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MAXIDENT

#desires: opposites. #long post #insert screaming seagull meme

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#desires: opposites. #blushing nd kicking my legs rn

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amoreisms​:

          biting down on the prongs of her fork, stella’s eyes widened, not sure if her friend was being serious or not until she recognized his dramatic features & the quiver of his lips from holding in a laugh. with the confidence of reading his emotions, the woman decided to play along some more; “you’re the last resort from three hundred people. how does it feel being the very, very last pick?” giggling at her joke, stella leaned back in her chair, brown eyes scanning yongsun & how he looked under the lighting of the restaurant; she may be just his friend, but she wasn’t blind, she could easily see how he was effortlessly attractive & she wondered why he didn’t have as many dating stories as her to talk about. “fine. i’ll become an undercover student & befriend each one to gain intel on your teaching skills then get you fired for having unprofessional photos on your social media.” taking a piece of cheesecake after yongsun, stella hummed happily at his sweet words; she always loved how he made her feel wanted, she never had to second guess if he truly enjoyed her company or not. cheeks turning a shade a pink, the woman placed her fork down, a shyness creeping over her from the embarrassing question she had to answer. “well. it’s an on-again-off-again thing. didn’t i tell you that?” she looks at her friend through her lashes, knowing she absolutely didn’t tell him about how douchey this guy was. “we talked & got back together.” nimble fingers run through her hair, her heart racing to change the subject. “anyway. you always know about me & my dating life, tell me about yours. are you too busy being a professor to be a boyfriend? hm?”

one of the reasons why yongsun and stella always worked together like a well-oiled machine was their ability to riff off each other, often finishing each other’s thoughts before they could even fully form in their heads. back in high school, they were sometimes seen as an unlikely pair by his friends, but to him, they’d always just ... made sense. “ i feel like julius caesar right now. et tu, brute? ” slumping in his chair with utmost devastation, yongsun continued pouting before his expression brightened up once again, the overdramatic performance quickly forgotten as they moved onto the next topic ( but not without stealing a bite of the dessert first ). “ you know what that reminds me of? ” his lips widened into a smile mid-chew. “ remember when i got in trouble because i’d snuck out for some drinks and one of my idiot friends tagged me on a facebook post, knowing damn well most of my family could see it. and that was after lying that i was at yours! i’m pretty sure everyone in our neighbourhood thought that if you continued to hang out with me, you’d end up in a biker gang with a bunch of tattoos. ” if only they could see him now, teaching college kids and unabashedly wearing objectively ugly vests on purpose. and stella was still herself, still his closest friend after all this time, which was why it was only his duty to be worried for her, hearing that she’d gotten back together with someone despite being way out of their league. maybe he didn’t have the most objective perspective here, still holding out for hope that maybe one day things would fall into place for the two of them, but if stella ever spoke of him the way she spoke of this guy, yongsun would be at the very least concerned about their relationship. “ hm. he’s treating you well? ” he leaned back against his chair, skeptic as ever, although there was no timidness to his body language as not to dampen the mood. he’d hate to come off as intimidating or overprotective—yongsun would always be supportive of her dating life, but not when it was at the expense of her happiness. then came the subject change before he could confess his honest thoughts, which was probably for the best anyway, and he chuckled then, staring at her a little too long before he could finally spit out his answer. “ yeah, no, i think my casanova days are well behind me. ” he puffed out his chest, clearly joking although he couldn’t deny the sliver of truth in it. not even that long ago he would jump from one relationship to another, never able to settle for anything long-term, but that wasn’t really a hot topic of their conversations—or a topic at all, courtesy of byun yongsun. “ i like someone though, ” he suddenly blurted out. “ not that it’d ever work out, but it’s nice to dream a little, isn’t it? kind of makes me feel like i’m back in 9th grade again. ”

#literature: byun yongsun. #interactions: stella nakamura.

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amoreisms​:

          eyebrows knitting together at his friends overly dramatic words, nathan let the images of what gunner was saying play through his head as he watched his friend make his way over. body loosely slumping downwards when gunner played hostage, nathan had half a mind to push him away due to the soreness of his body, but he decided to let the other male have his fun for a moment. “riiiggghhttt.” he nodded sarcastically, one hand moving up to finally swat the others finger gun away; a few seconds later the same hand grabbed a mug & closed the cabinet afterwards, a disappointed sigh coming from his lips. he should have known gunner wouldn’t have coffee & that he should have bought a cup before coming over. making his way over to the fridge, the male blinked slowly at how empty it was – gunner really wasn’t kidding when he said living that take-out life. grabbing the juice & pouring himself a cup, nathan used his heel to close the fridge as he took a sip, glad to have some kind of refreshment in the morning. “hmm.” he hummed over the rim of the cup, eyes rolling in amusement. “last night.” pausing to wipe his mouth with his thumb, he then continued. “bank robbers – whew – beat. my. ass. there had to be at least twenty of them, they planned it out well.” nathan rolled his shoulders & neck, trying to ease the pain a little. “what about you? what have you been up to besides updating your fan account?” a sly smile made it’s way to his lips, although he tried to hide it by taking another sip of juice.

“ yo, you’re no fun! ” with such accusations, gunner stabbed nathan right in the middle of his upper back with his finger, feigning annoyance despite the grin on his face. “ so you have time to fight actual crime, but not play pretend with me? y’know what, dude? morbius is my new best friend. ” as nathan busied himself with grabbing a cup of orange juice, gunner made a grand return to the couch, springing out his limbs like a starfish while he silently watched the other make himself at home as he usually did. sometimes he had a hard time believing that someone like nathan could ever turn out to be the local superhero—and that gunner himself was close with one—especially whenever he would casually bring up last night antics like he was simply talking about the weather. still, it was cool to have a kick-ass hero for a best friend, even if to him, he was nathan first and spider-man second. “ dude, you need to sign up for massage therapy or something. what if you break your spine in the middle of a fight and i have to haul your ass out some dumpster? ” he threw him a disapproving look before smirking and wiggled his fingers. “ but i’ve got magic hands. free massage, baby! ” gunner cackled at the mention of the fan account, then shrugged his shoulders as if he had no clue as to what nathan was referring to. “ i don’t know what account you’re talking about. i totally post normal things on social media because i have a life and i am not at all bored. ” his lips had flattened into a thin line, but the seal was quickly broken when gunner let out a sigh at the question, rolling his head left and right on the back of the couch. “ not much lately. i’ve been thinking of going away or something. go on a little road trip. maybe do some volunteering shit, i dunno. things have just been kind of ... stale. ” 

#literature: gunner hong. #interactions: nathan park.

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seoulvice​:

ೃ⁀➷     her  brows  knit  together  and  her  head  tilts  to  one  side  when  she  looks  at  the  male,  trying  not  to  burst  into  laughter  but  ends  up  snorting  once  he  reveals  the  plot  twist  of  the  story.  “ okay,  if  you  say  so.  also,  the  cartoon  dog  is  super  cool,  what  do  you  mean? ”  the  mention  of  the  cartoon  makes  her  want  to  watch  it  because  she’s  never  really  gotten  around  to  watching  that  one.  however  that  is  quickly  put  aside  when  she,  almost  too  excited,  follows  him  and  gets  up  from  the  bench,  tripping  over  it  but  quickly  regaining  her  balance.  “ you  didn’t  see  that. ”  she  mumbles  and  clears  her  throat.  “ thelma?  louise?  i’m  afraid  i’m  not  very  familiar  with  those  two  characters. ”  jade  points  out,  this  time  being  her  turn  to  pout  as  if  she  dropped  her  ice  cream  before  she  could  even  have  a  bite.  though,  it  was  amusing  that  gunner  denied  bonnie  and  clyde.  she  would  have  done  the  same.  “ no  more  question  marks!  listen,  we’re  gunner  and  jade!  it  has  a  nice  ring,  right?  better  than  bonnie  and  clyde  and  the  other  two,  whoever  they  are. ”  she  states  proudly  and  looks  around,  deciding  which  way�� they  could  go,  what  attraction  to  go  on  first.  “ so,  rollercoaster  or  do  you  have  something  better  in  mind?  a  surprise  up  your  sleeve? ”

“ woah, woah. ” gunner quickly held up his hands in the air as if to defend himself from a cop, tilting his head like she’d just said something incredulous. “ i didn’t imply shit about the dog! you’re the one putting words in me mouth! ” blowing a strand of hair out of his eyes, he put a hand over his chest right where his heart was beating underneath, and right as he was about to make an oath, jade had come close to eating dirt, making gunner burst into laughter while he quickly extended a helping hand in case she needed it to regain her composure. “ see what? ” he blinked back at her innocently, making a sewing motion over his eyes, and winked. truth be told, had jade fallen over, gunner would’ve joined her on the ground just to make the situation a little less embarrassing for the other; he hardly cared about his own image as long as the people around him felt comfortable. “ oh, shit, you’ve never seen thelma and louise? they’re only the biggest feminist icons of all-time cinema, no big deal. but hey, looks like it’s our turn now, miss jade. ” greeting her with a salute, the man followed her out of the food truck zone, joining her at her side as they slowly integrated back into the crowd. gunner had already gone on a few of the attractions before his friends had freed him of his third-wheeling duties to go home and leave him to refuel, but he was still just as eager for a repeat of most of the rides, except for the ones that’d definitely empty his intestines of the recently devoured hot dog. “ what do you like? got some need for speed in your blood, eh? maybe a haunted house? could be fun to piss ourselves. unless you’re, like, hardcore with this stuff. ”

#literature: gunner hong. #interactions: jade nam.

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lunisolars​:

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◟                              head  was  pounding     ,     only  made  worse  by  the  rays  of  sun  now  beginning  to  hit  his  side  of  the  bed  and  the  buzzing  of  his  phone  constantly  next  to  him     .     he  groans  and  reaches  out  for  his  phone     ,     expecting  to  be  alone  but  hand  finding  another  laying  right  besides  him     .     finding  his  phone  he  notices  countless  messages  but  only  one  in  particular  that  manages  to  catch  his  eye     —     thank  you  for  choosing  little  vegas  wedding  chapel     ,     congratulations  on  starting  your  married  life  with  us     .     please  don’t  forget  to  leave  us  a  review  on  our  website     .     hanseul  rereads  it  another  three  times  before  realisation  dawns  on  him  and  he  notices  the  band  around  his  finger     .     shit     .     this  couldn’t  be  happening     ,     if  his  manager  or  publicist  found  out  about  this  he’d  never  hear  the  end  of  it     .     sitting  up     ,     he  kicks  the  other  under  the  cover   gently     ,     ❛     are  you  awake     ?     wake  up     ,     we  need  to  talk     .     ❜

suddenly roused from an action-packed trilogy of crazy frog dreams, buffy could only grunt out the most guttural groan and blindly reach over her own back to flip the other off. under the sorely hungover assumption that she was currently sprawled out across a field in the middle of nowhere with one of her friends, she’d kicked him back in the calves once, then twice, suffocating herself under the weight of her pillow. she laid there for a whole minute, unresponsive, until she suddenly turned over to face him, eyes closed, and unattractively smacked her lips. “ is this what waking up as ke$ha feels like? ” buffy hummed, casually removing the feather boa from around her neck like it was any normal tuesday. the sunlight was even harsher on someone who was far from a morning owl, drawing her back into slumber with its warmth, but someone’s presence in her—was it even hers?—bed bothered her well enough to open her eyes. then: “ ugh, ” she audibly complained, immediately shutting them closed, and nuzzled into her pillow all while muttering under her breath, “ genie, i didn’t give you a little rub for just anyone—i said, if i could sleep with a celeb, it’d be someone really hot. and i’m not seeing a milf—that’s just some big time rush’s reject. ” 

#literature: buffy min. #interactions: hanseul choi. #DJHGDFFDGHJDHFGDDHFH IM EXCITED TOO #it only felt appropriate to give my most chaotic muse<333

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ok but an immortal couple who break up and get back together every thirty years or so, and they’re messy as fuck, like every couple decades they break up and swear that they’ll never speak for the rest of eternity, until inevitably one tracks the other down and shows up like “okay, i’ve elected to forgive you, we’re together again” and the other is like “BUT WHO SAYS I FORGIVE YOU FOR THE AL CAPONE INCIDENT” and then they’re arguing/making out and meanwhile the rest of the immortal community just groans and rolls their eyes because jesus christ, this again, they have been doing this since the holy roman empire.

#desires: storylines. #KJDHGFGDHGHJKSHGFFDGHJDKDFGHJK

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🧢 + 🕶

#mirror: byun yongsun.

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ofdamnation​:

scoff emits her lips as she begins questioning it though in eunhee’s mind she should know exactly who she’s talking about. “ as if you don’t know. ”  the femme rolls her eyes in response, a slight chuckle leaving her lips at the audacity of the girl to even act like she’s done nothing wrong because from what eunhee has saw, she’s done a lot. “ oh no, i don’t think she was a friend buffy— of course you’re allowed to have fun with your friends but that— ”  pauses herself because she doesn’t want to have to relive what she saw on her phone screen. “ you can sit here and deny shit all you want but i saw it, your so - called best friend showed me everything. ”  throws her phone down on the table where buffy can see, there’s a picture where the angle has been manipulated to make it look like she’s kissing some girl.

it wasn’t like buffy didn’t have her faults—it was true that she could take things a little too far and be a tad bit flirtier, a tad bit touchier with people she shouldn’t have been doing it with, but none of it was ever out of romantic interest. she hadn’t even kissed anyone else since meeting her current girlfriend, for god’s sake, and even though it was a low bar, she was still holding that damn thing up. “ great. i love that you just have such blind faith in me! thanks for the support, babe! ” buffy gritted out through her clenched teeth, straining out the most sarcastic smile before picking up the phone, zooming in for hours before she could even recognize herself in the pixelated, clearly manipulated photo. “ geez golly, it sure does look like we’re kissing when you’re looking at four fucking pixels. maybe if you had bothered to ask me first, you’d know that we were just trying to hold a goddamn conversation at a rave that was literally blowing up our eardrums. ” she was visibly upset at this point, never the best at handling her own anger; in a way she couldn’t blame eunhee for assuming the worst with this kind of evidence—as questionable as it was—but she also couldn’t understand why she had to jump her at first given moment. scoffing out a short breath of air, she threw her girlfriend’s phone down the couch and swallowed, her expression hardening with each second. “ if you wanted to break up for some reason, you could’ve just told me. don’t make me out to be the bad guy just so you don’t feel guilty. ”

#literature: buffy min. #interactions: jeong eunhee. #queued.

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road trip plot: it’s spring break/graduation and we’re going on a roadtrip with all of our buddies except we have a crush on each other and it probably isn’t a good idea if we share the motel room but whoops everyone else has taken all the other rooms. bonus points if one of their exes is also on the trip/we are exes.

#desires: storylines.

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ofdamnation​:

earns a laugh from the femme, unable to compose herself at his comments. she wasn’t aware that was the kind of thing she gave off but she doesn’t hate it. smirk plays on full lips as she leans closer to him, daring gestures stating she doesn’t care who else is in the room. “ are you picturing it in your head ? suit and everything ? and i didn’t peg you for a pervert, kobra, but here we are. ” chuckles under her breath as she looks around the room to notice all of the men in her presence very uncomfortable with the conversation. “ that’s a wonderful speech, ” she taunts, cocking a brow as he lays a hand atop her own in front of all of his and her husband’s business associates. how bold— she likes it to say the least.  his actions earn many concerned looks around the room, a sigh emitting her lips as she pulls her hands back. how boring. “ unless you all have a problem with that ? good. ”  doesn’t let them respond before she’s scoring the silly little rule out with a pen. “ moving on to— no weapons. ”  turns to kobra as she states it before looking around the room at the rest of the men agreeing. of course that would be the safe option but where’s the fun in that ? “ what’s your thoughts on that one, boss man ? ”

he wasn’t not picturing it, but there was no way in hell he’d give someone like her the satisfaction. this was, after all, the ultimate war between gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss and manipulate, mansplain, malewife. “ oh, darling, you have no idea. you should come by to check out my dungeon for yourself. actually, i’ve been told that it’s like if bdsm and the red rooms had a fucked-up, inbred child. isn’t that delightful? ” although the question was directed at the rest of the board members with something he would only describe as an encouraging and light-hearted smile, he was only met with silence and looks of disgust. “ damn. tough crowd, ” he whistled to himself, adjusting his sunglasses as he once again let the woman take over the reins for the moment. truthfully, he was surprised to find out that the woman wasn’t as put off by his actions unlike the others, and he’d be lying to say that he didn’t have to remind himself that this was only a business, one-sided relationship. although ... he was never much of a believer in not mixing business with pleasure. “ no weapons? i don’t like to kinkshame, but you lot are very vanilla. ” kobra let out a sad noise of disapproval as he lowered his head, wallowing in this misery before summoning a pistol out of the inner linings of his fur coat, instantly evoking murmur and gasps. “ relax. safety’s on. ” after waving it around, he pressed his lips against the barrel, then tucked it away where it had come from. “ i personally love a gun or two in bed—i find fear to be the most elevating state of arousal. but i suppose we’re not having orgies here, so, sure, no weapons. ” kobra then surveyed the room over the top of his sunglasses, offering a sinister smile. “ unless i missed the memo? ”

#literature: kobra won. #interactions: kim eunji. #queued.

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widediyar​:

                                 solana   couldn’t   exactly   tell   what   came   over   them   that   particular   night   to   make   them   go   out   to   a   club   and   spend   it   with   a   total   stranger.   it   was   always   a   dangerous   game   whenever   he   does   that.   it   could   very   well   come   back   to   bite   her   in   the   ass   later   on   if   she   happens   to   bump   into   the   wrong   kind   of   people.   of   course   the   club   that   she   steps   into   is   quite   the   high   class   one   where   privacy   is   important.   but   it   never   stops   some   people   who   are   thirsty   for   some   news   and   a   piece   to   write.   however   ,   the   girl   that   she   had   ended   up   getting   themself   engaged   with   seemed   to   be   genuinely   unaware   of   who   solana   is.   if   they   weren’t   sure   before   ,   they   became   absolutely   sure   the   second   she   started   to   talk   about   her   disaster   of   a   date   with   an   actor.   the   whle   situation   and   the   story   she   was   told   made   her   laugh   harder   than   necessary.   the   alcohol   in   his   system   surely   helped.   in   the   back   of   his   mind   ,   she   was   mostly   thinking   about   how   fucking   adorable   the   other   was   talking   about   this   douchebag.   her   energy   was   a   contagious   one   ,   they   thought.         ❝   oh   ?   i   really   wouldn’t   know.   i   haven’t   been   on   a   date   with   an   actor.   ❞      they   decide   to   tease   the   other   a   little   bit   ,   resting   her   elbows   on   her   knees   as   they   draw   themself   closer   to   the   other   playfully.      ❝   but   if   i   had   to   guess   ,   i   would   say   most   of   them   are.   ❞      they   nodded   with   a   grin.      ❝   so   ,   if   even   an   a   list   celebrity   cannot   impress   you      —-      who   can   ?   what   is   your   vibe   ?   ❞

vera wasn’t typically the clueless type. being of a silent and broody nature had its own perks such as becoming a little more observant than the rest of her peers, but pop culture was something that she had little to no interest to engage in. she knew certain names, certain faces, but at the end of the day, there was simply not enough room for it in her long-term memory lobe. “ you’re really not missing out on anything then. i’m sure some of them are nice, but i’m really not looking to have my breasts compared to every person they’ve had the chance of dry humping under the covers for ten seconds. ” vera clicked her tongue, her eyes twinkling under the lights as she subconsciously smiled at the view. she had no idea how she’d managed to luck out tonight with probably the most delightful person in the room—and it most certainly didn’t hurt that they were gorgeous too—but she wasn’t gonna start questioning her luck today. “ i’m not that picky, trust me. i know it doesn’t sound like it right now. ” she tilted her head, shrugging with her right shoulder while feigning an awkward look away only for her gaze to return to solana’s face in the matter of seconds. “ just someone who’s chill. open-minded. actually knows how to make good conversation and i don’t have to do all the work here. so, pretty much someone like you, ” and with that shameless little flirty quip, she sunk further into her hands, huffing out a content sigh. “ what about you? what floats your boat? ”

#literature: vera. #interactions: solana fonseca. #queued.

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ofdamnation​:

“ a little, i was worried something was on me ! ” whines in response, of course the femme doesn’t think anything of it. “ i would hope you would say— oh. ” so that’s all it was ? smile forms on her lips as she leans in closer to allow the other to remove it, giggles spilling from her lips when the femme tells her to make a wish. yeseul pretends to think for a moment before she takes a gentle hold of sabina’s wrist as her eyes flutter closed, soft lips moving like she’s whispering her wish into existence as she blows against her finger before she lets go again and opens her eyes. “ all done, thank you. ”  the femme laughs, playfully nudging her friend’s hand away. “ you know the way you were looking at me i thought it was like a spider or something. ”

as she waited for yeseul to make her wish, she took advantage of her friend’s closed eyes to silently admire her features, something that she clearly couldn’t do discreetly without being caught out. in moments like this, sabina would sometimes get a flare-up of courage to act on her feelings, having come close a few times too many, but it’d fade away as quickly as it came. as her friend, she felt like she carried the responsibility of making her happy and stress-free instead of burdening her with things that couldn’t be easily brushed off like an eyelash on the cheek, and so she suffered in silence, frozen in time. “ well, what’s your wish? ” she whispered, her lips widening into a bright smile. “ and before you say anything, it’ll still come true—that whole thing is a myth. and i was the one who discovered it; i deserve some credit! ”

#literature: sabina wijaya. #interactions: shin yeseul. #queued.

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seoulvice​:

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱     her  full,  undivided  attention  was  given  to  him  while  he  was  talking  and  she  couldn’t  really  move  her  gaze  elsewhere.  “ well,  i  can’t  argue  with  that  one.  they  better  know  how  to  treat  their  customer  right  or  else. ”  she  said,  sniggering.  he  really  seems  to  have  a  wild  imagination.  her  bright  painted  nails  unconsciously  and  lazily  scratched  up  and  down  her  bare  arm  a  couple  of  times  while  she  was  once  again  remained  of  being  stood  up.  she  barely  ever  agreed  to  going  on  dates  but  the  thought  of  pulling  such  a  douche  move  never  crossed  her  mind.  “ yeah,  first  one  and  last  too,  i  must  say. ”  she  is  done  for  now.  the  very  sudden  and  a  little  suspicious  yet  kind  offer  of  the  other  made  her  pause  and  think  about  it,  as  if  it  was  some  life-or-death  decision  to  make  right  there.  “ i  mean,  why  not.  it  could  be  fun.  i  chose  to  trust  you,  stranger. ”  the  mention  of  running  caused  her  to  look  down  at  her  feet,  a  grin  spreading  onto  her  face.  leaning  over  the  table  a  little,  jade  looked  around  as  if  to  make  sure  nobody  was  eavesdropping  on  their  very  important  conversation  and  took  a  deep  breath.  “ i  can  probably  outrun  you  too  when  i  kick  my  shoes  off  but  i  won't  leave  you  behind,  man.  i  won’t  let  the  hot  dog  police  get  you. ”

as soon as the stranger agreed to his proposal to spend the rest of the day with him, he couldn’t help but do a little overdramatic celebration by kissing his fist and pumping the air with it as if he’d just won the lifetime opportunity to go on a date with kurt cobain. it just came naturally to him to make other people feel good about themselves and he sure loved having fun doing it. and when the girl leaned in, he mirrored her perfectly, down to the suspicious observation of their surroundings and hushed whispers. “ oh, i don’t know about that. i can be pretty fast when i want to—just call me gunner bolt. but the plot twist here is that i’m named after the cartoon dog, not the superstar athlete. ” pouting in self-stamped approval, he nodded as his hair tickled the nape of his neck, and suddenly got up with an outstretched hand, narrowly missing the bench he could’ve tripped over. “ then, shall we go on an adventure, louise? thelma? i would say we’re bonnie and clyde, but i’m not really looking to get cancelled right now. or you could just give me your real name because right now it’s just gunner and question mark, which is kind of making me sound like i’m the riddler from wish. ”

#literature: gunner hong. #interactions: jade nam. #queued.

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widediyar​:

               ❝   i   know   i   can   be   mad   but   i’ll   choose   not   to   be.   because   what’s   the   fucking   point   ?   ❞   book   never   wanted   to   expect   or   depend   on   someone’s   word   and   he   wasn’t   going   to   start   doing   it   now.   he’d   be   a   damn   fool   and   the   last   he   needed   was   for   him   to   be   taken   even   less   seriously   by   people   around   him.   it   was   already   hard   enough   to   be   underestimated   by   both   the   people   in   and   outside   of   the   street   race   scene.   outside   because   people   didn’t   think   a   street   racer   was   worth   enough   to   interact   with.   in   because   they   all   thought   book   was   a   little   too   high   off.      ❝   you   know   ,   you   don’t   have   to   make   up   excuses   to   make   yourself   feel   better   over   it.   because   they   make   you   sound   dumber   and   it   only   gets   me   more   mad   at   you.   ❞   book   scoffs   as   soon   as   he   hears   the   drinking   excuse.      ❝   you   were   going   to   be   at   a   street   race   ,   kiw.   no   one   would   be   able   to   smell   you   there.   trust   me.   and   call   the   cops   ?!   at   a   street   race   ?!   ❞   he   shook   his   head   furiously   before   taking   a   moment   to   calm   down   once   more.      ❝   figure   it   out   by   your   fucking   self.   go   out   to   drink   with   them   again   and   think.   how   about   that   ?   ❞

kiw would be lying if he said that he fully understood book’s ambitions—they were from two completely worlds after all—but there was no invalidating bone in his body. although his support had yet to extend to actually attending the races, it didn’t mean that he didn’t want him to succeed, and seeing how much his broken promise was affecting the other had only made him feel guiltier. “ i’m not—sorry, that was a joke. a shitty joke. not the time for it, right. ” kiw furrowed his eyebrows as if he’d just given himself a mental slap on the wrist, carefully searching for the right words that wouldn’t upset him even further. studying psychiatry could be both a blessing and a curse when it came to communicating with other people; in this case, it felt a whole lot like a burden, overthinking his choices instead of being totally honest. “ look, i get it, i fucked up. i don’t know a whole lot about street racing, but i wanna learn more about it for you. because you like it and i like you, and even though it kind of worries me that there’s so much shit that could go down at these things, i still want to be there for you. ” taking a cautious step closer to the other, kiw sighed, nervously wringing his hands with a clenched jaw. “ and i don’t want to upset you, please. i’ll come next time, okay? i know my promise doesn’t mean anything to you right now, but just give me one more chance. ”

#literature: kiw trivisvavet. #interactions: book tharatorn nimtawat. #me just realizing their relationship is rly vague rn KJDHGDFGHJDKD #but its all up to you bc im down for anything<3 #queued.

[eunoics]

amoreisms​:

“no. i work like this.” smiling at his dramatic reaction, stella bit back a giggle. if she had to deal with bridezillas in a casual setting, she would lose her mind in an instant; she barely knows how she handles them professionally. nodding her head at his next sentence to show she’s listening, the woman listened with an amused face, loving their back-&-forth gossip, especially since now yongsun finally had something interesting to say about his life. “wow. that’s so sudden. sounds like he needs someone to fill the last seat to me.” she didn’t want to start any drama but was simply speaking her mind. she’d feel odd if someone she hasn’t spoken to in a decade suddenly invited her to a wedding. lifting her fork to take a piece of the cheesecake, stella took a bite as she watched him – she doesn’t know if it’s just her mind playing tricks on her, but tonight he looks exceptionally happy; she wonders if she looks the same to him. letting out a genuine laugh at the mere thought of her best friend in sequined shorts, stella covered her mouth with her hand, the visual paired with yongsun’s sarcastic tone had her holding back a snort. after she composed herself, the woman put on a mournful expression, “sorry about that, by the way. i didn’t think your students would check your tagged pictures. whoops.” taking another bite of the cheesecake, stella’s eyes widened in surprise, her heart picking up speed in excitement at the thought of attending a wedding – as a self-proclaimed hopeless romantic she’d never pass up the opportunity to watch two people in love promise to love each other forever. “oh my god! yeah i’d love to! that’d be so much fun, yong.” the familiar memories of prom came back & a warm feeling spread through her chest, happy that they’d get the chance to relive that night. “oh, but one thing.” she lays the fork onto the plate, hands coming up to fold together under her chin. “there’s this guy…” she starts timidly, large brown eyes gauging her friend’s reaction. “he asks me out spontaneously. i’ll just let him know after we’re done tonight that i’ll be busy that day, though.”

“ are you trying to say there’s no way someone could miss me and i’m just their last resort? not even that they have three hundred facebook friends and none in real life? ouch. ” yongsun didn’t waste a second to exaggerate a pout, cheeks protruding and cramping from how hard he was trying not to laugh. that said, stella had a point that he didn’t doubt for a second, but he was never one to overthink; as long as if it wasn’t some kind of elaborate set-up for a carrie-esque prank, yongsun didn’t really care whether he’d turn out to be nothing but a seat warmer. weddings were a good place to catch up with people and, in some cases, to reunite with them—plus, he could certainly take a break from mindless, out of character spending of money at the local bar with free booze. “ i can’t forgive you, stella! you should’ve known better! you’re clearly supposed to know every single one of my students on a personal level. ” dramatically stabbing his—her—cheesecake with a fork, he shook his head with a faux scornful expression only for it to be quickly replaced with another sincere smile at his best friend’s excitement over the invitation. the way stella would light up at every commemoration of marriage after years of working in the field never failed to amuse him; sometimes she reminded him of every protagonist of cliché romantic comedies and he could only hope that one day she’d end up finding her own happy ending, even if it meant standing on the sidelines as the sidekick best friend. but, of course, speaking of the devil. “ oh, sure, whatever works for you. it’d be nice if you were there though. ” he took a sip of his drink before clearing his throat. “ but ... this guy? i thought you guys broke up? ” unable to stop himself from worrying his lower lip, his smile fell a little, but the twinkle in his eyes remained, replaced with genuine curiosity. “ or ... is this a new one? ”

#literature: byun yongsun. #interactions: stella nakamura. #queued.