eowilmathiel

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precious souls 💞

#agent carter lockscreen #hayley atwell #james d’arcy #enver gjokaj #agent carter #lockscreen

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I needed you

#this scene in aou bReaks me now knowing that tony was counting on cap being there and he wasnt #and he just felt so betRayed by that fact #i am in so much pain just looking at this wow

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he’s tryna be lighthearted in the last one but you can tell that moment from the first gif has really stuck with him and become a habit

tony + peace

#oh tony #ilysm

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#can we talk about thor and loki for a sec #and tony just taking the opportunity to sit after that whole battle #i bet he was still shaking from the experience of yanno #going through the portal #so he needed to sit while looking calm #tony stark #ily

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#i am in so much pain just looking at this wow

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clint was the first to kneel right? yet another reason why barton is the glue of the avengers

#boy always knows what to do #hes such dad #endgame deleted scene

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On one hand I’m like, why the hell did they delete the scene of all the heroes kneeling for Tony Stark wtf

But on the other hand.. I was barely keeping it together when I saw Tony die for the first time and if I saw that moment too after his sacrifice I don’t think I would have made it out of the movie theater alive tbh so there’s that

#OK FAIR #SAME PROLLY

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ok but the look on stephen strange’s face when he kneels is what wrecks me. he saw tony die over and over when he was viewing possible futures but the sight of his body sitting there still had that effect on him.

#endgame deleted scene #i sobbed #dr strange

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feelings i love that are hard to capture in words.

when you’ve just showered on a summer night and your hair is damp on your bare shoulders and you’re eating fresh chocolate chip cookies while the sun sets at 9pm

when you wake up early to see the sunrise and everything is so quiet and alive and fresh and the air smells like something new

when you look outside on a wintery night and the stars are so sharp and the air is crisp and you burrow deeper into your coat and just stare up at the expanse over your head

when you’re going 50 down a country road blasting back in black while the full sun beats down on the arm you have hanging out the open window and the heat in the air slows down time

when you’re alone in a forest on an october afternoon and the air is somehow warm and cool at the same time and the leaves flutter down silently and the sky is so blue and even though you’re surrounded by death it feels so alive

when you’re inside during a freezing snowstorm late at night in february and the fire has burned down to coals and the lights are dimmed and you’re encased in blankets while reading a book

when you’re in a midnight showing at a movie theater for a movie that you’ve been waiting for for a year and the previews end and the lights dim and you know everything you’ve been waiting for is finally about to happen

when it’s a saturday and it’s pouring rain outside so you clean your room while listening to music and maybe dance a lil while enjoying the music of the water outside

when you’ve been hanging out with someone all day long and even though the time has passed in a blink if you remember when you first met up it feels so long ago and you realize time acts weird when you’re around them because time isn’t what’s important

when you walk out of the pool after having been there all day and your skin is glowing with sunburn and your hair is stained with the smell of chlorine and your fingers and toes are wrinkled but the sun is gently setting and you feel so comfortably exhausted

#does this make sense #emotional aesthetics #it’s a feeling #happiness #contentment #things that make life liveable #stay alive

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jake gyllenhaal lockscreens that took me .03 seconds to throw together — use if you want!!

#jake gyllenhaal #jake gyllenhaal lockscreens #lockscreens #idek okay just go with it

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ok i know i’ll appreciate all this new stuff marvel has to throw at us but i can already tell that i’m gonna be one of the “old school mcu stans” because i love phases 1-3 so much. from here on out will be good and fun and cool but it can’t beat the movies that helped shape my growing up years.

maybe it’s because i am growing up. maybe it’s because tony isn’t gonna be around. maybe it’s because i view the mcu as being more mainstream now and that bothers me. i’m not sure. i just feel like something’s slipping away from me and it just makes me very sad.

#mcu #phase 4 #btw dont even get me started on this first asian superhero deal #we’ve had one since 2014 #2013 if you count melinda may #which i do #but you cannot deny that daisy johnson is a superhero

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i’m lowkey convinced that the only reason vision has a sense of humor is because of tony

#age of ultron #vision #marvel #tony stark #he would wouldnt he

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the fact that peter has happy’s number memorized makes me emotional because you kNow the only reason for that is because he called him so many times in homecoming.

#also he didnt even call may #he typed in happy’s number without hesitation #spiderman far from home spoiler #spiderman ffh

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ok but the way beck says “hi honey,” when he’s talking to EDITH freakin KILLS ME

#far from home #spiderman #mysterio #far from home spoiler?

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OW

you guys peter has access to BARF tech now, right?

so like what if he used it to visit his memories of someone very special to him

someone he barely got to say hello to before he had to say goodbye

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hela telling loki that he sounds like odin hurts me. he only sounds like him bc he grew up trying to gain his favor, not because he’s his son.

#thor ragnarok #loki #ouch #hela

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it is actually me 😭😭