dreaming-of-anotherlife

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

you never know how much you miss someone til u have something exciting to tell them and they aren’t there anymore

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”

— Unknown

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

For once… I want you to be afraid to lose me… for once I want someone to hold on so tight that I can feel just how much I’m wanted… instead of always letting me walk away.

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

I have this sadness in my chest that no matter how much I beg for it to… it won’t ever leave. And I’m tired of it.

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

I left a life that was so much better for me. I had a man who loved me. Who showed me he loved me. I had a family who loved me. I was never alone. And I left it… I left it for this? For someone who is miles away. Someone who doesn’t know what he wants. Someone who can’t communicate and show his love properly? But why is it I walked away from a life that was perfect for this? And why am I so afraid to lose this one? Is it because I’m trying to prove that I made the correct decision? Is it because.. deep down.. I think I made a mistake? I don’t know. I love him. I want to be with him. I felt safe in his arms. But with this distance. I don’t know.

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

“Maybe I’m scared because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want.”

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[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

“I can’t lose you. Because if I ever did, I’d have lost my best friend, my soulmate, my smile, my laugh, my everything.”

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[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

Someone tell me how to make this work. I’m at a loss. I love him. I miss him. I’m safe with him. But why is this so hard? I don’t know what to do. I can’t lose him.

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

How is it I miss someone this much who is already mine?

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

You are my everything. You are the rain that finally breaks through the cloudy skies. You are that snow that falls to the ground. Rare for me and something I cherish. You are my comfort. My love. My everything.

#relaionship #long distance relationship #love

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

Every night like this makes me jealous of the couples who can just say goodnight and fall asleep in each other’s arms or say, “I’ll see you tomorrow.” We talk everyday but it isn’t enough. I’ve been in your arms. I felt your lips against mine. I’ve listened to the sound of your heartbeat in your chest while I rested my head on it. I can’t not want it more than anything in the world. My heart hurts and it yearns for you. How is it that when you’re not around, I feel the most lonely in the world? I miss you. I love you. How can I get through this?

#long distance relationship #love

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

“I’m sorry”

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

Wow. How did this happen where I fell in love with you even harder? God I miss you. I don’t know if long distance is the plan. Because it took one night and I couldn’t be without you. I don’t want to go back to normal. I want what that week/weekend was to be our new normal. But I know that can’t happen right now.

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

Another day of loving you so much. You’re always on my mind and there isn’t a moment where I can’t stop talking about you. Do I want this to be the long haul? Is that what you want too? How can I find out..?

[dreaming-of-anotherlife]

“Have you ever liked someone so much that you just wanted to lock yourself in your room and turn on sad music and cry.”

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