienne found herself extremely tired and, when she came home from work she would take a nap on the couch until Akito got home then she would cook dinner. One day Yamato had invited her over, and after they had an enjoyable dinner she had picked up her purse but dropped it, and out came some of the contents that were inside of it including the prenatal vitamins and a booklet about pregnancy from her doctor.

She scrambled to pick them up, but Yamato beat her to it and handed the vitamins and the booklet to her “ Are you pregnant ?” He asked quietly she nodded slowly “Yes” Yamato sat down on his knees “ it’’s mine?” She looked into his amber eyes “ Of course it’s yours Yamato, I’m not like that.” He took her hand “ I know, I’m sorry. I just ... wasn’t expecting this. I suppose it’s my fault though, I didn’t use a condom.” Tears welled up in her eyes “ Are you mad ?” He knit his brows together “ No, no I’m not mad, I’m just sorry I should’ve been more careful.”

She squeezed his hand “We were so into each other that being protected was the last thing on our minds. Yamato, this” she touched his hand to her belly “ was made from love.” He leaned in and kissed her gently and then touched his forehead to hers. “ I won’t leave you, I promise I won’t leave you.” She cupped his cheeks. He put his hands over hers “ I do have a question though ... When were you going to tell me?” Tears began rolling down her cheeks “ When I got the courage. I was scared out of my mind Yamato.”

He wiped removed his hand from hers and wiped her tears. “ It’s okay, I know now.” He put a hair behind her ear and kissed her eyelids. He pinched her nose “hey” he chuckled and then leaned in to kiss her lips. He poured so much passion and feeling into this kiss Vivienne felt like she might melt. He slipped his tongue in her mouth and she kissed him back with just as much passion.

As they made out on the floor in his dining room their desire for each other increased, and he broke the kiss. “ I uh... I know I said I’d go slow, but I really want you right now.” She smiled “ I love how you’re always thinking of me, I want you too Yamato.” He was not expecting her to say that so he proceeded to stand up and helped her up then scooped her up and carried her to the bedroom.

As soon as he laid her down on the bed he was on top of her and kissing her again. He lifted her shirt up and off of her, he unzipped her skirt so she in just her bra and panties. “ Last time we didn’t go slow, we more or less fucked. I want to make love to you tonight.” That’s exactly what he did leaving her body feeling satisfied, she felt connected to Yamato in the afterglow of their lovemaking. She laid there with her head on his shoulder while he tickled the skin on her arm and she played with his Gp fingers on his other hand. “ Yamato, I love you” he stopped his movements and smiled “ those are words I never expected you’d say. I’ve loved you for a long time you know.” He bent down and kissed her gently, he sighed “ we’re going to have to tell everyone.”

Vivienne bit her lip “ Can we hold off on that? I’ve been reading, and I guess chances are higher to miscarry during the first three months. We can tell them everything when I reach my fourth month.” He took a frustrated breath “ We need to at least tell them we are together, we can’t hide that anymore it’ll be obvious. I need to be able to take care of you Viv, you’re pregnant with my baby I don’t want to hide anymore.”

She traced over his skin. “ I didn’t know you were so passionate Yamato, I know we can’t hide anymore I know we have to tell them.” His cheeks turned red “I’m only passionate when it comes to you Vivienne, plus I know they’ll be happy for us.” She chuckled “ I know they’ve been teasing us forever, doesn’t mean I’m not scared and not nervous.” He took her hand “ I’ll be there with you, every step of the way you don’t have to worry. I’ll do all the work all you got to do is stand there smile and be your pretty self. Okay?” She smiled “ okay” He kissed her head “now get some rest babe, everything will be okay now.” She nodded her head and Yamato wrapped his arms around her and they both fell into a deep sleep.

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Desperate Search

Fandom:  Mr. Love Queen’s Choice

Pairing: Kiro X MC

Warning: Violence

Genre: Angst

Written by: @firepurplestar

This is my 1st place for my 100 followers celebration! thankyou @lin-ful for helping me edit it :)

When _ _ _ had finally come to after being knocked out, her hands were bound and were suspended in the air. She had a date with Kiro and had dressed up. She found a cute restaurant that she was dying to try with him. On the way to meeting him, she was dragged into an alleyway and knocked out with chloroform. He was probably still waiting at the restaurant while she was in a cold damp warehouse, and god knows what they were wanting to do to her.

She twisted her wrists trying to pry her hands out of the confines, but it only caused her wrists to chafe and bleed. She hung there for what seemed like forever before a man with a long beard and short black hair came into view. Her breath hitched as he walked towards her. “You’re prettier than I expected, pity.” He shook his head, then he stepped forward and tore her dress off leaving her in her bra and panties “ What do you think you’re doing?!” He laughed maniacally “ I want to watch you bruise.” He grabbed her chin “ You’re a feisty one, this will be fun.” He punched her in the side of the face with enough force to make her spit blood out. “I don’t know what you want!” She screamed as tears began spilling down her face.

The man smiled “You’ll know soon enough, but first I want to have my fun.” He chuckled as he hit her in the ribs knocking the wind out of her. He hit her over and over again ostensibly, using her as a punching bag. Breaking her ribs and leaving bruises in the wake of his punches.

Back at the restaurant, Kiro waited by the entrance for _ _ _ to make her appearance for their much anticipated date. He had been looking forward to this date most of the week; he was only able to get one day off to be with her. He had bought her calla lilies as he was passing by a store and thought of _ _ _. As he waited and waited, he started to feel anxious, and he pulled his phone out of his pocket but there were no new texts. He tried calling, but she didn’t answer. It wasn’t sitting right with him, “Something is wrong”. He rushed over to his car and pulled his hoodie over his face to hide his face from the crowd. He shut the door and tossed the flowers in the back seat as he reached for his computer. His nimble fingers flew over the keys of the computer as he looked up her location. It was the only thing he had to go off on.

His computer seemed to  be running slower than normal today “C’mon, damnit!” He hit the car console out of frustration. Finally, his computer loaded and her location was pinpointed, and he raised his eyebrows. He knew that she was special; he knew that people would come after her. He vowed to protect her and now knew that she was in a warehouse. He was certain she had been kidnapped and she was in danger. He grabbed his phone and was out the door and running in the blink of an eye. He was weaving between people trying not to bump into anyone. He had no idea what he’d witness or what he’d be up against when he got to where he was going. All he knew was the woman he loved was in danger and he had to save her. The adrenaline pumping through his veins made it so he wasn’t getting winded from all the running and he wasn’t about to stop until he reached his destination.

_ _ _ hung suspended bleeding and bruised while she withstood beating after beating. “Don’t worry I won’t kill you.” He smiled what would seem like a genuine smile if he weren’t so insane. “You are the Queen, I want you on my side. I want you to submit to me. I will break you like an owner breaks a horse.” He laughed, then stroked her bruised cheek. “You will learn to rely on me and only me.” She turned her head “ I will NEVER trust you!” Another hit to the stomach and one to her face.

The door swung open with a bang, and Kiro came in with a scowl on his face. He looked around and heard grunts and screams coming from a room in the back. He trudged determinedly towards the sounds. Kiro opens the door and sees a man a bit shorter than himself beating his girlfriend senseless. The man heard the door open and looked behind him at Kiro “ Who the fuck are you?” Kiro glared at him and saw a steel pole leaning against the wall, and he reached over and grabbed the pole, “The boyfriend!” He took the pole and hit the man over the head knocking him unconscious. He looked over at _ _ _ and saw for the first time the state she was in.

Bound by her hands in her underwear, she had bruises on her ribs and stomach. There were cuts on her face, her eye was black and swollen. There was dried blood on her temple. Kiro ran over to her and cut her bounds out and caught her exhausted body. “ H-how’d you fi-nd me?” He grinned his bright grin, even though on the inside he was twisting in agony seeing his love in the state she was in. “The great hacker key is always one step ahead.” He sat down on the ground “ K-Ki-ro” She grabbed his hand weakly “What is it, baby?” Tears formed, and she looked into his bright blue eyes “I’m s-sorry I missed our date.” He chuckled “Don’t be sorry, it’s okay. Let’s get you to the hospital. Where are your clothes?” Tears ran down her face “He ripped them.” Kiro kissed her forehead, and saw a blanket in the corner “Here we’ll use this.” He wrapped her in the blanket and took her to the hospital where she spent weeks recovering, but with Kiro by her side, she was able to do anything.

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Jumin MysticMessenger Angst number 5

“Please don’t lie to me”

Jumin X Reader

You had gone to the party with Jumin, but feeling claustrophobic you decided to go outside with a glass of wine in hand you were looking at the twinkling lights reflected in the lake. You leaned over the balcony railing, enjoying the solitude until you felt a presence next to you.

You looked over to see violet eyes gleaming at you and a bright smile. “Yoosung?” He took a sip of his wine “ It seems we both had the same idea.” You smiled sweetly at him “I guess so. I get so claustrophobic in there, but Jumin, h-he thrives in that environment.” Yoosung looked down at you. “Does he make you feel insecure sometimes?” You looked away from his deep pools, something in them drew you in. He set his wine down and stepped closer to you, and grabbed your chin with his forefinger to force you to look at him.

Tears welled up in your eyes as you looked at him. “ He does, doesn’t he!” The anger was seeping through his voice “ Don’t get mad, I don’t think he sees what he does” Yoosung cocked his head to the side. “ He doesn’t just make you feel insecure does he, there’s more to it isn’t there? Why is it I’m the only one that sees you _ _ _, really sees you?” You looked down and the tears that threatened to spill out came running down “no, no, no I didn’t mean to make you cry.” You sniffled and wiped your tears away with the back of your hand. “ You didn’t I just...He hasn’t been there in a long time, Jumin, he works late and gets up early, I know he loves me but...” Yoosung looked at you with regard “ but? _ _ _ can I ask you a question?” You nodded your head “ Do you love him?” Your eyes grew wide and thought for a minute “ I don’t know anymore. He’s not in our relationship. I’m lonely.”

He put a stray hair behind her ear and cupped her cheek “ I would never treat you like Jumin treats you.” He rubbed your cheek with his thumb and looked into your (e/c) eyes. “ I’m not normally one to do this kind of thing, but I notice you _ _ _. I don’t know if you notice me, but I’ve seen how sad you’ve become.” You don’t know what came over you, but you brought your hands up and put your hands over his and gazed back into his eyes feeling as if she could get lost. “ Yo-Yoosung? How have you not noticed me noticing you?” His eyes widened “ For how long?” You looked down and shook your head feeling guilty “ Hey, look at me. How long...have you...felt this way?” He lifted your face “ months...but I’m with Jumin so...” Yoosung was completely stunned “ As much as I respect him, I’m having a hard time caring. Right now all I want to do is this.”

He leaned his face in close and tilted his head, he brought your face to his and your lips touched lightly then he deepened the kiss, and their lips moved together in tandem. He nudged his tongue against her lips asking for permission to enter your mouth. You opened your mouth and he took advantage and slipped his tongue into your mouth. He moved his hand to the back of your head and intertwined his fingers into her hair. You wrap your arms around his neck.

“What the hell is going on here !?” They immediately stopped and stepped away from each other “Jumin” He glared at Yoosung and then looked at you with hurt in his eyes “ Do you love him?” You looked at him with regret, “ n-no, Jumin-” He raised his hand to stop you “ Please don’t lie to me” He looked at you and then at Yoosung “ I hope you can make her happier than I could, she’s never kissed me like that. She must love you. Goodbye _ _ _ be happy.” He turned around on his heel and walked out of the party. Leaving you and Yoosung standing there absolutely flabbergasted.

#mysme fandom #mysme fanfic #mysme jumin #mysme yoosung #mystic messenger #Prompts

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THIS BOY AIN'T EVEN TRYING 😤😤😤

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Zen MysticMessenger Angst número 8

 “ Shh, it’s okay. It was just a dream”

Zen X MC

“ I’m going for a ride, to clear my head.” _ _ _ sighed “ You know I don’t like it when you ride your motorcycle.” He gave her a beaming smile “I know, but when I lose a role it helps me refocus my energy.” She narrowed her eyes at him “ Zen, I worry the whole time you’re away.” He brushed her cheek “ I love that you love me so much, but I need this. I’ll be fine I promise.” She nodded her head reluctantly, feeling an uneasy knot forming in her stomach. He kissed her on her temple. “ I love you, I’ll see you soon.” She took his hand and held on tightly as he began to walk away. He stopped in his tracks “ It’s okay, I love you” She reluctantly let go of his soft strong hand. She watched him mount his motorcycle and hear it roar to life as he revved the engine, enjoying the familiar purr. She didn’t know why this time was so different from all the others, why she was so reluctant to let him go. She crossed her arms trying to bring warmth to her body from the cold she felt watching him as he put his helmet on. “ Oh, Zen please be careful.” She knew he wouldn’t hear him, but the unease she felt was unbearable. She watched him from the window as he peeled away with his long hair flowing behind him. She watched and watched and watched until she saw a car going at an unreasonable velocity straight for Zen.

She clutched at the front of her shirt as she watched the events unfold, and tears threatened to spill over, but she wouldn’t let them in fear she would miss some important detail. Suddenly, the sound of tires screeching was heard and Zen swerved to try to miss the unruly car. However, his efforts were in vain as the car hit Zen’s motorcycle, causing him to hit the ground and slide across the street.“NO!” The tears that were forcibly held back came rushing out. And she ran out of the building. Running towards the accident, she ran and ran until she came to the crash site and found zen laying on the pavement with his jeans ripped and bloody. “ Zen! Zen, baby are you awake?” She lifted the visor on his helmet so she could see his face. “ _ _ _? What are y..ou doing here?” She put his head in her lap “ Don’t worry about that now, just try and stay awake okay? Don’t fall asleep.” He put his scratched up hand on her cheek “ I’m so tired _ _ _, I just need to rest for a little while.” She shook her head vehemently “ No, no, no, Zen you can’t sleep! You can rest when you get on the ambulance okay? But right now you need to stay awake. Let me see those beautiful crimson eyes of yours.” She smiled sadly, but not a minute later his eyes fell closed. “NO! Wake up. Wake up. I love you so so much. Don’t leave me.” More tears ran down her face, then suddenly she realized she was in bed with Zen and he had a concerned look on his face. “ Shh, It’s okay it was just a dream.” She sobbed and he held her close to his chest she felt his chest so that she could feel his strong heartbeat. “Mind telling me what it was about?” She breathed in his scent. She nuzzled into his embrace “ You had lost a role, and like you always do you went for a ride, but I was apprehensive about you going. I didn’t want you to go riding, and I watched you leave from the window. I watched Zen and as I watched a car hit you so I ran to you, and I lost you Zen while I was holding you.” She started trembling and cried harder. He pulled away so he could wipe her tears away. He kissed each of her eyes. “ You aren’t going to lose me _ _ _. Not till we are very very old, but then we will still be together in heaven.” He kissed her lips “ Promise?” He smiled “I promise” He pulled her into his chest again and she listened to the beating of his heart as he stroked her hair and she slowly fell back into a peaceful dreamless sleep.

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100 Followers Celebration

Results are in:

1st Place: @an-avid-writer

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3rd Place: @lin-ful

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1st Place: 1500 word fic with your choice of character and fandom

2nd Place: 1000 word fic with your choice of character and fandom

3rd Place 500 word fic with your choice of character and fandom

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100 Followers Celebration!!!

It’s finally happened I have 100 followers and I can’t tell you how thankful I am to all of you:) I want to Celebrate for all of you being followers of mine and for some of you for being friends. 

This is how it’s going to work You will be entered into a random drawing either by reblogging or liking this post. The deadline will be March 13th I will announce the winners that weekend

As for the winners take a look at 

WHAT I WRITE 

1st Place: 1500 word fic with your choice of character and fandom

2nd Place: 1000 word fic with your choice of character and fandom 

3rd Place 500 word fic with your choice of character and fandom 

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