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Kabplaining about his day

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This is another instance of something seeming terrible when I wrote it, but after some time, revisting, it's actually not that bad. A but awkward in some places, but not terrible.

It's the start of a fic that will explore the specifics of Junior and Leo's relationship that does turn smutty, but the smut is for the sake of exploring characters and relationship and I actually put a lot of thought into what Leo, a being with no secual organs who reproduces asexually, might get out of such a relationship. If that interests you and you like this beginning, let me know and I'll see about finishing it.

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Leo was busy discussing the preparations of an upcoming ritual feast when a handmaiden walked up and cleared her throat to get the spirit's attention. He turned to her, not feeling even an ounce of annoyance, as his duty as master and guardian of Infant Island saw many people needing him all throughout the day, making interruptions like this very common. 

She bowed politely in greeting. “Your grace, you have a visitor.” She gestured towards the entrance, where a small body could be seen leaning up against a wall. 

Minya didn't often come to the worship chamber. While he was thankfully beginning to grow out of his timidness, he had once admitted that the place was so special that he felt wrong being there. Leo had of course assured the child that he was more than welcome in his family's special place, but he still tended to avoid it if he could. So to see him there, wringing his scarf in his hands in his usual nervous fashion, Leo knew it had to be important. 

“Thank you, I'll go handle it.” Turning back to the priest he had just been speaking to, “Go forward with that idea, see what can be done. I'll check in on the progress later, once this issue is handled.” 

All present nodded and bowed once again in respect before heading off to tend to other matters, leaving Leo with the young mutant. 

“Is everything alright Minya?” He made sure to keep his voice soft and kind as he approached the child, kneeling down once close enough so he wasn't towering over him. Not that that was quite as easy these days. 

While still a bit underdeveloped for his age, Minya was shooting up quick, as most mutant children did. At a mere ten years, he was already beginning to match grown humans in height, and would likely surpass them quickly in the next few years. It warmed Leo's heart a bit to remember the scrawny, malnourished little thing he'd been when they'd first found him three years ago, and to see how much he's grown out. 

But it isn’t the time to get overly nostalgic, as Minya turns wide, concerned eyes on him. 

“I'm alright,” he admits, but instead of continuing just bites his lip and looks away. 

He's not saying it, but the specification of his own state, and present concern, is all Leo needs to know what the issue is. 

“Take me to him.” He insists, standing up and following behind as the child quickly begins scurrying off towards some far corner of the island. They travel along the line where the jungle turns into beach, making for faster travel. If he wanted this to be over even faster, Leo could just fly over, but Minya has never enjoyed the process, and he doesn't feel like troubling the child more than he already is. 

As the sound of snarling and smashing begins to reach his ears, Leo can't help the soft, quiet sigh he releases under his breath. While it's been quite a while since the last time this happened, probably the longest since they began, it's still troubling that it's still happening at all. 

Leo knows that recovery can be a slow, steady process, and that it's possible that complete recovery may never be entirely possible, but they've not been doing this long enough for him to come to terms with that. 

They turn a corner when something heavy smashes into the boulder next to them, spraying debris everywhere. It's instinct that brings a brightly colored wing up, shielding himself and Minya from the onslaught. Bringing it back down, he takes in the scene in front of them. 

The clearing is a mess of broken boxes and crumbled rocks, holes and trenches gouged into the ground and boulders shining with claw marks. 

And in the middle stands Godzilla, huffing and snarling, his body tense and a little curled in on himself. A defensive stance, like he's expecting some kind of fight. 

“Goji?” Minya calls out, his voice colored with concern. Leo doesn't like Minya having to see this, and he knows Godzilla likes it even less, but he won't deny his gratefulness of having him there when the man's gaze immediately draws to them. His chest expands as he takes a deep, slow breath, clearly trying to get himself back together in front of them, though still struggling to do so. In these moments he's his own worst enemy, and it will take a bit more to get him back to himself. 

“Thank you for bringing me Minya,” Leo says and rubs his thumb into one of the boy's shoulders soothingly. “Why don't you go into town and play with some of the other children?”

Minya looks uncertain at the idea, looking between the aggravated mutant and the spirit. While bothered by the sight, he was clearly hesitant to leave his guardian behind in such a state. 

“It will be alright, I promise. I'll help him.” With a confident smile, Leo turns the child and pushes him back the way they came, shooing him further when he still stumbled with hesitance. Finally Minya truly began to walk away, allowing Leo to turn back to the matter at hand. 

“Are you good to go, or do you need a bit more time here?” 

Still struggling with himself, with the heavy, heaving breaths, Godzilla seems to think to himself for a moment, though in his state it’s hard to tell if he’s  actually thinking about Leo's question or arguing with himself more. 

#tmng #mothra leo #godzilla junior #i was thinking about how sex between junior and leo would work #and started getting really inspired to write this #i lost steam quickly rhough #i think its more my own fault #i thjnj i was so shocked that my first smut fic might be kaiju au fanfiction #that i kind of talkrd myself out of continuin

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You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me...

#oh rw #why would you remind me of the song angel of darkness

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I'm still reading Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint and really, if you're thinking of getting into it, you need to very much be aware of something;

Chapter 227, volume 7, and I'm not even halfway through. I'm not even 40% of the way through!! And kind that this is almost a whole volumes worth after the manwha currently drops off (in terms of free chapters).

I wanna finish it, I really do, but lordy this story is a real commitment.

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #i think its length stands out so much to me #even in the face of myself who regularly binges mangas that are hundreds of chapters long #because the concepts and lore are so dense and heavy #you have to pay attention to have any idea of whats going on

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After the Aquatic event they gave the plush props to Souya:

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I'm playing Digimon: World Tour and while the aspect of not knowing exactly what digimon it will digivolve into, entirely dependent on which stays you raise, is kind of fun, the fact that it can turn into something you did not at all want and is butt ugly is def a negative.

#still have one of my starting partnera #and so i tried to get something im kore familiar wothh woth the other #problem with digimon is #doesnt matter what you know from thr shows #yhe lines are so crazy #so while i kkow that two of the babies can become lopmon or terriermon #if im not carefuly with stats then it wont become either #first time was fine #tried for lopmon and instead got toy agumon and then guardrokon #which is pretty decent #i tried for terriermon next #:((((( #i dont like this ugly bomb thing

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Mothra and babie

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I've been reading Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint and just, something about this scene, as someone who really struggles with building relationships with people and communicating, it really stuck with me.

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"Everyone has a wall and communication is impossible… that's obvious."

I couldn't believe the friendly Jang Hayoung thought so. It was a bit surprising. Then Jang Hayoung continued, "However, we still have to talk. Even if there is a huge wall, there is a person behind that wall."

“…What can we say when there is a wall?"

"Write on the wall."

My mouth dropped open at the brazen words.

"If you shit or pee, you will leave something on the wall. That way, the other party will recognize it."

"Why would you do such a thing? The other person is beyond the wall anyway…”

"Still, you should leave a mark." Does that make sense? There is no apparent meaning."

"Then?"

"It is just important that you left it."

"The other party won't know so why?"

"At least the wall has changed." I was speechless for a moment. Jang Hayoung spoke in a resolute voice. "Then one day, someone might read it."

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Jang Hayoung was right. Even if there was a wall, I had to write something on this wall. This was despite the fact that it might change what was originally written…

I didn't want to be a person who only read.

#omniscient reader's viewpoint

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Oh heal my shriveled up little heart...

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Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint with some spoilers is still such a fun time, cause even knowing some revelations from later, doesn't mean too much when you have zero clue how it's going to end up happening.

#like yes i know who secretive plotter is #and yes that knowledge makes things a bit more fun #but also knowing how secretive plotter becomes that #im curious and havent a clue #and it keeps me reading even through parts i dont like #cause i really wanna know

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#non 4kids anime was either ouran or sgt frog #4kids anime that wasnt pokemon was definetly yugioh

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Submas VIOLANCE

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0k, I think I've narrowed it down.

Kaji is my favorite character overall, just based on how I've found myself wanting to see fancontent of him more, and Jo & Choji are my fav ship, cause like, he's really so enamored with that little guy ain't he?

#wind breaker

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no thoughts just togame canonically referring to choji as the sun

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wind breaker - chapters 58-59

or what I'd like to call...dumb to dumb communication lol

dunno how much of kaji we're going to see in the anime (kinda doubtful because of the pace 🥲), but I absolutely love him! not to spoiler too much, but lemme hype my (other) boy. if you love sakura, you're going to love him as well, I promise you ♥♥

#aw both anger tsundere boys

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Interrupting Falin talk to bring you the scene that shows why Laios really great autistic representation and why Shuro is the worst. he's a well written character but I hate him

#oof #this didnt get in the mabga #but animated? #ew #stop #its too relatable #like as someone with anxiety #who always assumes people hate me pr are annoyed be me #i get laois' frustrationsl #just tell me your feelings straight up