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PORTALS - Melanie Martinez Inspired Custom Headpiece

This was created for a friend who's attending her concert 🧚‍♀️ So excited for them to wear it aaa 🥺

#portals #portals melanie martinez #melanie martinez #headpiece #mushrooms #mushroomcore #magiccore #aesthetic

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a group of the two of us

hi, here’s my frame for the #EveryFrameMatters project! please look at the finished project here!

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"It starts, as it will end, with a garden"

Here's how it looks like at night 🥰

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How are we so different after Good Omens like I CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT THINKING OF IT

#oh lord heal this bike #watch good omens and it changes u fr fr

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AziraCrow's "We've known each other for a long time" 🤝 NamGi's "We've known each other for 13 years"

#aziracrow #namgi #aziraphale and namjoon would be best friends #crowley's definitely gonna be crying to agust d's songs #bts army #good omens #life of being army⁷ and a good omens fan

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"It starts, as it will end, with a garden"

Here's how it looks like at night 🥰

#nope i am not shutting up about this #day 3 of me manifesting to be hired #glow in the dark #aziracrow #aziraphale #aziraphale fanart #can i get a wahoo #crowley #crowley fanart #good omens #good omens fanart #innefable husbands #inneffable idiots #inneffable husbands #inneffable divorce #witness the magic of prod. elira #aziraphale angel of the eastern gate #flaming sword #a z fell #anthony j crowley #what if i made a bag but the bag is good omens inspired

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I'm not Fell the Marvelous but can I show you a magic trick? 😳

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I made a Good Omens inspired bag :D Yes, it's made of resin. Yes, it's also a shaker on the other side 😳

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And they're back with jail worthy pain and suffering 😭

when i think of crowley in the end credits of s2 ep 6, i dont think of anger. no, i think the whole theme of this ending cut of crowley was his contempt for everything always being 'too late'. it was sorrow in the highest form, one that could only ever come from the truest of sorrows.

this is the grief that he thrice only truly felt in this magnitude. once at his fall, the second at the thought that aziraphale could have died and this, this was the third strike. what people have to understand is that each and every stroke of this painful symphony was orchestrated by his devotions and how its lost.

he had loved god and he had loved doing the wonders of her creation, but the thing is his love for aziraphale triumphs everything else. even at the love he had felt for the almighty at one point. because when all was lost to him, he had aziraphale. he was all crowley truly had that was constant, one that truly saw past all the intricacies that no one could accept.

and so truly, crowley decided that his world was aziraphale, everything was aziraphale.

aziraphale was his god, was his heaven, was his eden but aziraphale was also his satan, his hell and most all his fall. and each and every emotion underneath those dark glasses just echo the grief of understanding and knowing aziraphale, loving aziraphale, letting aziraphale go.

all of it is the loss of purpose again, losing direction, losing a path that was once paved. it was the loss of its the pain of knowing that he knows what aziraphale has a duty he has to put above the love they have. its the sorrow of knowing the knowledge that aziraphale felt the same as he does. its the grief of knowing that he could have said what he had said first, could have stirred aziraphale's mind long before that moment.

and the thing is, he abandons what is crowley to serve that devotion, and that love and that affection. but i want him to realize this season is that he needs to give himself space to consider that his world includes himself too, not just aziraphale. that crowley as a being who breathes should also mourn the thought that crowley does not know how to accept himself, envelop himself as worthy of purpose without aziraphale.

because, he chose the name anthony for himself as a human name. and anthony means 'praiseworthy one' or 'priceless one'. crowley needs to feel that he himself is worth the energy to be wanted, to be worthy of purpose. to be worthy of being given praise, to be deserving of being worth that effort to be loved. crowley needs to do that for HIMSELF first.

to be able to put that energy to love everything about him, before he could truly feel like he can love aziraphale completely. because if he's so consumed with aziraphale, there will be nothing left for crowley. and if there is nothing left for crowley, how can he give to aziraphale when they reunite? how can there be love if there is none truly reserved for one's self?

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I'm not Fell the Marvelous but can I show you a magic trick? 😳

#aziracrow #aziraphale #aziraphale fanart #can i get a wahoo #crowley fanart #crowley #good omens #good omens fanart #hire me pls #someone accused me of being a dropshipper?? #i literally made these for 3 weeks pls dont minimize my hard work i beg #inneffable divorce #inneffable husbands #inneffable idiots #gos2 #gos2e6 #designer who? i only know elira #give me s3 or give me death

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I made a Good Omens inspired bag :D Yes, it's made of resin. Yes, it's also a shaker on the other side 😳

#good omens #aziracrow #aziraphale #aziraphale fanart #can i get a wahoo #crowley #crowley fanart #good omens fanart #innefable husbands #inneffable idiots #inneffable divorce #hire me for costume design pls #pls hire me as a costume or props maker i beg #designer who? I only know ELIRA #shameless self promo

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Suddenly reminded of the quote by Robert Brault that said "eventually soulmates meet, for they have the same hiding place" and it made me think so much of BTS and ARMY and like the relationship of both individually as well as one team like we were truly made to find each other. Like if you think about it, you were born in the same lifetime as them and they love us the most and like we aren't even BTS or ARMY. We are one, like true soulmates. And the seven were destined to be in the same group and we were destined to find them. And all of it was fate. Like how a lot of us say BTS found us without us knowing, or how it all felt like a coincidence and so natural and effortless. Most of us can't even explain what we felt and you really need to experience it to know it. And there's just so so so much mutual love and respect. <7

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people never noticed this but the reason crowley asks aziraphale hard, tantalizing questions that he never does with others was because crowley knew that aziraphale is the only one thats truly capable of being willing to listen to them.

aziraphale takes on the goodness that he has in him, what he believes came from god's compassion and he in turn applies it to those he cares for, the one he cares the most for is crowley.

aziraphale takes on this duty of being an ear to those hurt and lets them have relief in their hearts.

crowley loves, loved, that about aziraphale because it fosters the same values crowley has always had and that is for the love of learning, of knowing, of having truth.

and its why crowley felt so happy about it even if aziraphale was doubtful and dances around about those things he says. because he was not alone anymore. because he knew that an angel whom he loves and cares for so deeply, would always listen to him.

he would do more than anyone from heaven and hell could ever do. aziraphale listens and its more than crowley ever got from god.

thats how crowley knew that he had someone.

thats how crowley knew he had a place to go.

thats how crowley knew that he wasnt meant to be alone.

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I probably won't finish this piece any time soon, but I wanted to share the unfinished version with you anyways!

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I found this picture on Pinterest and I immediately knew I was going to draw it

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the snake of eden 🥰