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Remember in 1993 when Jurassic Park was like…the end all, be all of special effects?

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Can the porn bots that follow me at least like my art? Now they're just lurking, very rude

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a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.

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#how is this the same mf 😭

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Jordan “Thermite” Trace in Rainbow Six Extraction (2022)

Like I said…cool

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*Plays Seige with my friend, selects Blitz*

*Friend gets downed mid game and I come over for the revive*

Friend: Don’t you dare fucking say it, I swear to God if you say it-

Me: … Let’s heal that boo-boo, Ja?

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Ace/Thermite / 5k words / Domestic Fluff / Kid Fic

Immu very sorry for the radio silence haha Here's a fic for @cammydoodlez and @shoooshoooooo who both showed interest in Ace/Thermite raising kids... and why not another pet? haha

I hope you will enjoy it! Thank you so much for your interest and support ❤️ I luv you.

#ace/thermite #request #r6s fanfiction #domestic fluff #kid fic

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#i feel my whole existence summed up in this #fav

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as requested- my zine about fat and plus size body types from instagram!💖 happy drawing everyone!

#art tips

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Do you ever think you'll stop drawing fanart? No offense it just seems like the kind of thing you're supposed to grow out of. I'm just curious what your plans/goals are since it isn't exactly an art form that people take seriously.

Ah, fanart. Also known as the art that girls make.

Sad, immature girls no one takes seriously. Girls who are taught that it’s shameful to be excited or passionate about anything, that it’s pathetic to gush about what attracts them, that it’s wrong to be a geek, that they should feel embarrassed about having a crush, that they’re not allowed to gaze or stare or wish or desire. Girls who need to grow out of it.

That’s the art you mean, right?

Because in my experience, when grown men make it, nobody calls it fanart. They just call it art. And everyone takes it very seriously.

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#blitz/jäger

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pink in the night

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Cleansing your dash of anti-Asian hate with our stunning diversity and absolutely flawless traditional garb. ❤️

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Coming into a fandom late

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It's been a while since I updated London Calling but don't worry, it's not abandoned. I'm just reworking the end because the first version was too cheesy and not consistent with the themes and atmosphere of the story :)

(and Rainbow Six Extraction jumped in right when I was starting another draft for the end, so it kind of took my attention away for a few days haha)

#fanfic update