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[dustywindowsill-blog]

Is it possible to gaslight yourself? I guess because I already know I have mental illness, I question myself into believe things are part of it, even when they're not.

#mental illness #mental health #gaslighting

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I have more imaginary conflicts than real ones but it's just as tiring. I wish I knew how to stop.

#mental illness #voices #mental health

[dustywindowsill-blog]

did you lock the door?

     did you lock the door?

          did you lock the door?

Don’t.

     Don’t check the door.

          (don’t check the door

                check the door)

did you lock the door?

     did you check the door?

check the door.

     (check the door. Is the door locked?

           check the door.)

is the door locked? did I lock the door?

Unlock the door. Lock the door

did you lock the door?

     did you check the door?

           (did I check the door?

                did I check

                     check check check check ch-eck cchh-eck ch ch eck eck ck ck ck ck chk chk chk chk

                did I check the door?)

          turn the knob. turn the knob. check the lock. Turn the knob.

               did you just unlock the door?

                    turn the knob. pull the door. push the door. turn the knob. push the door. turn the knob. pull the door. jiggle the knob. jiggle the door. turn and push and pull and turn.

did you lock the door?

#OCD #Obsessive Compusive Disorder #Obsessive Compulsive #mental illness