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Baby, baby, do I taste like candy? Sugar coated, he say I'm the most sweet I'm a handful, but that's what hands are for Pin me to the floor, treat it like it's yours

#( musings ) #Spotify #good morning from me esma and madison

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♠ What (if any) tattoos does your character have?

"I have lucky tattooed on my arm, a flower on my hip/bikini line, a tiny little heart on my finger, a tiger on my other hip, a couple of butterflies on my other arm, and I also have these on my back."

#meme day

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👍 - what are your muse’s good traits?

"I'm a great ride-or-die. I'm also a really great cook. And I'm a fantastic fuck."

#meme day

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∇ What (if any) make-up does your character usually wear in daily life?

"While I like to be dramatic in all other aspects of my makeup generally my makeup is not. Skin tint, a bit of blush, bronzer, mascara, a liner and a gloss. The only thing I go a bit hard on is highlighter, I like to be glowy."

#meme day

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✂ How does your character usually style their hair?

"It's rarely straight, usually naturally wavy or blow-waved."

#meme day

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Gorgon: Last thing you ate?

"I ate a piece of chocolate cake for dinner. It was fucking good but it needed whipped cream."

#meme day

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❌ - what would cause your muse to be petty or say something hurtful

"Fuck me off and I'll fuck you up. Be nice to me and I'll be nice to you, it's pretty simple...yet people still manage to fuck me off."

#meme day

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Athuna: If you could live anywhere in the world for the rest of your life, where would it be?

"Someone fly me to Santorini and leave me there, forever."

#same #meme day

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Out of all of the flings she'd had within her marriage, the situation between her and Leo had ended the worst because feelings were involved. Unfortunately for him, she specialised in messy - she just hated it when it caught up to her. Technically this already had, but seeing him again made her stomach tie into knots.

Out of all places to choose, he chose here? Why? Did he know she was going to be here? It was selfish to wonder, but that’s who she was. “I do work here,” she repeated again, an awkward half smile falling upon her lips.

He left years ago? Was that her fault? Probably. It was in that moment that Esma realised maybe her reasoning for leaving was the exact same as his. That was probably her karma for hurting Leo in the first place. “Have you been here for all those years?” She was unsure if it was even a question she should be asking, but it blurted out anyway.

“I left him.” He probably didn't care, but it came out like word vomit. Leo didn’t know the extent of how bad her marriage was. “A couple of months ago now - somehow I ended up back here. Got my own little place in Fisher's Cove.” @leomlarson

Leo blinked up at Esma dumbly, mouth agape. He struggled to think of people he would've liked running into less than her, after the painful debacle they'd left behind in San Francisco. He'd ended up leaving that city for a lot of reasons, but one of them had been her. His life had been mostly drama-free since then, blessedly so, and seeing her sent an ugly shock of memories through his system.

"You work here," he repeated, as if trying to wrap his head around the idea. He was a pretty regular customer at the Four Leaf, and he quickly went over previous visits as he wondered if he'd glimpsed her and just completely passed over it. But no, he was pretty certain that he would remember seeing her.

Oh, fuck. She was from here, wasn't she? Was that why he'd chosen this town in the first place? He thought he'd just picked a random town, but had he really just had it in his deep subconscious the whole time?

"I left. Like, years ago." He supposed he couldn't blame her for not knowing that. They'd fallen out and he'd deleted everything having to do with her — her number, then their text thread for good measure. "What— when did you get here?"

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#( c: leo )

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“Why didn’t you lead with that? I could be your arm candy." In her defense, he didn't exactly look like a multi-millionaire, but that would teach her to judge a book by its cover.

"Of course, use people for their kinks. There's crazy competition and oversaturation in most work areas is there not? I know I'm lazy as fuck but I will put in the effort if I really have to. I've scammed men before - just not in a few years." @peterbasara

"You don't have to take my word for it, all I did is run a multi-million dollar start up, so what do I know?" Peter shrugs casually, taking a drink from his glass with an unbothered look on his face.

"I'm just saying, in this day and age? Accessibility to pretty girls is higher than ever -- the market is saturated, you know? No matter how pretty you are, there's crazy competition unless you're able to do niche shit."

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#( c: peter )

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It wasn't like Esma was taken aback by Sloane's words and somewhat bitter tone, it was only matching her own energy and they didn't exactly leave things in a great place. But, to be hypocritical in her response? Of course, Esma would see right through it and call her out on it. "Sloane," she cut her off, her eyebrows raised. "Sounds like deflection. If you miss New York, you should just say so." Hopefully, it would get the heat off herself too. If Sloane dug hard enough on socials, she'd figure it out. Esma hadn't exactly been clean and tidy when it came to her marriage, in fact, she'd been the opposite. As she continued it became apparent to the brunette that somehow, Sloane had acquired the lifestyle that Esma nearly had. Things she never wanted originally, yet, she was jealous. After all she'd done, she wasn't sure she should be a mother, but she'd wanted it more than anything. So it stung. A lot. "Did you not just do the exact same thing to me? It's not easy to pack up a baby and haul a family across the country, that's what I meant." It was half true at least. The most shocking part was the boyfriend, a name that sounded somewhat familiar to her. "She's cute, she looks like you." @dancingdanvers1

At that answer Sloane simply raised a single eyebrow, knowing full well there was no point in bullshitting a bullshitter and that worked both ways. Simply because it was the kind of answer she would have given when she first got back to Aurora from New York herself. Obviously something else had gone down, but it was hardly surprising Esma wasn’t spilling anymore information because…well the two weren’t exactly close by any stretch of the imagination. “Just passing through? I can only imagine how boring it is here for you compared to San Fransisco - you’ll want to be going back as soon as possible.” A delicately pointed tone to her voice - well the old Sloane wasn’t gone entirely no matter how exhausted she was. 

“Thank you.” She answered robotically, not believing for even a second that it was a genuine wish from the other, but going through the motions of replying none the less. Reaching down into the pram she fixed Ryen’s blanket a little in a protective manner, before looking back up at Esma. “I don’t know how you can determine that from moments of seeing me, how do you know I don’t plan on moving back to New York with my family any day? And yes. My boyfriend Axel is around, thank you for your concern.” Voice dripping with sarcasm. She wanted to add that they had met in New York, what a brilliant man he was, that they lived together, but refrained. Instead just offering yet another pointed look with shark like eyes. @esmaxdemirci

#( c: sloane )

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"Okay, you know what pisses me off about the middle-aged people? I mean, fine if they don't have kids but their kids are literally our age and not helping their parents figure out fucking scams? They deserve to lose their inheritance if they're not protecting them." Pissed her off to no end, not that she would help her own parents in that situation, but if you had a good relationship? Surely you'd protect them. "Alright," She turned to her, placing her final fry in her mouth. "What's the deal? Tell me about this person not worshipping you?" @jordanmitchell

"No, I get that." Jordan wasn't one searching for love but she'd run across a few people who wanted that from her. It wasn't in her to give because her heart already belonged to someone else and always would. "It's just the way that fifty year old women and men believe that they're talking to this gorgeous person in their twenties and are convinced that it's real love." People were out of touch with reality. "Not as much as i would like to be." All she wanted was one person to get his shit together and tell her he wanted her, but hoping for that was futile after what she did. /@esmaxdemirci

#( c: jordan )

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She couldn't blame him for thinking that way, he was right to an extent he just didn't realize how equally terrifying she could be. "Well, if you see me chasing someone out of Fishers Cove with a baseball bat or some other kind of weapon I won't mention, that can add to your entertainment." Her laugh implied she was joking, but she wasn't.

It was impossible to take that stuff seriously now, if she didn't laugh at her trauma, she'd cry. "Right? I think if I did some tinder swiping on my break I could probably even start there. Gotta promote myself somewhere, right?" @aeris-flores

"Fearless, but stupid, if you at all care about my opinion. People are terrifying when they want something." He'd seen it. There had been enough firsthand experience even just from the windows of his parents' multimillion dollar home. People wanted what they had, they would bend and break all the rules they could. Boundaries were no longer a concern…

But everyone thinks they're invincible to some degree. He does tell himself it's really not his problem to worry about. "Sounds like a plan. You'll get a following real quick — you got the looks, the smile. Could probably even get someone to pay you just to chat with them."

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#( c: aeris )

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Naturally, Esma had made a beeline for the male she knew all too well. Did she feel bad about what they did? Absolutely not, she never would. But she did feel slightly guilty he got involved in the games of her marriage. That happened a little too often, but at least it was over now. "You know me, trouble's my middle name." He was right about that part.

His comment was far more relatable than he realized but she resisted the urge to say ‘same’. “Husband,” she corrected him instead, waving around her ring-less hand but then realized it didn’t mean a lot considering she failed to mention her marriage to the male in the first place. “He’s long gone.” Dead or so she hoped. "What the hell are you doing here? This place is too small for you, isnt it? I've only been back a couple weeks and it's drivivng me crazy." @willxmeyers

who: @esmaxdemirci where: the reef

Will wasn't one to dredge up the past and his memories of the brunette he spotted across the bar weren't exactly fond ones. Not necessarily the ones when they were alone, those were definitely memorable but what stuck out more was the black eye and split lip that the boyfriend she failed to mention gave him after finding them in bed together. Will was sneaking out before dawn as was his M.O. at the time, and her boyfriend was returning home. An altercation one doesn't quickly forget.

"I thought I smelled trouble," he said lowly as she took the empty spot next to him at the bar. Whether or not Esma did it on purpose or not, Will wasn't sure. But regardless, he couldn't help himself. "Your psycho boyfriend isn't here, is he? I quite like my face arranged how it is."

#( c: will )

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"It's life." Esma retorted bluntly, it wasn't like she knew any different at this point. She'd been estranged from her mother for years, and her father even longer. "Good, I'm guessing you don't know where to find someone I can con into giving me their money though?" @jacksbaker

"that is sad." jack states. he did not understand people who had children and did not care for them. his family were his life. "nothing if you are safe and happy."

#( c: jack )

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“Well shit, I chose the right time to open my mouth didn’t I?” It was rather surprising she hadn’t signed up to his only fans since leaving her husband. “I had no idea you did only fans, but now I’m definitely intrigued. Your audience has to be horny housewives, right?”

Listening to what he had to say, she nodded in agreement, fortunately for her, this was the best type of work and suited her to a tee. “I mean yeah but that’s just advertising on reddit and Twitter, right? Or whatever the fuck it is now. I’m not scared of the special requests either, I’ve already done some questionable things unpaid, so may as well make some money for it.” @buddywellls

“Are you asking me that because I do OnlyFans?” Buddy wonders aloud, curious if his presence on the other side of the bar influenced her question or if it was a coincidence. He knows he doesn’t look the type — if there was one — in passing, but he made no secret of it and people liked to talk.

“It does take a little effort, you realise fast you have to start being strategic, so that might be out if you’re looking for low effort input. Especially once the special requests start.”

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#( c: buddy )