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3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack
Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…
Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!
“I love you.”
“I hate you.”
“Go fuck yourself.”
“I guess so…”
“I guess not.”
“Love me, please.”
“Don’t say that.”
“Don’t do that.”
“Don’t touch me.”
“Please, hold me.”
“Pain changes people.”
“You haven’t changed.”
“Please don’t go.”
“Look behind you.”
“Go kill yourself.”
“I can change.”
“Don’t ever change.”
“Want a hit?”
“Do you smoke?”
“Fuck me now.”
“Take my hand.”
“Lead the way.”
“Duck and cover!”
“Just go home.”
“Take me home.”
“Walk me there?”
“Everyone, shut up!”
“Just shut up.”
“Please stop it.”
“Please don’t die.”
“I need you.”
“I want you.”
“Want a hug?”
“Want a kiss?”
“Are you sure?”
“Are you lying?”
“That’s the truth.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Oh my God.”
“For fuck’s sake!”
“I got it.”
“I found it.”
“Call me later.”
“Text me later.”
“Don’t call me.”
“Are you crying?”
“I wasn’t crying.”
“Please don’t laugh.”
“Please don’t cry.”
“That’s a lie.”
“What’d they say?”
“What’ll it be?”
“It’s last call.”
“It’s almost midnight.”
“Do you promise?”
“That’s a promise.”
“Are you serious?”
“Don’t bullshit me.”
“I punched him.”
“I killed him.”
“I kissed him.”
“I love him.”
“I hate him.”
“I lied before.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“I’m not sorry.”
“I’ll come over.”
“Can you come?”
“Want to cuddle?”
“Maybe we should.”
“Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“You don’t say.”
“Make me come.”
“Did you come?”
“I stole it.”
“I broke it.”
“Any bones broken?”
“Are you okay?”
“Are you hurt?”
“That must’ve hurt.”
“He was lying.”
“It’s our song.”
“Can I help?”
“Help me out.”
“Please, for me?”
“Anything for you.”
“I doubt it.”
“I believe you.”
#im kind of devoted to my komaeda rn but in the off chance I feel like writing something here#MEMES.
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*arrives for the kiss*
“ … Hatori, ” she murmurs, pulling on his tie. Hatori. Haattori. Haa-san. Haa-san. She’d always liked the way it sounded.
Akito tugs his hands away from where they fuss with his box of unpleasantness, all syringes and pills and thermometers, and guides them to her; to her shoulders, her cheeks, her waist. Stop fussing, she thinks, though she doesn’t say it.
There were times when the affection just hit her. Affection, desire, loneliness, it all boiled down to the same thing. Love, ancient love, passed down by generations of Sohmas into her heart; a thousand-year-old orgasm, a tree that grew a centimetre thicker with every passing year. Sometimes it felt like it was all too much to bear, the love of every God that passed before her along with her own.
Perhaps it was not something her Jyuunishi felt as strongly as her, but Akito’s bond to them was in her bones and skin; she saw in them what they did not see in themselves. A dragon, a healer, always kind, always cold. The only creature to visit her in the heavens. It was all true, every word –
And so she does not think he is surprised when she pulls him to her bedside and presses her lips to his, soft; gentler than she knows she is capable of. Akito had never had much of a talent for tenderness, unless it was like this, she supposed.
“ Won’t you stay a while? ”
#eyyyy right back in it with that dank hakito..........#ASKS.#i was literally just getting emotional abt these 2 when you sent this#THREADS.#IC.#hatori-sohma#IM SORRY IF THIS IS BAD i haven't written her in ages and also it's half 7 am and i have not slept
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Out of curiosity what would Akito's Pokemon team be? What typing would she lean to? Also would she be a regular trainer, gym leader or elite four member?
oh, i totally forgot about this - i made this ages ago but couldn’t think of an answer. sorry, anon!
in all truth i can’t see her actually owning any pokémon - due to her position, i’m not sure she’d be permitted to have her own, given her poor health and head of household responsibilities. while the curse is active, though, i could see her interacting in some way with arceus, if not directly battling with it. maybe only once, or in dreams.
if not arceus, i think there might have been a mimikyu (and possibly various other gastly or haunter) lurking around the sohma estate that she might have played with growing up.
i imagine once she’s freed from the sohma estate (or the curse breaks, whatever happens in-verse), she would be given an egg, to represent her new beginning, and she would become a regular travelling trainer.
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FIRST THREE IN MY INBOX GET KISSES
#i completely haven't been here for like weeks but Uh? Hm?#sorry y'all its my final uni project so it's a biggie n I'm sooo busy#MEMES.
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two word starters
“ don’t stop ”
“ please don’t ”
“ don’t shoot ”
“ give it ”
“ shut up ”
“ damn it! ”
“ stop it! ”
“ you’re crazy ”
“ that’s insane ”
“ get out! ”
“ don’t leave ”
“ i’m tired ”
“ that’s bad ”
“ be honest ”
“ be careful ”
“ be nice ”
“ you’re wrong ”
“ go home ”
“ watch it ”
“ fuck me ”
“ kiss me ”
“ we can’t… ”
“ we shouldn’t… ”
“ you’re perfect ”
“ that’s awful ”
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⛓🌸 ⛩ 🐁🐄🐅🐇🐉🐍🐎🐑🐖🐓🐕🐈⛓
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I dream of massacres. / I am a garden of black and red agonies.
Sylvia Plath, from “Three Women,” Winter Trees
(via lifeinpoetry)
#QUOTES.#god hey y'all sorry I've been dead on here#so much work 😭 it's my final project the next 7 weeks so I am swamped#will be back soon hopefully! for now I guess this is a semi hiatus because I really want to put my all into this assignment
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wingtiipped !
❛ Alright. ❜
He doesn’t expect anything different. It’s not so uncommon, for her to crave or eschew any presence and he doesn’t startle for it. What he does instead is watch her closely – looks entirely past her words and keeps a sharp, clinical eye on how she is. As frequently as pains and illnesses come, each one is something he worries over with extra care.
He also doesn’t need to say something; this, at least, is something he thinks she knows. Maybe the trauma of that afternoon still rings in her bones in a way it does not in his – maybe it rattles, rusted and poisonous, along the chains of her bond. But even in the face of that final, deep, shattering – he has never been anywhere else. ( if he were in the habit of wanting anything, he might want her to know that. to feel safe in that knowledge. even if some voice in the back of his mind that feels almost as separate as the bird that used to perch with him whispers a warning at that.
– but then, it’s moot. he’s not in the habit of wanting. )
As she presses close he continues his gentle ministrations, featherlight fingers ghosting through her hair, trailing against the length of her jaw. His expression remains as undisturbed and heavy eyed as it had, attention entirely focused on her.
When her lips dovetail with his, he responds in kind. She sets the pace and he follows, shifting so that the arms supporting her weight are soft and undemanding.
❛ I won’t. ❜ It’s plain and simple, but heavy with conviction: a fundamental truth, restated. Kureno draws a breath, then in what might be construed as impulsive if only by virtue of the rhythm of their relationship, he leans in and chastely presses his lips against the corner of her mouth.
She drinks it in, all broken bread under his lips and feather touches; she was in control. She was always in control, and yet perhaps it was the illusion of relinquishing control that was what made him her safe place. Somewhere locked away from all the prying eyes. A world only they could touch.
Stay away from us, or I’ll kill you.
Her thin hands ghost from his chest to the collar of his shirt; she pulls him over her, and loses herself in the ebb and flow of what they pretended was a bond.
More. More.
In the end, Akito hungered for closeness. She was a pit, a gaping maw, a black hole, a sacrificial shrine; into which endless gifts, love, praise, obedience, reverence, worship, attention and intimacy could be thrown, and yet never satisfy. Perhaps, in its way, that was her share of the curse, as the others’ bane was being chained to her.
And so it was never enough. She claws at him as if she will never let go. In that moment, she doesn’t think she will.
Akito awakes quietly as light filters through the screens, and feigns sleep.
Once upon a time she would have imagined the arms around her were Shigure’s, fancied it his chest pressed to her back, though this was no longer the case. Kureno’s touch was too gentle to be Shigure’s, anyway. Soft and fragile, like down on a hatched chick. She could feel his heartbeat against her back.
It was rare for her to sleep alone, and she knew rumours spread among those maid gossips like wildfire. It wasn’t as though she was a whore, some ugly nymphomaniac like that woman. Akito didn’t seduce; never. They chose her. They loved her. It was no wonder she kept her bedfellows closest. She was born to be loved, wasn’t she?
The familiar rise and fall of Kureno’s chest gave her no answer.
#IC.#THREADS.#A WORLD YOU CANNOT TOUCH. ( verse II. )#this only took 7 years#and 12 days#wingtiipped#SORRY i just realised there's no dialogue bghbjdfgkdgjgs. @ me when will you shut your introspective ass
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Support muses of color.
Stop ignoring them for white muses.
Dismantle whitewashed/ faceclaims.
End the idea that a muse can’t ship with a non-white muse because the muse ‘isn’t into ___ people.”
Destroy labeling roleplayers of female muses of color as ‘they only care about shipping/smut’ because they like to write romantic threads.
Avoid racist stereotypes in writing.
Stop being overcritical of non-white muses that have the same flaws as white muses.
STOP. MISTREATING. MUSES. OF. COLOR.
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I am not good. I am not virtuous. I am not sympathetic. I am not generous. I am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. I feel—everything. It is my genius. It burns me like fire.
Mary MacLane, I Await The Devil’s Coming (via demolitiongirl)
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Moujyuu wa Ori no Naka
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And you will never HAVE McDonalds because god knows what that level of sodium intake would do to your blood pressure. Don't you trouble me enough already as it is, Akito? Or would you prefer to add 'clogged arteries' to the list?
you’re not my mom!!!!!!!!!!!
#ASKS.#CRACK.#fuckin leave me alone hatori#blood pressure never stopped god before#hatori-sohma#she probablydoesn't even know what mcdonalds is to be fair. she like never leaves the house#never gets to Hang out with the kids.........#never knew the sweet salvation of a Mcnugget......
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Just a thought but I was always of the opinion that Akito could be read as trans but not in the way most people would think. Could it be possible that she is, in fact a type of transwoman? Does being transgendered always have to mean your gender identity being incongruent with your biological sex? Doesn't it just mean being ASSIGNED a wrong gender? We see that Akito was forcibly assigned male and that this causes her dysphoria and at the end its shown she's actually very feminine.
tricky question, to be honest - it is something i have spent a while thinking about on more than one occasion, and to be honest, i don’t think there’s a clear-cut answer. the definition of what it is to be trans varies from person to person - i’m gonna put this under a cut cuz it might get long. like, really long.
i mean, i think bottom line, no, she wouldn’t ‘count’ as a trans woman, in the wider, societally-recognised way. reason being, if your biological features align with your gender identity, you will be recognised as cis, therefore benefit from all the privileges thus. so post-canon, if we are going with the statement that akito does and always has identified as a woman, no, she would be cis.
BUT it gets complicated, because as i said, transness and the definition of it varies from person to person. there are so many studies on unique situations like this one, but because they’re read through a cisnormative lens - as most modern psychology and science is - it’s impossible to say whether they’re biased or not.
example: we have the case study of david reimer. bottom line, david reimer was born male, but due to an accident during circumcision, he lost his penis. his parents were distraught, and naturally decided the best, most reasonable option was to raise him as female, under the supervision of a sexologist named dr money who was conducting research/debates regarding transsexualism. david was therefore forced to grow up as a girl, and had various surgeries, including construction of a vagina. as time went by, he developed severe dysphoria, and eventually managed to escape his family’s influence and begin living as a man again. however, he still struggled with the trauma, and eventually, tragically committed suicide.
that’s the only case study i can think comparable to akito’s situation, minus the surgeries. the difference is akito is still fully female, where david reimer’s was mutilated, thus blurring the lines between cis and trans identity. so if akito were to begin living as a woman again, i think that would thus make her cis.
that alone is complex, and i don’t think there’s a concrete answer. BUT, i think it’s all tied to a bigger problem regarding trans characters in anime/manga.
example: kyubey (i think that was his name) from gintama - very clearly read as a trans man to me. but the narrative portrayed him as deluded, and as his story progressed, they began his ‘’’positive’’’ character development with him beginning to dress and identify as female. i completely and utterly deny that canon, because no matter how you look at it, his initial narrative was about a trans man. while there are trans people who’s identity will change over time - myself being one of them - and i’m not denying their identity, trans characters are so few and far to begin with that to me that writing doesn’t seem trans-friendly, it seems like one that views being trans as a character flaw or deviance.
then we also have ritsu sohma, from fruits basket, who while never believes himself a woman, cross-dresses through the story and eventually ‘accepts’ himself and begins dressing as a man to the conclusion of the story. the details of the gender identity are different, but the basic principle is the same. these are the two examples off the top of my head but there are literally shitloads of anime/manga characters like this who ‘become’ cis as the story goes on, and it’s read as a good thing.
that last argument goes more towards the idea of akito being a trans man than a trans woman - the trans woman thing i honestly don’t feel comfortable answering. gender isn’t concrete and objectively, i don’t think there’s a right or wrong answer. however, the concept of being transgender only exists within society as it is now, within a gender binary, and all the oppressions that come with - so the concept doesn’t exist in a bubble, and you can’t separate labels from connotations.
to me, a trans woman is a person assigned male at birth who identifies as female, just as a trans man is the opposite. that’s not an all-encompassing definition, because it doesn’t take in intersex people (and all the varying degrees of being intersex, from visible physical attributes to minor things like hormone imbalances - and the criteria for being intersex are already a hotly debated matter anyway), nonbinary people, non-dysphoric trans people, and people who’s gender changes/is fluid. there could be a trans woman (in my definition of the sense) who disagrees with me and thinks that despite akito being biologically female, due to being raised as a man, her narrative could be one of a trans woman.
honestly it’s confusing and i’m tiring myself out thinking abt this tbh with you
#anonymous#ASKS.#transgender#META.#akito sohma#this is like discourse level 500#i'vae probably gone on several tangents but i don't wanna proofread and see if this makes sense so i'm outta here#tldr: i don't have a clue my guy
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@wingtiipped
#wingtiipped#DON'T LEAVE ME. DON'T ABANDON ME. ( kureno )#why is this literally their entire relationship#CRACK.#IMAGES.#FAV.
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My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.
#MEMES.#yesss akito would likely die early due to illness anyway so like.....#give me that shit....#be savage
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