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Toxic - L. Heeseung

Pairing: heeseung X fem reader!

Warning: oral male receiving, suggestive, cursing, crying, mentions of cheating, angst.

Genre: ex's, toxic relationship, smut, mdni!

WC: 2,924k

After heeseung left, you sat in your bed wondering where it all went wrong.

If you were being honest, it has always been somewhat wrong.

Your relationship with heeseung was far from perfect, not to say you needed it to be perfect, but there were a lot of grey areas that you tried to address but couldn’t fully, especially when he was always saying one thing and doing the opposite.

There were many instances where looking back at it, you should have maybe evaluated things more properly, but at the time, you brushed it off, thinking that it was kinda normal for your boyfriend to be jealous or a little insecure sometimes, and since his possessive side flattered you you just let it go and assured him he was all you ever wanted.

But you soon came to realize there was nothing normal about his reactions to certain situations.

It got increasingly worse, but it happened very slowly and subtly, and by the time you noticed it, it was already full-on affecting your relationship to the point of you both ultimately separating, causing his inability to believe that he was enough for you.

Thinking back on it, there were so many times his behavior was downright toxic, and now you can’t help but wonder if you played a role in it or not.

In the beginning, you were sure you didn’t, but after the way he talked to you just now, a part of you was searching deep inside yourself for answers that maybe could have changed the outcome of your guy's relationship.

Flashback 1

“Hee, which one do you like best?” You and your boyfriend were currently shopping at a clothing outlet in the mall, and you had invited him to help you find a few new outfits for summer.

“Whatever shows the most skin” he replied dryly while shoving his hands in his pocket with an annoyed expression.

You let out an airy laugh, wondering where this snotty comment came from. “Okay, is there something I’m missing?” You took it lightly cause he had been acting strange all day today, so maybe he just wasn’t feeling like shopping and said the first thing that came to mind. “You don’t seem like yourself.” You put the two dresses down and cupped his cheek in your palm.

He nuzzled his face into your touch his eyes falling shut with a deep sigh. “Baby, it’s just everyone is looking at you today, and I can’t stand it. Even the cashier can’t take his eyes off you. Why didn’t you wear something less revealing?” He complains.

“Oh hee,” you pecked his lips shortly. “I haven’t even noticed 'cause I’m with the best man on the planet.” he smiles at your words, his heart rate turning back to normal, at least for now, but your shopping trip was far from over.

You didn’t bother to address his other comment cause you were dressed fine. You chalked it up to him being jealous and moved on quickly to finish shopping.

And just when he thought the trip was going somewhat okay when you both got to the register, he finally lost it.

“Thank you. Please come again!” The male cashier says with a bright smile, handing you your bag of clothes.

Heeseung was already annoyed by how the worker kept smiling at you, but when you smiled back, it just enraged him even further.

“You looked like you were two seconds away from running behind the cash register and dropping to your knees to suck him off” he roughly intertwined his fingers with yours, taking the bag from you so you wouldn’t have to hold it the rest of the trip.

“Hee, not this again.” You laughed because you had no idea what he was even going on about, but you kinda liked this jealous side of him.

“Don’t pretend you didn’t see the way he was looking at you,” he scoffs and squeezes your hand a little tighter while surveying the mall that was full of other guys that he deemed were more attractive than him.

“Well, you’re not entirely wrong,” you giggle.

“What do you mean?” He says with worry.

“I do want to suck someone off, just not him,” you say with a mischievous smile as you squeeze his hand and lead him to the nearest clothing store with a fitting room in it.

“Y/n, why are we-“You push him inside the open dressing room, quickly locking the door behind the two of you as you start to fiddle with the button on his jeans.

“Why are you shocked, baby?” You say and place your hands on his chest, pushing him to sit on the small bench in the corner. He drops your shopping bags to the floor, obediently sitting down for you.

“I- ummm.” he stops himself, knowing that anything that came out of his mouth was going to sound incoherent and ridiculous at this point.

You don’t bother exchanging any more words since you are in a public place. After all, you both had to be quick. besides, talking could wait till later. You had better things to do with your mouth right now.

Gripping the waist of his pants, you tug them down around his ankles with the help of him raising his hips.

Smiling at the sight of his semi-hardened bulge through his underwear, you place your hand over it, rubbing his length under his clothing. “Fuck” he sighs and rests his head on the wall behind him spreading his legs open wider.

Slipping his boxers to the side, you pull his cock out through the hole in the front, marveling at the sight of precum running from his pink tip.

Without another second passing by, you stick your tongue out, tracing the tip of his cock, teasing him but just a little.

“You taste so good” he twitches at your words, his cock pathetically throbbing in your hand from the smallest touch.

After the first taste, you go back for another and another until his tip is clean of precum, and of course, that wasn’t enough for you or him, so you sink down on his dick, your mouth working his shaft up and down until your slick saliva wets his entire dick. “Baby…” the pet name hangs in the air while you suck him off, your right hand tugging and occasionally squeezing his base while the other takes care of his full balls.

You looked up at him with nothing but desire filling your eyes while lapping at the underside of his cock.

He places his hand on the back of your head, gently guiding you. “Oh my god,” quick pants replace the once steady breaths he let out, and by the way, he’s twitching on your tongue. You know it’s only a matter of time before you get your creamy dessert.

You pull off of him for a quick breather, but your mouth covers him again in less than a second, taking his breath away completely. “Y/n, fuck, fuck me, it feels so good,” he moans, biting on his lip as he digs his nails into the wooden bench, definitely leaving marks in its glossy finish.

You hum around his girth cock, creating a little tingly sensation on his sensitive dick tipping him over the edge easily. “I’m gonna cum” he whines lowly and fills your mouth with hot seed. You can feel every last little squirt until there is nothing but a few little drops left to coat your tongue. You swallow it all and slow the movement of your hands carefully so as not to overstimulate him or make him uncomfortable.

He was breathing heavily, eyes barely open as you showed him your tongue.

He smirks tiredly and pats your head. “Too bad for everyone else. You’re all mine.” he pulls you into a kiss, not caring about tasting himself on your tongue.

“Yeah, too bad,” you tell him playfully with a smirk on your face.

Flashback 2

“You really have to go out tonight?” Heeseung says into your ear, his arms wrapped around your waist as you put the finishing touches on your outfit for your night out.

“Baby, what do you mean tonight? I haven’t gone out in months.” You turn around in his hold, pressing a kiss to his lips.

“It’s still too often” he kissed you back. “You need to be with me at all times, not at some party.”

“It’s one night for a few hours. I’ll be back soon.” You break away from him, going to the front door to get some shoes on.

“Hours?! Who’s gonna be there?” He follows you to the living room.

“Jay-“You don’t even get to list any more names before he cuts off.

“Nope, you can’t go. I see the way he looks at you, and with the way you’re dressed, no, that definitely can’t happen,” he says sternly.

“What’s wrong with my clothes?” You pout you were fully dressed from head to toe, so you didn’t see what the problem was. “And what’s wrong with Jay? He always treats me like family.”

“Family? He’s been wanting to fuck you since we started dating, and what isn’t wrong with this?” He traces his hands over your outfit, shaping every curve of your body. “Leaves nothing to the imagination of what you look like naked.”

“Hee, I think you’re overreacting,” you mumble, feeling a bit disappointed with his response.

“Baby, no, hey.” he grabs your chin and tilts it upward, looking into your eyes. “I’m just looking out for you, okay? Unless you don’t want me to.”

“It’s not that it’s jus-“

“Then stay home for me, yeah? Boyfriend knows best; besides, you got me. There’s no need to party.” he smiles and leads to the couch but notices your grumpy figure slouched beside him. “What’s wrong?” He asks, stroking your shoulder.

“It’s nothing,” you tell him to end potential conflict.

“You want to go out still, is that it?” He says, and he sounds a bit irritated this time, and this is exactly what you have been trying to avoid. “Then go,” he said, pops his mouth, and takes his arm off your shoulder. “Fuck off with Jay. I’m sure he’ll be happy to see you dressed like you want to be railed.”

“What are you talking about?” You raised your voice slightly, wondering where any of this was coming from. You knew he was a little jealous at times, but he was taking it way too far tonight.

“Don’t yell.” his eyes softened as he whispered. “I’m sorry, y/n. I didn’t mean to upset you; I just was trying to look out for you.” he shrinks back onto the couch, and now you feel bad for talking to him the way you did. “But I guess I’m failing at that too.”

“Hee” you go back to the couch sitting next to him. “Wait, I’m sorry too.” You rubbed his back in slow, soothing circles. “You’re aren’t failing. You’re doing a great job of looking out for me.”

“Really?” He mumbles a small pout on his lips, and it always confused you how fast he was able to change moods.

“Really, baby, I won’t go. I’ll go get changed into something comfortable, and we can cuddle and watch movies all night, okay?” You kissed his nose.

“Yeah?” his smile returns, and you’re happy about that cause the last thing you ever wanted to do was hurt him or make him sad.

“Yeah, you’re right. Who needs a party when you have the bestest boyfriend in the world?” you left the living room, called your friends and, canceled all your plans and stayed in with heeseung for the rest of the night.

Flashback 3

“Why were you two alone in the kitchen?” Heeseung asked you.

You had both just gotten home from hanging out at Jake’s place. He had invited you both, and a few other friends, and you were all having a good time until you and Jake left to get a drink and popcorn refills together.

“Hee, please, not right now. We had a good night, and I’m tired,” you all but whined.

“Okay, so then just tell me, it’s that simple.” he folds his arms, obviously not taking no for an answer.

“We just got refills and snacks for everyone, that’s it.” You trudge up the stairs, not in the mood for yet another accusation. It had been more and more frequent. At first, you liked him being the protective boyfriend, but it just started going overboard and more so possessive and controlling than “protective,” as he put it.

“It took that long?” He questions, still not happy after getting an answer, and that’s what finally made you snap.

“You know what? Fine, I cheated on you. I let him bend me over the counter and fuck my brains out. Is that what you want to hear? Are you happy now?!” You finally got frustrated with him, and you couldn’t control your anger anymore. Constantly being accused of cheating felt like shit, especially when it was coming from the love of your life.

“That’s not true, right? You’d never do that to me,” he whispers softly, feeling tears prick his eyes.

“No, hee,” you crumbled upon seeing his broken expression, and you quickly wrapped him up in your arms, hugging him close to your body. “I shouldn’t have said that. I’m so sorry, baby. I’d never ever do anything to hurt you.” You cup his cheeks, wiping away his tears. “Okay? I love you so much, and you’ll always be the only man I want. No one else even comes close to comparing to you. You’re my perfect boyfriend, Lee heeseung. You’re my everything, and nothing will ever change my mind, not Jay, not Jake, not a cashier, absolutely nobody.”

“So you didn’t cheat?” You wag your head as a no. “And you mean all of what you just said?”

“All of it.” You look back and forth between his eyes, doing your best to show him you mean every last word and you’d never do something so horrible like that to him.

“Thank goodness I thought I lost you for a sec.” he reaches his arms around your back, hugging you so tightly as if he’s afraid you’d disappear. “I just get a little anxious when you’re around other guys.”

“I can tell,” you giggle, making light of the situation as you brush your nose against his softly. “But you’re the only guy that matters. Id never let anyone lay a finger on what’s yours,” you whisper, your face just inches away from his as you guide his hands till they rest on your lower back.

“What’s mine?” He smirks and takes the lead pressing your body against his as his hands drop lower, giving your ass a firm squeeze.

“Yes,” you moan breathlessly against his lips. “I’m all yours, hee.”

“That you are.” he easily picks you up and carries you to the bed, laying you down softly as he hovers over you. “And I’ll make sure you never forget” Those are the last words that leave his glossy lips before he devours you touching and kissing every single square inch of your body, filling you up with every last inch until you see stars and no matter how late in the morning it is or how many times you clench around his cock with orgasm after orgasm he still can’t stop not until your walls are molded perfectly to the shape of his big cock and your hole is so stuffed with cum that even when you wake up in the morning, it will still be leaking from your hole.

End of flashbacks

After replaying all those memories in your head, you can see clearly that you should have never got back with him after he accused you of cheating.

The other things were bad, too, but cheating was just the last straw cause, ultimately, it meant he thought lowly of you and didn’t trust you enough to be left alone for three minutes with his friend while you both made popcorn.

After breaking up with him just a few months after that situation, you wonder how you let him back in so easily.

Yes, you still loved him, but why?

He called you every foul thing in the book, including a cheater and a slut, yet you still wanted him back.

Even up to this point, he was still accusing you of cheating on him and saying that you thought he was never enough for you.

So why do you kiss him? Why are you even still thinking of him?

Hours after thinking about the entirety of your guy's relationship and what it used to be, you still can’t pinpoint why it went the way it did, especially when he wasn’t accusing you of such nasty things. He was the perfect boyfriend.

Holding doors for you, paying for every meal, walking on the outside of the sidewalk, texting you every morning and every night, sometimes even throughout the day, just to tell you what he was up to, introducing you to his friends and family, everything about him was your ideal type.

You even imagined getting married and spending the rest of your life with him.

But after the last few months of being with him, you just couldn’t take it as many upsides as there were.

There were just as many downsides, but he wasn’t good for your wellbeing, and that’s exactly why you broke it off.

Yet that still wasn’t the answer cause even though you and him are long over, you’re here left with a broken heart, just like on the day that you left him.

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At your service l. Heeseung

Pairing: live in maid heeseung x rich fem reader

Warnings: age gap, smut, protected sex, fluff, cursing, vulgar language, angst, heartbreak.

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“Heeseung, please, just this once, shut the fuck up,” Jay says into his phone speaker.

“My bad, I’m sorry,” he chuckled. “Well, did you do it?”

“Yes, I dropped it off around the back like you asked,” Jay replied.

“Great, this is working out perfectly,” he cheers.

“Say what’s in that big box anyway-“

Heeseung cut the call short and went back to your guy's table. “Sorry about that, baby,” he smiled softly.

“It’s fine. Was it important?” you asked curiously.

“Very,” he picks up his menu, gesturing for you to do the same with a smile on his face.

“What about?” You wonder while scanning the menu yourself.

“Just some business stuff, but everything is sorted now,” he assures you. “What’ll you have, darling?” He reached for your hand across the table, holding it in his.

“I think I'll just have the steak.” You squeeze his hand gently, an uneasy smile on your face cause of his sudden change in behavior after that call, but you try to push it in the back of your mind. You’re sure it was nothing.

“Then I’ll have the same.” he lifts your hand to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to it.

Soon after you placed your orders, heeseung seemed to be acting like his usual self, which made you relax. You didn’t want to think he was up to anything bad, but it was hard not to with all the past experiences you had, but you knew he was different so you settled your troubled mind and enjoyed your dinner with him and it was the most fun you had in a long.

“Did you enjoy dinner?” He asked bashfully as he held your hand, swinging it back and forth. You both walked the length of the parking lot and back to his car.

“I did so much.” You leaned into him, a smile plastered on your face as the night came to an end.

“I’m glad, darling.” he stopped at the passenger side, opening your door for you.

“Thank you.” Before he could say you’re welcome, your arms were encircling his neck as you pulled him into a kiss.

“Hmm,” he hums against your lips, putting his hands on your waist and giving you a small squeeze. “You’re so cute, darling,” he mumbles softly and goes in for another kiss. You grip the roots of his hair, tugging softly as you tilt your head to the side to deepen the kiss. “No more kissing, or else we might not get home tonight.” You giggle and run your fingers through his hair.

“Yes sir,” you smile, giving him a small peck on the cheek, and finally step into the passenger seat.

He got in the driver seat, started the car, and took your hand in his the whole drive home. He rubbed soft circles on the back of your hand while you enjoyed the scenery in comforting silence.

When you arrived home you were sleepy but happy with how the night went cause it was the best night of your whole life with the love of your life.

Heeseung got the door for you like all the other times tonight, and you couldn’t have been more grateful you walked to the house hand in hand and entered together, taking your shoes off at the door while heeseung was behind you doing something on his phone. “Everything okay?” You asked him again cause his face looked a little concerned.

“Hmm? Yeah, everything is perfect except I think I left something in the car. I’ll be right back,” he tells a white lie as you nod your head and go upstairs to change into some comfortable clothes.

The timing couldn’t be more perfect as heeseung stepped outside and quickly made the exchange before you could come looking for him.

He re-entered the house quietly and kicked off his shoes, looking around to make sure you were nowhere in sight. He turned his back to the living room and called your name.

After you got changed, you heard heeseung calling you, and you jogged downstairs to see what he needed. “What happened?” You ask curiously when you see his back turn to you.

“Suprise!” He turns around, setting the small puppy on the ground, and he instantly runs towards you, his short little legs doing his best to run without toppling over.

“Oh my god!” You squeak in surprise at the sight of the puppy, and before you know it, you’re swooping the small dog in your arms, hugging him close to your chest.

Heeseung chuckles from a far and stuffs his hands inside his pocket as he walks over to you both. “Do you like the surprise?” He asks with a smile his heart melting at the sight of you two together it was even cuter than he could have ever imagined.

“Are you kidding me? Of course, I love it!” You say excitedly as you examine the tiny pug in your arms.

“Thought you might,” he whispers and kisses your temple while wrapping his arms around your waist. “Since I’m not around much during the day, I thought I’d get you a little something to keep you company while I’m away.” he rubs your back soothingly. “And I know going out is not really your thing, so I thought this little puppy would be perfect for you.”

You felt like crying from the small but thoughtful gesture no one had ever done anything even close to this for you. “Hee, thank you so much I love him already wait is it a boy or a girl?” You ask eyes wide as can be prompting him to laugh.

“Boy, I thought you could use an extra protector.” You smile at his words and lift up the puppy to give him kisses.

“Wait, I think I’m jealous already,” he jokes, and you turn to him, giving him a kiss as well.

“Can I name him?” You ask.

“Sure baby, he’s all yours.” he moves his hand from your waist, shrugging off his jacket and hanging it up. “Wait right here.” You nod softly as he steps out, and you can’t help but feel like he’s up to something else.

“Oh, what does daddy have up his sleeve now?” You played with his ears, thinking of a name for him. “Hmm, we’ll call you Bruno.” his ears perked up slightly, and that was your sign to go with that name. “Bruno, it is.”

Just as you settled on the name, heeseung came in with a large brown box. “I had to be discreet about everything, but I got a lot of essentials for our new boy.” he set the box in front of you, opening it and showing the contents as he sat on the ground. “I got food training pads and a dog tag that you can engrave later.” he shows you everything one by one, explaining each little detail or feature. “Couldn’t forget the treats,” you laugh softly. “And last but not least, a leash so we can take him for walks.” he shows it to you, a proud little smile on his face. “I saved a few things. That way, we can go shopping at the pet store together for toys.” You smiled at him fondly and set Bruno aside so you could inspect all the items he bought for Bruno.

“Heeseung?” You say his name, your eyes full of love, and you stare at him.

“Hmm? Did I do something wrong?” He pouts. “I forgot something, didn’t I? I knew I’d mess it up somehow-“

You cut him off his rambling. “I love you,” you tell him sincerely.

“O-oh,” he mumbles while awkwardly sifting through the items he bought cause what else could he do? He was too shy to look up at you.

“You’re so cute.” You tackle him in a hug, and Bruno hops from the couch, licking his face while you hug him.

“I love you too, y/n, and you’re cuter.” he booped your nose, one hand on your waist, the other petting Bruno lightly. “So, do you have a name picked?”

“Yeah, we‘ll call him Bruno. What do you think?” You await his reply while kissing his cheek.

“Bruno, Bruno the pug,” he says with a smile. “I love it, darling. It suits him perfectly.” he lifts his head just enough to capture your lips against his.

“Were you still up to doing what you said last night?” You tease him with a playful smile.

“Of course,” he smiles, already knowing what you’re hinting at as he caresses your side.

But a soft whimper is heard not even a few seconds later. You both look to the side, staring at a curious-looking Bruno with his head tilted to the side. “Or maybe that should wait til tomorrow.”

“Maybe,” heeseung laughs along with you, and instead of doing what you originally planned last night, you two spend the whole night together with Bruno, getting everything set up for him.

You had a smile on your face the whole time, and you could definitely see yourself getting used to this. You, Bruno, and heeseung all living together like a happy little family.

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