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Omg LOL. I disappeared for a year … anyways should I come back to writing? I’m think Original characters though and like quick plot lines 🤔 (Retired from Eren fics)

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Avoidance

After months of avoiding Eren, you unexpectedly meet him at a clubhouse. Confronting you about it, you finally reveal the truth on why you kept your distance from him.

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"You think you can handle all that alcohol?" Eren comments, sitting down next to you. You shoot your head up from your drink, meeting eyes with him.

"There's nothing that I can't handle." You snarkily remarked, resuming your attention back to swirling your drink, playing with the strawberry that was floating atop.

Eren couldn't help but smile as he watched you lazily play with your drink. "Why are you here? Shouldn't you be fucking some random chick upstairs?" you commented, taking a sip after.

"I should be shouldn't I?" he remarked, leaning his arm onto the table as he rested his head on his knuckle, watching you intently. "Yeah. So go do that and leave me alone Yeager."

"Does Kyrin know you're here?" Eren ignored your last comment. You ignored him, taking another sip out of your drink. "I'm twenty-one Eren, I don't need to tell my brother where my whereabouts are. Do you still think I'm seventeen?" You snapped at him.

Eren could sense the irritance in your voice, and as much as he wanted to leave you alone, he knows he couldn't have the ability to. He hasn't seen you in months, he hadn't heard from you in months. Afterall, you haven't reached out to him at all, and to coincidentally see you here at this party was perfect for him.

"Why haven't you reached out to me? The last time you spoke to me was my birthday." he ignored your last comment, again. You looked at him again, this time with a blank expression. "You have my number too, why haven't you reached out to me?" you questioned him back.

Eren smiled, running his hands through his hair, discreetly biting his lip. You couldn't help but gulp as you saw how good he looked under the light, "Because, I'm always the one to reach out first. Is it wrong for you to reach out to me every once in awhile? Just wanted to see how long you'd go without talking to me, kid" he responded.

Kid. You rolled your eyes at the word. Since the day your brother Kyrin introduced the two of guys back in middle school, you've been nothing but a kid to him. It's all that he ever called you growing up. It made sense in the beginning, he was two years older than you, but as you guys got older it irritated you. You didn't want to be seen as a kid to him, but it was all he's ever seen you as.

"It's not like we have special relationship for me to reach out to you anyways. If anything, we're only associated because of my brother." You defended yourself. "Eight years of knowing each other and you want to say we're associates?" he perked his head up.

"Am I wrong? Do I not know you because of my brother?" you snapped at him. "Don't be like that Y/n. We're more than associates and you know that." he said in a warning tone, almost offended. It was the alcohol speaking for you.

"Whatever, go away." you tried to send him off, but he was stubborn. "No. What's wrong with you lately? You've been nothing but distant and snappy." he took the drink out of your grasp, knowing that the alcohol was starting to take over your system.

"Give it back." you avoided eye contact with him. "No. Look at me." he pushed the drink to the other side of the table, demanding you to look at him. "No." was all you said before you stormed up from your seat, making your way out of the clubhouse. Eren followed you.

"What is up with you!" you stopped outside in front of the clubhouse, turning to him. "What's up with you!" he shouted back at you. "Why do you keep trying to push me away Y/n? Is there something I did wrong? You're nothing but distant and cold, you were never like this before. If you could at least tell me what I did wrong that would be fucking nice!"

"You are what's wrong! If I'm clearly trying to avoid you shouldn't you take that as a fucking hint and leave me alone!" you argued back. Eren scoffed, trying to keep his composure. "I’m what's wrong? What did I do? Can you fucking tell me or you're going to keep beating around the bush?" he stared at you intensely, you staring back at him with the same intensity.

"How am I suppose to get over you if you won't allow me to?" you shouted at him. Erens expression immediately turned into a confusion. "What?" he responded, trying to read your expression. You rolled your eyes, "Stupid and clueless." turning to walk away. "Wait," he stopped you, grabbing you by the arm.

"Get over me? What do you mean by that?" He pulled you closer to him. You stared into his eyes, with the same intensity as earlier. "you're stupid and clueless." You spat out again, trying to get out of his grasp, but he only held onto you tighter.

"You had feelings for me this whole time?" he questioned, eagerly waiting for a response. "I'm not answering that, let go of me" dodging his question, you desperately tried getting out of his hold. "Y/n! Can you just be civil with me for a second and answer me!" He slightly raised his voice.

“No! What I said is already self explanatory! I don’t understand why you keep on asking questions you can answer yourself!” You were being extremely stubborn with him and Eren was slowly losing his patience. It didn’t make it better that Eren was just as stubborn as you.

“So the reason you’re so distant is because you’re trying to lose feelings for me? Is that why you keep on avoiding me?” He asked. You only stood there quietly, avoiding eye contact with him whilst looking at any other direction but him.

“Yes. Can you let go of me now?” Eren shook his head. “Only if you promise to talk to me and not try to run.” You shook your head yes, waiting for him to let go. “I’m serious Y/n, don’t run away,” He spoke again, his grip loosening up slowly. “Ok. I won’t.” You shortly responded.

Letting go of your arm, you bring your hands to the area he held as he stood there staring at you. You still avoided his eyes as you stood there for a few seconds, massaging the aching area.

Taking a quick peek at him, you are reluctant on running away. Eren was a fast runner, but your car is right there. If timing was on your side you’d be able to make it into your car, quickly locking the door before he could catch up. So you decided to put your luck to the test, after a few moments of standing there you eagerly ran to your car.

Unlocking the car as you ran towards it you could hear Eren shouting your name. Not giving him one glance you quickly hopped into your car, driving off quickly.

Eren stood there amazed. Watching your car slowly disappear down the street. “Shouldn’t have believed her,” he whispered to himself, stressfully brushing his hands through his hair.

-

Weeks have past, Eren still wasn’t able to get ahold of you. Not responding to his messages and calls. If he knew where you lived he would have showed up at your doorstep. Unfortunately for him, you recently moved into a new building so he wasn’t able to contact you at all.

Meanwhile you, you saw every message he sent, every call you received. But you couldn’t get over the fact that you allowed him to know your true feelings. You vowed to never drink again after that night, you and alcohol clearly was not a good mixture.

“Y/n you have to talk to Eren! He keeps pestering me, day and night this dude keeps telling me to talk to you for him,” Kyrin spoke on phone. “Just tell him I’m not answering you. I’m not going to talk to him, do you know how embarrassed I am, no I refuse.” You argued with him. Kyrin sighed on the other side of the line. “Y/n you have to stop escaping your problems. It’s time you figure this whole thing out. And you know Eren is a persistent ass person! He won’t give up until you talk to him. He even called mom!” Kyrin shouted from the other side.

You stayed silent holding your phone up to your ear, playing with your fingers. You did feel kind of bad for Kyrin, he was the one dealing with Eren for you after all. “Fine. I’ll talk to him then..” you trailed.

“Good. Because he’s with me right now.” You jumped up from your seat tensing up. “What-” before you could say anything further you heard a shuffle on the other line, hearing Kyrin. “Hurry and speak to her before she tries to hang up!” You heard him faintly speak.

“Hello..?” Eren spoke. You froze in your spot, not sure on what to say. “Y/n, can you meet me in person?” Eren spoke again, asking doubtfully unsure if you were even listening. You cleared your throat before speaking, “Ok, where?” you finally spoke after a few moments.

Eren sighed of relief, smiling as he finally heard your voice. “Your place.” he immediately responded, eagerly waiting for a response. You let out a stressful sigh, biting your lip before responding. “Fine, get here in twenty minutes or I won’t let you in. I’ll send you the address.” You strictly spoke, quickly hanging up the phone.

You immediately launched onto your bed, kicking and rolling around in your bed. This was the only way to react right? You were in no way ready to talk, but Kyrin was right, you had to stop avoiding your problems. You needed to suck up the embarrassment.

After a while you hear your doorbell ring. You heart starting you pound as you approached your door. Holding your breath before swinging the door open. There Eren stood, completely out of breath. You said nothing but step aside for him to walking inside.

“Sit on the couch, I’ll grab you some water..” you said awkwardly, rushing towards the kitchen. Walking back into the living area, you see Eren completely out of it, heaving his chest up and down as he leaned back. Hand the bottle to him, he gladly accepts it, chugging down the water.

“You know, the drive here is usually thirty-minutes, you were trying to set me up with the time limit you gave me,” he breathily let out. You sat down across from him, “I mean I was going to let you in if you didn’t make it on time, just wanted to test you i guess..” you stared at him.

“Test me? You know you’ve been testing me these past weeks if you had any idea.” He sat the bottle down. It immediately turned quiet. You both stared at the floor. Eren was trying to gather himself before he said anything.

“You know, if you had just responded to me we would have gotten over this weeks ago,” he pestered. You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms. “Just talk,” you said in a soft manner.

“That night, I wasn’t even able to tell you how I felt,” He started. “Because someone ran away,” he snickered. “I mean you could have just texted me how you felt instead of spamming my phone to respond..” you bickered back. “What I want to say to you had to be in person! That’s why I kept annoying your brother!”

“Fine! Then tell me! I’m right here!” Eren took in a deep breath before speaking again. “I first wanted to say is, I really hope that in the future if you’re having troubles relating to me, I need you to come and talk to me. Not avoid me, I really hated that you avoided me for so long..” he confessed. “That night at the clubhouse, when I wanted to talk to you.. I also wanted to express my feelings for you too.” You looked up from the floor to look at him.

“I don’t know when but I also started feeling some type of way about you. Not anything bad..! But feelings, like.. liking you. I wasn’t sure at first, I was confused as to why I felt this way about you. I thought about it for months. I wanted to confirm whether or not I did like you so I tried to come around more often than I already did.. but you suddenly started to be distant.”

“I was confused as to why you suddenly acted so brash towards me, I kind of felt hurt but I never took it personally, you obviously had your reasons. But I tried to brush off those feelings while we weren’t talking those few months. But after that night, and those weeks I tried talking to you, I thought about it every single day and night. And I really do like you, a lot,” he worriedly looked up at you. Awaiting your reaction.

“And I don’t want you to not like me anymore,” he confessed again. You stayed silent, still trying to soak in everything. You didn’t know if you should feel happy or sad. Happy because he liked you back or sad because he was patient with you, and waited for you.

“I still do.. like you,” you responded. “And I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have acted out of character. It wasn’t nice to act so harsh towards you, I’ll definitely try to communicate with you the next time..” you nervously bit your lip. Eren smiled out of relief, finding it quit adorable that you were noticeably starting to get shy. Your cheeks flustered pink.

“I’m sorry for forcing it out of you that night as well,” he stood up, holding his arms out, gesturing for a hug. Feeling huge weight off your shoulders, you stand up, engulfing yourself into his embrace.

“No more strawberry mojitos,” Eren whispered into your ear. You could feel him smiling, hugging him a little tighter out of embarrassment.

“For sure..,”

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Hockey Game

The captain of the Hockey team (Eren) finally gets the courage to ask his crush to go and watch his hockey game.

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"If you keep staring you'll eventually burn a hole through her." Jean chirped, adverting Erens attention from you to him. Eren sighed, leaning back into his chair. Jean could sense that Eren was clearly distressed over something as he watched the guy stare at you from the other side of the classroom.

"What's up with you?" Jean raised a brow, lighting slapping his arm. Eren turned his attention towards you again, furrowing his eyebrows whist biting the inside of his cheek. "Should I invite her to the hockey game?" he breathed out, keeping his eyes glued onto you.

You were resting your head down, closing your eyes as you tried to relax for a little before the class ended. Jean nudged him, a smirk plastering onto his face. "You're finally going to talk to her?" he teased. Eren snapped his head towards him, "I've talked to her before!" he defended. "Asking her for a pencil is barely anything Yeager."

"Just go ahead and ask her, Y/n is a nice girl, she wouldn't reject." he assured Eren. "But would if she does reject me, you never know if she has plans, i don't know!" he ranted. Eren was starting to overthink. If you rejected his offer, his soul would be crushed.

Eren was that guy on campus. Nobody necessarily ever rejected him because he's never confessed to someone before, but he's had quite the number of people confess to him. Eren wasn't the type of guy to really worry about girls or a relationship in particular, you were the first girl he's ever peeked an interest in, so he's pretty clueless on how to act or even what to do around/with you. All he knew was you always clouded his mind.

"Don't stress it, the worst she can say is no." resting his hand onto Erens shoulder. "Better hurry and do it now cause she's about to leave," he perked his head up towards you who was starting to pack your things.

Eren panicked, destructively standing up causing his desk to screech against the floor. You stopped because of the noise to look at Eren who stood there as you stared at him. You gave him a smile and waved your hand. Eren sheepishly waved back, quickly grabbing his bag leaving Jean behind. "I'll see you at the game tonight!" Eren whispered before racing to you.

Putting your last textbook into your bag, you throw your back over your shoulder. Turning to leave the aisle of desk, you're startled with Erens sudden appearance in front of you, who's clearly out of breath. "Eren," you smiled at him, signaling him to walk with you.

“Did you need anything?” you asked him, you moved forward to hold the door open, but he beat you to it. Holding the door wide open for you, he follows you out, walking behind you cautiously.

This was the perfect moment to ask you to go to his hockey game. All he needed to do was suck up his fear of rejection and ask you, as Jean said, the worst you can say is no.

“Uh.. I actually wanted to ask you something,” he trailed on his words, speeding up to your pace as he walks beside you. You turn to look at him, awaiting his question.

He grew flustered seeing how you held eye contact with him. Your full attention was on him and he couldn’t help but to stay quiet for a few moments as all he did was look at her blankly.

“Yeah..?” you perked your head up, trying to get him to ask you the question. “Oh..! Yeah, right I uh.. I wanted to know if you wanted to come to my hockey game tonight? You don’t have to come actually if you don’t have time, it’s just a mere suggestion so I don’t expect you to be the—”

You couldn’t help but let out a light chuckle seeing how flustered he looked trying to ask you such a simple question. He stopped mid question, a little caught off guard with you suddenly laughing. “What?” he asked cautiously, visibly stressed in his tone of voice.

“Of course I’ll go to your game tonight. What time does it start? I’ll make sure to get off my work shift just in time for the game!” you responded enthusiastically.

Eren released all the tension off his shoulders, sighing of relief. “Really? I’ll be looking forward to seeing you in the crowd. 6PM!” he couldn’t help but let out a giddy smile.

“Awesome! I can’t wait.” you replied. Soon after he walked you to your last class before parting ways.

- The Game

As you entered the stadium, many many people were already seated and ready for the game. You weren’t sure how Eren was going to find you in the huge ocean of people but maybe you can take pictures of the game to show proof that you did watch his game in case he couldn’t spot you.

As the game started, all the hockey players started to skate out into the rink. You could see Eren skating out. A blush crept onto your face as you watched him.

‘He looks so hot in his hockey uniform’

Eren was indeed super attractive and you would be lying if you said you didn’t feel some sort of attraction towards him. You noticed how he’d often choke on his words around you so you grew some suspicion that maybe he peeked an interest in you. But of course you didn’t want to get your hopes up, so you brushed it off.

You noticed Eren looking around into the crowd before the game started. ‘Should I try to wave my hand?’ you thought as you watched him look into the crowd like a lost puppy.

1/10 chances he would find you though, many people were waving their arms up. Either way, you still have it a try, waving your hand up.

He ended up not spotting you.

- Into the Game

Erens team was losing and it seemed like Eren was starting to get stressed. He couldn’t focus on the game. ‘Focus Eren.’ he thought, trying to get his head straight. He looks up at the crowd for a split second and there he finally spotted you, in the far corner of the stadium.

You wore a huge smile, cheering your arms up. Eren grew a huge smile on his face, finally relaxing now that he knows your at the game watching. Now he really had to focus if he wants to impress you.

Getting his head back into the game, Eren goes all out. In the end, Erens team ends up winning the first game of the season.

— After the Game

Leaving the stadium, you wait in front of the building for your ride. It’s been about forty-minutes of waiting for your mother to pick you up.

“Mom! Where are you?” you spoke on the phone. “Sorry Y/n, I forgot you told me to pick you up. I’m on my way, be there in 15.” your mom ended the call, leaving you stunned. “Forgets about her own daughter.” you laughed as you sat down on the bench.

“Y/n..?” you heard a familiar voice from behind you. Turning around you meet Erens figure. He was holding all his equipment, looking hot as ever or so that’s what you thought.

“Eren!” you jumped up from your seat. Walking up towards you, he sits his equipment down, taking a seat. You followed, sitting back down as well.

“You were amazing out there! I never knew you were so good on ice.” you complimented him. Eren smiled widely, unable to hide his joy. “You know, I thought you didn’t show up because I couldn’t find you anywhere.” he spoke, holding eye contact with you. You smiled, “I told you I’d come didn’t I?” you nudged his arm.

Suddenly the atmosphere changed. It was an intimate type of atmosphere. Eren bit his lip, contemplating on what to say. “Seeing you in the crowd really motivated me to do well.” he confessed, looking away from you. “You were already doing so well though!”

“But I wasn’t doing my best, I needed a boost to get my head in the game and seeing you in the crowd really got me focused,” he says. “ I’m glad you found some time to come watch me. Thank you” he looked back at you.

You were now the one who became flustered. “Ah don’t say that. You were the one who helped yourself on the rink.” you denied. You felt your face burning up. “I’m serious though” he retorted.

“I hope to see you at my future games.” he confessed. “So then, I get an excuse to see you more.”

“I’ll come watch every game then, if that means I’ll get to see you more often.”

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neglect

you finally want to divorce your arranged contracted husband who’s nothing but cold towards you. what happens when emotions get the best of you when you finally confront him about it?

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you layed on your bed, staring blankly at the ceiling as tears freely flowed out of your eyes. it was dark in your room, only the moonlight peering through the cracks of curtains, nothing but emptiness and eeriness surrounding you, at least that's what it felt like to you.

how hard you tried to please him, care for him, love him, it just wasn't enough for him to even look at you with any hint likeliness. wishing he would understand that you also had no choice in this marriage either, wishing he knew how much you cried in front of your grandparents house for days begging them to not have you marry him, wishing you'd have someone sympathize with you.

'you've had your life set up for you the moment you were born y/n, you got to marry into an opulent family, be grateful.'  was words that stung you too much to even think about, but yet you couldn't help but ask yourself, i didn't ask for any of this? i didn't ask for anyone to plan my life, i didn't ask to marry, i didn't ask for anything?

why am i forced into doing things that benefit them? why cant i do things to benefit myself? was all you thought about since the moment you walked down the aisle towards eren. how miserable you've been since then. how neglected you felt not only by him, but by your family who thinks you're fine as long as you're under the care of eren yeager.

yes you lived in a nice house, you could have anything you wanted, you were greatly taken care of by the housekeepers. and it wasn't that you were ungrateful, god you were so happy to at least know someone cared for you even if it was their job to do just that.

but you wished there was someone who genuinely cared for you. someone altruistic. someone who would care for you because they genuinely did care for you, not because it was apart of their job. all you wanted was love from someone, real love.

stuck inside a place that didn't even felt like home, more like a prison. if only you knew the eyes of pity the housekeepers would look at you from afar, how sad you looked everyday, how lonely you looked.

''it must suck to be stuck inside all day.'

'mr yeager never takes her out.'

'he doesn't even check up on how she's doing, all he does is stay in his office all day working.'

'they don't even look like a married couple, just some housemates that don't speak'

it's been a year since you guys got married. eren despises you. to him, you were someone who took his everything away. his everything being the person he loved. after finding out he had to marry you, he was forced to end things with his girlfriend, he had no choice, just how you had no choice but to marry him as well. but why couldn't he realize that you didn't have a choice either? why is this all your fault? why is the blame all on you?

no matter how hard you tried to get along with him, it never worked? just another one of those empty nights in your room as you think about everything, leaving yourself with unanswered questions. tonight was the last straw with eren. you've had enough of being treated like you had no feelings. you were tired of feeling this way, so mentally drained. so done with feeling like the bad guy when you weren't.

standing up from your bed, you make your way to your desk. there you stared at the divorce files you had asked from your lawyer weeks before. you've wanted to divorce for months now, it wasn't until recently you actually had the courage to ask your lawyer about it, but you kept hush about wanting a divorce until you had the full courage to approach eren. and tonight was the night.

feeling your heart skip a beat, you were now filled with adrenaline as you grabbed the files and made your way downstairs towards erens office.

god, how much eren hated when you would come to his office. he would kick you out the second you would step in, heck he probably set up a camera in front of his office to make sure you don't even pass the fucking room for all you know.

you stood there for some seconds before barging into his office. he was on the phone, looking serious as always. "y/n? i'm on a call right now-" cutting him off you threw the files onto his desk.

"i want a divorce." you said breathily. "what?" he furrowed his brows, looking down at the papers. you only stared at him, waiting for him to say something. hanging up the phone, he looks at it for a spare second before turning back to you.

"don't play around with me y/n." you were filled with anger. all the sadness and hurt bottled up into you turned into pure anger. "why would i play around eren? i want a divorce."

pushing the files away from him, he runs his hands threw his hair. he looked up with a smirk as he scoffed. "divorce you? if we were able to do that, i would've been asked for one long ago. do you think it's that easy to divorce with the agreement betwe-" "i don't .. care!" you cut him off, as your eyes began to fill in with tears. "i want a divorce. i want it now."

he then stands up, ready to escalate with you. "you can't fucking divorce me y/n," you stayed silent, trying so hard to stay content, trying to hold yourself together. "this isn't something we can just do easily, did you forget this was an contract marriage?,"he paused "didn't you also wanted to marry me?, you got wanted what you wanted, so why do you want a divorce? shouldn't you be happy about this fucking contract?"

"i don't care about that stupid contract! who said i wanted to marry you!? did you think i wanted to marry you? you didn't want this marriage, but did you think i wanted to do this as well?" you screamed, as tears begin flowing out.

"do you not realize that i didn't have a choice but to marry you either eren? you treat me as if i'm someone who doesn't have feelings! i'm so tired of you pinning shit onto me, if you want to be mad at someone it shouldn't be me! because i didn't want to fucking marry you either," the burning sensation in your throat as you sobbed was making it hard for you to talk more yet you had to make sure you got everything out.

"i cried outside my grandparents house for days, begging on my knees to not marry you, hell i even tried running away," you paused and stared at him directly in the eye, making sure he knew how hurt you were feeling. "i'm tired of being neglected, tired of feeling neglected. i tried so hard to please you everyday, i tried so hard to get along with you, yet all i was ever given was the cold shoulder. cant you see that i've been trying this whole time?!"

"i hate you! i have you so much! i hate being here, i hate living here, i hate that i am married to someone as cold as you!" you sobbed out, every emotion you held in was finally taking control over you as you couldn't control anything you were saying. "you're not happy? i'm not fucking happy either! so if you could fucking agree to this, then we'd finally be happy again right?" you splurged out.

eren and you both then stared at each other intensely as tears uncontrollably streamed down your face. he had no words to say, seeing how hurt you were and how you were finally expressing it stunned him. he couldn't help but feel instant guilt as he stared at your shattered figure, breathlessly crying.

he was so blinded by his own anger, so selfish that he turned a blind eye to how you felt about the situation as well. why did it take for you to express how you felt for him to finally realize that any of this wasn't your fault? he couldn't help but feel stupid at that very moment, all the memories of how he treated you all came flooding to his mind at once.

all he did was just stand there in silence and look at you. you couldn't help but grow even angrier at his silence. you just poured your heart out and now he's at lost of words? when every single time you had something to say, he was always quick to reply, but now he has nothing to say?

"i fucking hate you eren." was the last thing you said before you stormed out the room in tears before making your way out of the house. the last thing you wanted in that very moment was to be anywhere near his existence.

"ms y/n- it's late- where are you going?" brushing away your tears you hastily put on your coat, grabbing your keys and bag without saying a word. nobody wanted to stop you, not after hearing the blow out you just had with eren, they're sure you needed a breather.

-

you don't know where you were going. all you knew was you wanted to go as far as possible from that hell of a place. you drove and drove until you found yourself at a friends house. you hadn't told her about anything yet, so i'm sure you appearing on her front porch suprised her to say the most.

opening the door, her immediate expression turns into concern as she sees your crying figure. immediately pulling you inside, she sits you down, running to grab some water and tissues.

seeing how distraught you were, she didn't want to pry. so she welcomed you with open arms, allowing you to cry into her arms for which felt like forever.

finally calming down, you begin to tell her everything. everything from the very start. she offered you stay at her place, you gladly agreed, staying there for weeks. within those weeks, you were sure everybody was looking for you. that night you left, you had left your cell phone, leaving them with nothing to contact you with.

as if you cared anyways, you didn't want them to know where you were at all, you finally felt free being away from eren, your family, and everything else. but you knew sooner or later you'd have to go back, afterall you can't run away from your problems.

,,

"are you sure you don't want to stay for a couple more days?" she asked, watching you put on your shoes as you headed towards the door. "if i don't go home, how would my problems be solved? i think i did enough running away." you responded as you opened the door to leave.

"alright.. but if anything happens you can always come back here. i hope everything resolves, good luck my love." you turned around, embracing her before you greeted her goodbye. reversing out of the driveway, you mouthed 'love you' to her before driving away.

the unintentional break you spent away from everyone was refreshing. you felt at peace, you didn't feel nervous to go back, you felt content. maybe it was because you finally came to realize during your break away that nothing that happened was ever your fault, you stopped blaming yourself.

pulling into the drive way, you nonchalantly make your way back into the house. it was very silent, not a sight of anyone in the house. maybe everyone still sleeping? it was only 8am afterall.

quietly making your way towards your seperated room from eren, you dropped your keys down the stare, causing an echo through the house. “fuck” you whispered under your breath, running down the stairs to retreat them.

just as you were about to pick them up, a figure shadows over you, picking up the keys before you could even reach them. looking up, you’re met eyes with eren.

not wanting to be near him, you turn on your heels and begin to walk upstairs away from him. but he follows after you. “y/n,” he calls out, but you only ignored him. “y/n,” he remained calm despite you ignoring him. reaching your room, you reach to shut the door on him, but he holds his arm out, refraining you from shutting it, “y/n!” he says just a little bit louder.

“what?” you responded, irritation visibly heard in your tone. “where have you been? do you know how worried everyone is?!” he expressed angrily, furrowing his eyebrows, anticipating your response. “my being doesn’t concern you the last time i checked.”

“that’s not my point! you disappeared for three weeks with no way of reaching you! anything could’ve happened and we wouldn’t have known!” he hastily responds. blankly staring at him, you turn towards your bathroom, eren invites himself in, still trying to talk to you.

“y/n!” he grew visibly impatient. “i need you to talk to me, please i want to talk to you.” he pleads. will your back still turned towards him, you left out a sigh before facing him. “fine,”

-

sitting down at the dining table, you guys sat across from each other. eren looked at you directly, his eyes practically glued onto you.

“i’m sorry,” he started, “i’m a horrible person for how i treated you. my behavior towards you was unacceptable. the way i treated you was so unfair, not taking any of your feelings into consideration,” “i didn’t think about you in this situation, i turned a blind eye and only focused on how everything affected me, but i didn’t realize that it affected you as much as it affected me,” “i’m not asking for you to forgive me, i just want you know to how sorry i am. i’m sorry for how harsh i acted towards you, you didn’t deserve any of of that, because nothing was your fault, yet i blamed you for everything,” “all you wanted was to get along with me, but i pushed your efforts away because of my own feelings,”

“all i really wanted was for you to listen to me talk, now that i’ve said everything, you’re free to choose whatever you want to do know, i’m.. fine with any choice you make, to divorce, or to not divorce”

you swallowed the lump in your throat before speaking. “as much as i wish to forgive you, it’s going to take a lot of healing for me to recover from this,” you started to feel tears form as the burning sensation in your throat started to form.

“i just.. need space for now..”

“thank you for apologizing really, but i don’t think i can even stand to be here, with you, in this house,” you looked up at him.

“i still.. want the divorce.”

[no pt. 2, i like to write my oneshots with cliffhangers (: ]

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“Tutor him, Please”

the team captain of the basketball team needs some tutoring in order to get his grade up for him to be able to play in the finals. and y/n is the perfect student to help him.

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“Hey y/n, could you stay back for a few minutes?” Mr. Ackerman called out for you. No matter how quick you were to move, he always somehow had perfect timing before you stepped out that door. You stopped in your tracks, closing your eyes in defeat before turning your heels to face him, plastering on a smile.

“Yes Mr. Ackerman?” you looked at him, then your eyes eventually trailing onto the person standing next to him. It was Eren. You stared at him for a couple of seconds, looking away immediately when he looked right back at you.

You and Eren were associates. You knew of him, he knew of you. He was something though, or at least that’s what you’ve heard from others on campus. He was on the basketball team, the captain of the basketball team? You weren’t really sure. You guys ever only spared a few words here & there in class, most times it was him asking for a pencil or notes if he missed a session.

“I would like to propose something to you,” he lifted his glasses up with the knuckle of his index finger. You stayed silent, waiting for him to continue. “This is Eren, I’m sure you know him, and i’m sure he knows you too.” he looks up at Eren, raising a brow. “He needs a tutor who’s able to help him raise his grade before the end of this semester, looking at yours, you have one of the highest average in this class.”

“I think you’d be a great help for him, tutor him, please.” Ackerman looks up at you. Moving your eyes onto him then to Eren, he has a pleading look on his face. “So what do i gain out of this if i do agree?”

“Well, i can give you some extra credit assignments that you’ve been begging me to give you” you needed the extra credit, with the academic validation you had you couldn’t bare to see your grade at an A minus, god you were a nerd but you wanted to bump it up to at least a 95 so you could calm your nerves.

“Ok. Sure!” you knodded your head yes, turning your heel back towards the door, eagerly walking out the door. You heard subtle footsteps behind you assuming it was Eren. You slowed down your tracks so that he could catch up.

Reaching your pace of speed, you looked up to him. “Thanks for agreeing to help me, i really need it.” you only smiled at him. “Not exactly doing it for you, but for me. But i guess we both are gaining something out of it?” you spoke. “Yea, i guess so…” he awkwardly speaks, he seemed almost nervous around you. he held the water bottle in his hands tightly, having him flex his muscles which your eyes were drawn to.

You can’t just keep looking at every muscular arm that appears in front of you Y/n.

You spoke to yourself before looking directly forward. “So… when should we start? I’m free anytime besides monday through thursday after school, that’s when i have practice.”

“I guess friday, saturday, and sunday should be perfect. i’m sure you really need a lot of studying, so is that fine?” he nodded, smile with faint smile. “that’s perfect, i do need all the help i can get.” you also nodded in response. it was awkward. all there was was the sound of your guys’ feet clicking against the floor, in the empty hallway.

you weren’t much of a talker, and you matter of a fact enjoyed silence but not when it was an awkward, uncomfortable silence, so you kind of forced yourself to speak to him. “Is there any other reason why you need tutoring besides your bad grade in class?”

Eren smiled sheepishly “If i don’t get my grade up before the final game, i won’t be able to play. Ackerman threatened me to get the grade up fast or he wouldn’t allow me to play for the finals.” a shade of pink appeared on his cheeks out of embarrassment. “no need to be embarrassed about it, i’m sure you’ll get your grade up quickly, at least when it’s me who’s helping you.” you smiled confidently.

you both came to stop. “I have to head to the library, gotta revise for the exam coming up in Ackermans class next week, make sure you revise tonight too. We’ll go over it tomorrow.” Eren knodded. “Sounds good, can i have your number though? Y’know, for… uh texting you when to meet up and stuff..”

You nodded holding your hand out for his phone. Placing it in your hand, you quickly type in your number before giving it back to him. “I’ll see you tomorrow!” you spoke before heading towards the direction of the library.

Eren smiled, looking at your number typed in his phone. He hopes to grow a friendship with you during his time with you, so the most he can say is, he’s pretty excited.

The Tutoring Session

You guys had planned to have the session over at Erens dorm. Knocking on his door, you silently waited for him to open it. You rocked back & forth using just your feet as you blankly stared at the door knob.

You’d wish he’d hurry and open the door before anyone could see you out there. Eren had quite the reputation amongst girls, the least you wanted was to have those fangirls of his pester you about him.

Swinging the door open, there he stood out of breath with his hair all over the place, his shirt was also messily wrapped around his torso. This was the first time you’re seeing him with his hair down, but that didn’t last long before he tied it back up into a bun. “Sorry, i took a nap way longer then i wanted to.” he said, moving to the side for you to enter.

You nodded, timidly walking into his dorm. Eren scanned you as you walked in like a little cat, being very cautious as it enters a room. You wore a huge hoodie that fell mid thigh & sweatpants. Your hair was tied into a low bun with some strands falling over your face, framing your face perfectly. You held your books agaisnt your chest tightly, turning around to meet his eyes.

“Should we start?” you smiled, giving him a clear view of your eye smile as well. That’s the cutest shit ever. Eren thought, clearing his throat up, brushing away the thoughts, he led you to his desk.

Three hours later

“Remember, the arteries carry away deoxygenated blood away from the heart, veins carry oxygenated blood to the heart.” Eren furrowed his brows, diligently writing down everything you said into his notes.

Pretty satisfied with the first session, you then sat back into the chair, stretching out your arms. You looked over to his clock ‘8:00 pm’

“I think we’ve done enough today. Good job today, I’m impressed with how fast you understood everything.” you said, patting him on the back. He dropped his pencil, releasing his tense shoulders as he slumps back into his seat, resting his eyes. “That was a lot.” he spoke tiredly.

He opened his eyes, meeting eyes with you. “Thanks Y/n.” You then stood up, beginning to pack your belongings. “It’s no problem! Next session tomorrow, same time?” you asked. he nodded.

“Let me walk you back to your dorm.” he said, standing up as well. You shook your head, holding your things up against your chest. “no no, you don’t have to, my dorm isn’t so far from yours anyways.” Eren refused. “no, i will.” he said, putting on his hoodie. “You’re tired though, just rest.”

“I can rest after i walk you back.” he said, leading towards the door and opening it for you. You sighed in defeat, dragging your feet against the floor.

-

After that, as said, Eren and you continued on with the session three times a week for the next following month. Within that time, you’ve both grew fond of each other, much more comfortable with each other as well. Erens grade also went up to an A, right before his final game, all thanks to your help.

“Y/n!” Eren shouted from across the hall, jogging towards you. “Hey Yeager, what’s up?” you greeted. He smiled happily holding up his exam paper. A huge A minus written in red marker. You smiled happily, slapping his arm. “See! I knew you’d pass it! Congrats!” you said happily, taking his paper from him as you examined his work.

Eren proudly watched as you look at his paper. Now he was able to play in the final game but he also had grown a fond friendship with you, which was exactly what he wanted.

He’d been meaning to ask you to come his game as well, but was too much of a chicken to ask, afraid you’d reject saying you needed to study or some sort.

“So your game is coming up right? Next week?” you asked, handing him his paper back. He nodded, “Yea! I’m pretty stoked for it to be honest, I’ve been practicing really hard.” His heart started pounding against his chest. He contemplated on whether he should ask you right now, it was the perfect time to ask considering you brought up the topic first.

“So… I was wondering if you had time, can you come? I’d like for to be there” your eyes brightened up. “Gosh Eren, finally, I was waiting for you to ask me to go.” you laughed. “Thought you’d never ask, of course i’ll go!” you cheered.

“Really? You know you’re invited to any game i have as a matter of a fact.” even though the season was about to end, this goes for the next season. you shook your head. “Noted. I will for sure be there, you’ll have my full support!”

Day of the Game

Before the game started, Eren peeked his head out of the locker room, scanning the bleachers. He was looking for you but you were no where to be seen. The game is starting in ten, where is she? he thought, pulling his head back in.

You then walked into the gym, wearing the school jersey, proudly representing Erens basketball team. You searched for an area to sit, and to your luck you found one right by the benches where the players would bench on.

Ten minutes passed and Erens team came racing out, there Eren met with your eyes as his adrenaline jumped even higher now seeing that you were finally there.

After the game

Loud cheers soars through the whole gym. You jumped up happily seeing that Eren made the final shot, taking the win for the season. Eren immediately looked over to you as he made the shot but was soon interrupted as his teammates all crowded around him.

You smiled warmly, watching him have his moment with his teammates. Leaving the gym, you decided you’d just wait for him outside of the gym. The loud noise was starting to annoy you anyways.

Thirty minutes passed, and people were starting to leave. As the gym got emptierand emptier you’d hope Eren would walk out soon too. Just then there he was, in his team hoodie, equipment bag hanging from a shoulder, and a ball in his other arm.

“Yeager” you spoke, “Y/n!” He walked over to you. “Amazing game! You did great!” you cheered, holding a thumbs up for him. He smiled, really big. He was proud to have won the game and to also show you his athletic side. He wanted to impress you and he did. You were amazed with his fluidity.

“Thanks…” he blushed, a shade of pink growing on his cheeks. The atmosphere between the two of you was somehow different. It was awkward. not the awkward you both had in the beginning, but a … different type of awkward. a comfortable awkward, if you know what i mean?

“I’m really happy you came, i was worried actually, i looked for you in the crowd but couldn’t find you.” “i’ll always be at your games, even if i’m late i’ll be there.” you spoke, both of you guys beggining to walk.

Eren nodded, watching you as you walked beside him. “Hey.. I hope we can continue to talk even though i don’t need the tutoring anymore,” he paused before continuing again. “I really enjoyed my time with you even though it was mostly just studying, I wish to hang out with you more outside of school, get closer with you even,”

you looked at him, looking at him with admirable eyes. he sounded so genuine with his words, also sounded desperate for your approval, you can sense his impatience for your response. you nudged him with your arm “I like that idea a lot, i wish to spend more time with you too.” you smiled.

Erens cheeked turned into a even brighter shade of pink. “Great! So … do you want to grab dinner with me right now?” you nodded,

“If it means i get to spend some time with you, I’m for it, Eren.”

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