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tw numbers

back at the 63kg mark :/

back an an overweight bmi

back at my normal bs

#des is tired

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them: you better not be gay wolf when i come over

my gay wolf ass:

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I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

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Please send me 400$

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can we clip our carabiners together so I don't get lost

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I think that if you asked Shaggy what his gender was he'd say "you're, like, livin' in a prison of your own creation, man" and then eat a huge sandwich in one bite

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Shirley Jackson, We Have Always Lived in the Castle Vincent van Gogh, Garden at Arles (1888)

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for my fellow psychotics who struggle with thinking someone is in their house, a method I’ve found that really works are these guys:

i put them on my front door and anytime it opens they ring. that way if i think someone has broken in or i see someone who isn’t there i can think back to if the bells have rung, and if they haven’t i can assure myself it’s not real. obviously it’s not fool proof, like if you are prone to auditory hallucinations, but it has really helped me calm down in time to avoid major psychotic breaks. it’s a real lifesaver

nonpsychotics encouraged to rb

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mentally a living corpse

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I love the old timey phrase "you forget yourself". bro that was so impolite like do you even know who you are rn

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this too shall pass

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over itttt, need to go back so i can be good again

#ofc now everyone starts talking about food and diets and weights #des is tired

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must be nice to be able to let things go, unfortunately everything that has ever happened to me never leaves my mind