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so like. fnaf movie. after night five, all outside observers know is "this 30yo guy with severe anger issues + his 10yo mentally ill sister just walked out of his collapsing workplace with an unconscious, stabbed police officer, saying that someone inside the building tried to kill them but we can't get into the building to check. we went to their house and the aunt who was fighting for custody of the child is dead on the floor. the guy's career counselor is missing, as is his babysitter and her family and apparently they're all dead in the building we can't get into." and like. that all looks suspicious as FUCK however we know that in the few-weeks timeskip both mike and abby seem happy and fine so it's not like mike was arrested or anything. he seems to be more adjusted and is happily talking with her teacher so i doubt he's under stress of interrogation or anything

there's a lot of implications there that mike mighta pulled something but it's all circumstantial evidence at best. i'm sure in jane's autopsy and crime scene evidence they couldn't find any evidence of mike being the one to attack her, esp since it was probably just golden freddy bopping her in the head so they dont even have the weapon, and if she was strangled they'd be able to tell it wasn't by bare hands and they couldnt get prints or anyth. especially if golden freddy is a FULL ghost and thus left no trail.

mike would be smart enough to only tell the cops what they need to know without mentioning ghosts to sound crazy. abby might be more honest with the cops just bc of #autism but they'd be more likely to consider her talking about ghosts and imaginary friends as a child's way of coping, and they cant get anything out of her that would incriminate mike. ADD TO THAT that mike has wounds that are clearly defensive and is SUPER banged up and his wounds would likely match his story way better than evidence of him attacking anyone, AND that there's likely footage and witnesses of him being in the pharmacy and then driving to work (and thus not in the area to attack jane), AND if/when nessie wakes up she'll probably vouch for mike as well, and the cops dont have anything on him

though i DO wonder if they would have records of vanessa patching him up in the police outpost. if they do, that would also back up mike's story as it's 1) far away from the aunt jane crime scene, 2) confirms that he and vanessa were working together, so either she's complicit in Crime™ or his story is accurate and she was helping him save his sister. him going to defend her instead of calling backup is also consistent with his personality of getting triggered and jumping into action around child abduction, esp w/ his sibling in danger

considering what abby would probably say, AND the history of freddy's, it's likely that they would come to the conclusion of is "someone [likely the og kidnapper from the 80s] found out that the guy working at freddy's had a sister, kidnapped abby from her house while her aunt was babysitting and tried to recreate the crimes, his story of him and vanessa defending her and escaping vaguely checks out." whether or not mike would incriminate vanessa by mentioning her dad was the killer is up in the air, and there's obviously some huge holes that are left from nobody believing that there are ghosts in the building but that would probably be the eventual conclusion

but throwing that all away, it would be really, REALLY funny if the rest of the town, being really fuckin nosy and getting into the juiciest gossip they've had in decades, took one look at michael "big teddy bear falling asleep on himself" schmidt and said "there's no way. there's no way this guy murdered his aunt, stabbed an officer and then destroyed his own workplace, especially when he really needed that job and was on sleeping medication," and then turned around to look at abby "neurodivergent in the early 2000s (ableist af time period)" "vocally hates her aunt" "doesn't talk to anyone and claims that she can see ghosts" "vaguely possessive of her brother" "claims that she found the guy who hurt her friends and got him jumped by a cupcake(?)" schmidt and said "oh my god. it was her."

and nobody's gonna directly say anything but they've got cautious eyes on the situation and someone quietly slips mike a copy of the bad seed to see if he has a realization but instead he's just like "hey this book kinda reminds of that golden freddy kid lmao. wonder how he's doin" and then we smashcut to golden freddy kid poking springtrap with a stick

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

FROM MIKE, ABBY, VANESSA, AND THE BAND!

I hope you all have a very spooky halloween, get lots of treats!

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I ALWAYS COME BACK.

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he only knows how to play 4 chords (i am self projecting)

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I had to draw FNAF for Halloween this year 🎃⭐ I did print some out as little cards to give to people, btw. This is definitely not the time to be an introvert, man 🫠🥺

Oh and I'll probably draw some more stuff about the FNAF movie, gimme some time tho, college life is hard ☠️

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hey check this out. *puts him in the fucking microwave*

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Happy Halloween 🎃👻🎃🎮

Sorry for not being able to get a video out this year. Tight schedule and I'm planning on drawing something FNAF related 👀 So let's wish I have time 😭

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Instagram don't let me share the full picture 😭 but yay Friday the 13th 🔥

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Entry 2: I THINK SOMEONE (Classmate) THAT FREQUENTLY MAKE ME GO 😳 FOR FUN JUST ASKED FOR INTERCOURSE WITH ME LATER BUT I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S A JOKE OR NOT LIKE ???? I CAN'T THINK ABOUT SOMETHING ESLE I'M USED TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW BUT I FLUSH LIKE A LITTLE SCHOOL GIRL IN MY BED I WAN'T TO RUN AWAY LIKE, I WANT TO BUT I DON'T WANT TO I'M NERVOUS AS FFFFFFF, I CAN'T STOP THINK ABOUT HIM TOUCHING MY HANDS SO KINDLY LIKE I'VE NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE.

I THOUGH THIS KIND OF FLIRT WERE ONLY EXIST IN THE HOLY WATTPAD BECAUSE HIS WAY TO MAKE FUN OF ME AND HIS WAY TO BE THIS KIND IS 100% MY TYPE OF PEOPLE

I'M NOT READY

STOP PLEASE I'M SARED

I DO NOT HAVE MY BODY GOAL RIGHT NOW, MY APPARTEMENT IS IN "DEPRESSIVE MODE" AND MENTALY I'M 👹

PLEASE WAIT A BIT I'M BEGGING

Yes, i'm a bit Virgin

First Time i go back here after 7 years. I create this account and never came back until today. Lol. I was like 13. I've change a lot. It's make's me a bit sad but because i don't reconise myself in anything but, i'm happy now.

I Guess this place going to be my dairy. I love doing this with Anon account on social media. I feel like I talk to someone about me worries without make them inconfortable because in reality they don't care. + It's will help me to improuve my english.

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Entry 1: I feel a little bit more weird days After days. I feel like, i should not be here and i've no more "gliters" inside. I've talk about it toi my terapist.

She told me it could be my medicine that make me feel this way. Like last year but, this Time it's not feel like that. She asked if i wan't to stop but i don't wan't to. When i stop, my behavior is so much embarrasing. And i'm not focus on the good things. I'm when i'm going to be out if medication in october.

So we continue to talk about to clarify what was the reason. And i feel like i just wait and nothing seem funny enought while i wait. Wait for? Don't know what. She told me it could be because i'm not enought stimulate or i just start be mature(lol). And i think it can be something like that honestly. But i don't know what i like anymore. Recently for few reason i won a lot of money ans i few things that i've Always wan't to have. I was so much happy but, in the same day i start to feel like this things not worth it and it was a waste of money. It wasn't make me happy enought. They was disappointing. If i wasn't tired enought, i would go bake to evry single store for give them back. Even good taste disappointing. So much disappointing that hyperphagia is healing lmaooooo.

Somehow this conversation turn about any love interest. I told her that my medicine make me realised that i was to much out if reality when i don't take them. To much paranoïd, to much cringe, to much annoying. I'm to much stressed or nervous when i talk to a men, and to much weird for be friend with some women. And even when i wasn't in medecine during this years, unfortunate event make me realised that i just not make for be in relationships. I'm just here for remplace some people then trow away. It's exhausting. I'm not an activity or a joke. And anyway i will not be mad at them for.

Without even exagerate i'm not attractive at all and when i'm not joking, my personnality is awful. Sometimes i wonder why my friend stay with me and i realised that they do not. They do things without me.

They don't Say it but i've noticed it. I asked them what they have done the weekends and i Can clearly see that they lie to me but. I'm not asking more questions. I play dumb. I'm scared to make them more hakward. So i let them lied. A Big part of me want to leave them alone, give them the peace they deserved but. I'm a slave of m'y on feelings toward them. I'm to much addict to the feels they give to me. I love spend Time with them. But i know i should not annoy them anymore. I always see the in their eyes how much i'm pittyfull for them. I know they let me with them only by mercy. I know that they do not have more Friends only because i'm here. Evry other classmate talk to them, not to me. I feel like a trash.

So HOW i'm suppossed to be in relationships ? Just me, be with anyone, whitout do anything, will hurt this person.

I'm not happy when i'm used to, not sad when i'm used to, in the same day i have a thousand of feelings.

And i'm supposed to live this with someone else? Make sure this person don't leave me?

I have a LOT of love to give but i don't think i can handle it an other time. I already wan't to end everything but my familly count on me because my brothers don't even success their lifes. So I should take Care of them a bit. I don't wan't make people feel Bad. I'm tired. I hope they trow me away of their lifes soon them too.

It's cringe lmao i look emo :3

Anyways, the next week i go back to school. I'm a bit excited about it. This summer i have work on my math because i suck to much and i like it. I also strat work on finance. I hate when people interrupt me on my work. I think i should start go back to library for work there.

Also i just finished chapter 2 of Deltarune and i was in SHOOK. I wanted yo see some video lore and theories about it but the only ones i have in my language is the ones make's by Big Youtuber that just plagiat each other and talk only about some little easter egg, it's suck a lot. The youtube Algorithm be like Goo Goo ga ga do you wan't to see my ugly Pepe? Oh you don't? You wan't to Scroll? Ok so i'm going show only this, you have no choice. IT'S SUUUUCK WHO TF DECIDED TO MAKE THIS SHHHHHTT

First Time i go back here after 7 years. I create this account and never came back until today. Lol. I was like 13. I've change a lot. It's make's me a bit sad but because i don't reconise myself in anything but, i'm happy now.

I Guess this place going to be my dairy. I love doing this with Anon account on social media. I feel like I talk to someone about me worries without make them inconfortable because in reality they don't care. + It's will help me to improuve my english.

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It's unfair to make's them fight each other wile they can talk about their taste for human arond a diner

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First Time i go back here after 7 years. I create this account and never came back until today. Lol. I was like 13. I've change a lot. It's make's me a bit sad but because i don't reconise myself in anything but, i'm happy now.

I Guess this place going to be my dairy. I love doing this with Anon account on social media. I feel like I talk to someone about me worries without make them inconfortable because in reality they don't care. + It's will help me to improuve my english.

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