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Capricorn season does something to the fanfic girls. Every year without fail.

#many blessings #tvd fanfiction #I’m beside myself with joy

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Can we talk about how Cade and Bonnie were connected? Like... Bonnie was connected to the devil and the devil called Bonnie powerful. I Stan her even harder!

#you’re here #lets begin

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㋡🥀

#door of the cosmos

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#yeah I’m outside

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on the beach at night alone (2017) dir. by hong sang-soo

#lucid dreaming

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obsessed with this guy

#the spirit

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#lucid dreaming

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Creative Gardens, 1986

#oh you’re here #have a seat

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Rae Denise

#goddess

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“It’s the thing that’s always fascinated me about Gemini magic. The shadow side is always incorporated into the work, and in the most physical, visceral of ways. It’s where Gemini witches find their strength. The shadow is always at play. Best to know where it plays most successfully.”

“Malachai…” Bonnie whispered.

“I knew he would challenge you, sharpen your magic, but I didn’t think he’d be the one to lead you to your shadow. And I certainly didn’t think you’d follow him so…willingly.” Sheila raised an eyebrow. Bonnie’s face began to flush.

“I’m not judging you, baby. You surely don’t believe your Grams has been a chaste, magical negro her whole life?”

Read on ao3

Read on ff

#bonkai #bonkai fic #Gemini magic #shadow #bonnie bennett #sheila bennett #these are southern black women having a moment #does Kai have a foot kink? #probs #if it’s about Bonnie it’s a kink #kai parker

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if you have strong mutable (gemini, sagittarius, pisces, virgo) placements then you NEED to write things down if you don't already. all those thoughts that constantly swirl in your head: the frequent tasks, goals, feelings, aspirations, opinions, etc - WRITE THEM DOWN. this is not only therapeutic & stress-relieving for you but almost necessary, or you're going to burn out and overload your own mind constantly.

when you bottle, or when you let plans, goals, dreams, to-do lists, projects, etc live solely in your head - you'll notice you can't sleep as well, it's harder to rest, your memory gets more foggy than usual, you feel burnt out and unable to connect, etc. specifically:

write down your feelings. this will be your ultimate (free) therapy. start to journal, write a diary. make a private twitter/tumblr where you spill your feelings, frustrations, thoughts. you will feel an immense sense of relief by writing or typing your feelings out - even if no one is reading it but you. mutable moons especially. our feelings tend to change rapidly, but it doesn't make them less valid. don't bottle out of the fear your feelings will change/you'll just "get over it"!! write it down and let it out!!

write! to-do! lists!!!!! these don't have to be for important things. you want to learn digital art? you want to study coding? you want to learn french? you want to re-decorate? you probably have a billion things you want to do, and then you get overwhelmed by the options, and do nothing. write down all the things you want to do. make a to-do list for these things. get them out of your head and somewhere permanent/physical. looking at the options in front of you will feel much easier.

make excel project trackers (you can even make these for to-do list items/goals/etc)! mutable placements have a tendency to start a lot of projects or tasks, and never finish any of them. make a simple tracker for all the projects you start. you won't forget what you're working on, and you'll be less overwhelmed trying to remember what you have going on (example of the one i always use pictured below)

talking out your thoughts and feelings is also very cathartic. make fake (or real, i support u!) youtube vlogs where you spill your feelings and talk about your plans, your day, what you have to do, etc. talk to someone you love and trust, vent to them about how things are; or about what you're getting up to. i find writing has an edge, because you can go back to it for reference (mutables tend to forget things easily) - but as long as you're getting the swirl of your mind somewhere outside of your head, you'll feel so, so much less stressed.

mutable dominants tend to constantly live in go-mode, we're restless and always doing something. we feel uncomfortable and sometimes guilty about staying still. our minds don't ever shut off. it's very important for mutable placements to learn how to rest, be present in the moment, and learn grounding. this can be done in many ways, but i've found personally that writing works best for me. other helpful practices can be: talk therapy, acceptance theory, yoga, meditation, hiking, camping, etc.

i also want to remind mutable signs: we change a lot. we have a lot of ideas. there's so much we want to do. we often feel like we have no path, no big goal; we can struggle with purpose as we don't often aspire for permanent things or "one big goal". this is NOT bad. there is nothing wrong with changing your feelings, your mind, your goals, your life path. you CAN do all the things you want to do! you have your entire life ahead of you! yes, you can learn all those languages. yes, you can have three different careers in your life. yes yes yes! don't listen to negativity from others. don't beat yourself up for not having one big goal like some people around you might. cherish and embrace all the things you want to achieve and complete (both big and small). learn to follow-through with and finish the things that matter to you (writing things down will really help with this, make action plans/steps - break everything down into smaller pieces). take the time to slow down and enjoy the moments as they come. you got this!

#my Sagittarius ass moon #my big head gemini sun #my anxious Virgo chiron #my dizzy bitch Pisces saturn #lucid dreaming #we must

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Yves Tanguy (1900-1955) et Kay Sage (1898-1963) Sans titre (Zodiac) Collage, décalcomanie et aquarelle sur papier 28.5 x 19 cm. Exécuté vers 1940

#door of the cosmos

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An old mill in Bucks County, Pennsylvania, has a rubble masonry wall and rough-hewn beams that contrast with a rather formal tile floor and traditional furnishings. The whole achieves a gracious ‘country’ look. (Photograph: John T. Hill).

Inside Today’s Home, 1986

#please do come in

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#not arguing with a dude that has big brown eyes. whatever u say beautiful

#eye contact

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Alvin Ailey in “Hermit Songs” (1961), Photography by Jack Mitchell. Ailey was born on January 5, 1931 #botd

#the hermit #the spirit

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SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE USA SEASON 4 // Joshua Allen & Stephen “tWitch” Boss / “Trepak” from Tchaikovsky’s The Nutcracker / Trepak / Choreography by Youri Nelzine / Top 4 Perform

#there will never be a better time #hands

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Mr Taurus loaned me his jacket

when it got cold

and when I returned it

he bought me one just like it.

#mr Taurus #Taurus venus