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for when a character is struggling + sentence starters

“ your mistakes don't define you. “

“ what makes you think you're alone? “

“ i am alone. “

“ you're not alone. “

“ i just don't know how i'm going to pull myself out it. “

“ i don't know how to talk to you. “

“ i don't really feel like talking about it. “

“ i just really need a hug. “

“ i feel like i'm dying. “

“ i can't do this anymore. “

“ everybody makes mistakes, okay? it's how you choose to deal with them that matters. “

“ i'm not okay. “

“ you'll be okay. “

“ are you scared? “ “ of course i'm scared. “

“ i mean, it's my own fault. “

“ quit screwing around, all right? you screwed up. deal with it. “

“ look, the best thing you can do right now, is to own up your mistakes, and take responsibility for them. “

“ yes, you screwed up, but let it be a lesson, not a curse. “

“ what's the worst thing that could happen? i mean yeah, you'll probably get yelled at, but it's not like she's going to kill you. “ “ not helping. “

“ please, don't... “

“ i thought that i could do this on my own, but i can't. i just convinced myself that i could because i didn't have any other choice. i had to do it on my own. “

“ my head is a mess. “

“ it's been a long time since i've felt this bad. “

“ you're going to be okay, okay? “

“ no, you're not going to go through this alone. “

“ you know what the worst part is? that i can't even be there for my family. “

“ listen to me. i'm here for you, okay? “

“ it's just another mountain to conquer. “

“ you know what? i'm not even surprised. “

“ my life is a soap-opera at this point. “

“ of course this happened. “

“ don't worry, i'm used to it by now. “

“ look, it's going to be a couple of rough days, maybe even weeks. but you'll get through it. just like you always have. “

“ you're the strongest person i know. “

“ if anybody is going to get through this, it's you. “

“ i think right now, all i need to do is convince myself that it's going to be okay. “

“ i can't help but feel like i'm victimizing myself. “

“ take some time off, okay? “

“ look, you need a break. okay? “

“ is it really such a surprise that you'd eventually succumb to the pressure? you've pushed yourself to the limit for god knows how many years. “

“ you were not made

“ deal with the consequences of your actions, and then promise to do better. “

“ you know, if anything, this was a real eye-opener. “

“ i don't want to paint myself out to be the victim. “

“ i don't remember the last time i slept. “

“ sleep deprivation and mental health issues doesn't really go hand in hand. you were going to snap eventually. “

“ listen, whatever it is, we'll get through it. “

“ i can't deal with it by myself anymore. “

“ i can't do this alone anymore, but it's not like i have anywhere else to turn. “

“ i think what i really need right now, is a hug. “

“ i don't need to talk it out, okay? i think it's just more about... losing myself in someone's arms. you know, for once, just... share my pain with someone. because i've been dealing with it alone for the past ten years, and i can't do it anymore. “

“ it's just another mountain to conquer. and i will, eventually. “

“ i feel stupid, okay? and that's even worse. because this mistake was completely avoidable. “

“ it's not an excuse, okay? it's just... there's a lot going on right now. “

“ i don't even remember the last time i got more than six hours of sleep. let alone seven. “

“ are you sure you're ready? “ “ nope. but it's better to just get it over with. “

“ stop. beating. yourself. up. you're doing the best you can. “

everybody look away from the typos and grammar mistakes thank u

#;memes #long post

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//I promise I'm not dead--

#alu speaks #just had a whole bunch going on #still might be a bit spotty but I wanna do stuff here

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✧ — ⋆   𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 .

some  ideas  for  first  meeting  prompts  that  may  help  break  the  ice  between  characters .  feel  free  to  amend  contexts  &  roles  where  required !  violent  &  alcohol  related  prompts  present . 

[ BAR ]  :   for  your  muse  to  join  mine  at  a  bar  [ DINER ]  :  for  your  muse  to  join  mine  at  a  diner / restaurant   [ SAVE ] :  for  your  muse  to  step  in  to  save  my  muse  in  a  fight  [ FAKE ] :  for  your  muse  to  pretend  to  know  my  muse  in  public  to  save  them  from  a  difficult  encounter [ RUN ] :  for  your  muse  to  grab  my  muse’s  hand  and  tell  them  to  run  [ STEAL ]  :  for  your  muse  to  try  to  steal  from  my  muse  ( pickpocketing ,  in  their  home  etc  –  feel  free  to  specify  context ! ) [ STUDY ] :  for  your  muse  to  join  mine  to  study / read   [ PICNIC ] :  for  your  muse  to  join  mine  on  a  picnic  [ FIRST  DATE ] :  for  your  muse  to  meet  mine  for  a  first  date   [ BREAK  IN ] :  for  our  muses  to  break  in  somewhere  together  [ ATTACK ] :  for  your  muse  to  try  to  attack  mine  ( specify  context ! ) [ DANCE ] :  for  your  muse  to  invite  mine  to  dance  [ PAY ] :  for  your  muse  to  pay  for  my  muse’s  item(s)  ( specify  context ! ) [ TAXI ] :  for  our  muses  to  share  a  taxi  ride  somewhere [ CAR ] :  for  your  muse  to  jump  in  my  muse’s  car  and  tell  them  to  drive [ LOCKED  OUT ] :  for  your  muse  to  be  locked  out  of  their  apartment  &  to  ask  for  help  from  mine  [ DIY ] :  for  your  muse  to  ask  mine  for  help  with  diy  in  their  home  [ DARE ] :  for  your  muse  to  approach  mine  on  a  dare [ PATCH ] :  for  your  muse  to  help  mine  with  an  injury [ COMFORT ] :  for  your  muse  to  comfort  mine  [ SWIM ] :  for  your  muse  to  throw  mine  into  the  sea /  a  river /  pool  ( specify ! ) [ RESTRAINED ] :  for  our  muses  to  be  tied  up  together  [ CRY ]  :  for  your  muse  to  find  mine  crying   [ KIDNAP ] :  for  your  muse  to  kidnap  mine [ DRUNK ] :  for  your  muse  to  look  after  mine  while  drunk  [ ZOMBIE ] :  for  our  muses  to  be  caught  in  a  zombie  attack  together  [ TRAPPED ] :  for  our  muses  to  be  trapped  somewhere  together  ( stuck  in  a  storm ?  kidnapped  together ?  dodgy  lock  on  a  door ? )  [ WARN ] :  for  your  muse  to  warn  mine  of  incoming  danger [ COFFEE SHOP ] :  for  your  muse  to  join  mine  at  a  coffee  shop  /  café [ WORK ] :  for  your  muse  to  help  train  mine  on  the  first  day  of  their  job  [ ROOMMATES ] :   for  your  muse  to  be  my  muse’s  roommate  ( feel  free  to  specify  whether  in  a  college  or  a  regular  setting ! ) [ BOOKSHOP ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  in  a  bookshop  [ EVENT ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  at  a  charity  event   [ FUNDRAISING ] :  for  our  muses  to  team  up  to  raise  money  for  charity  ( feel  free  to  specify  potential  ideas ! ) [ COMPETITORS ] :  for  our  muses  to  be  rivals  in  a  competition  [ KARAOKE ] :  for  our  muses  to  sing  karaoke  together  [ MUTUAL  FRIEND ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  through  a  mutual  friend [ STOOD  UP ] :  for  your  muse  to  join  mine  on  a  date  after  noticing  that  they  have  been  stood  up [ MISSION ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  on  a  mission  [ UNDERCOVER ] :  for  your  muse  to  approach  mine  while  undercover [ MUSUEM ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  at  a  museum  [ ABANDONED ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  in  an  abandoned  building  [ STARGAZING ] :  for  our  muses  to  meet  while  stargazing  [ ROOFTOP ] :  for  your  muse  to  find  mine  on  a  rooftop 

#;memes #long post

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(〇o〇；): What is their body language like when they are stressed? Do they try and hide the fact that they are stressed? How do they recover from said stress?

Baizhu is almost always stressed, though he's become rather good at hiding this. He buries himself in his work and rushes through most interactions that aren't of interest just to get back to it. It's not uncommon for him to up and vanish for weeks at a time with the exception of appointments.

His mortality is something he's constantly reminded of, and it's near impossible for him to truly relax. He constantly feels like he's almost there, so close to figuring it all out and that doesn't exactly help in calming him down. Still, he can't go on like that forever and he does have to take breaks now and again.

As a destresser he'll make some tea and soak in a hot bath for a few hours. No reading, no work, just silence. He usually ends up falling asleep.

#lordofgeo #;headcanon time #Baizhu vc: i'm terrified that I could die from my illness at any moment so I'm just going to work myself to death instead

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//Sets down my discord for now

#alu speaks #I'm pretty new to this rpc so i'd love to talk to some new peeps! #It can be for plotting or just general stuff! Either is fine

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Physical Detail Ask Meme:

Σ(ﾟДﾟ；): Have they ever sprained or broken their leg before? How about their arm? What was the story behind it?

╰(*´︶`*)╯: Do they appreciate hugs? Would they prefer to give hugs or receive hugs? What kind of hugs do they like to receive and/or give?

ಠಿ_ಠ: Do they look up or down when they are trying to recollect something?

ヽ( ´O｀): What is their body language like when sleepy? 

(Дﾟ≡ﾟДﾟ): When they are surprised by somebody do they physically jump? Scream? 

(⸝⸝⸝ ̑ ̑⸝⸝⸝):  Does their face get red after they drink?

(„ᵕᴗᵕ„): Does their face turn red when embarrassed? If so, how else do they react when embarrassed? (I.E. Shifting of weight upon foot, etc.)

( ๑‾̀◡‾́)σ»: Do they have a sensitive spot/s?

(〇o〇；): What is their body language like when they are stressed? Do they try and hide the fact that they are stressed? How do they recover from said stress?

ಠ-ಠ: Do they like it when people touch their hair?

(ﾉ≧ڡ≦): Do they like to show affection by physically teasing? (I.E: Shoulder punches, etc.)

♪⁽⁽٩( ᐖ )۶⁾⁾ ₍₍٩( ᐛ )۶₎₎♪: How are they like when they dance? Are they stiff? Fluid? A good dancer? Do they prefer to dance with a lot of others, with one other person, or alone?

ง ( ⌓̈ )ง: Are they physically strong when it comes to fights?

(´∀｀): Do they laugh when they get nervous?

ಥoಥ: How are they like when they cry? Do they just stream tears nonstop? Does their nose get clogged to the point that it’s hard to breathe? Is it easy for them to speak when they are sobbing? Do they hiccup when they cry?

ಸヮಸ: Do they lean back or forward when they laugh hard? Do they snort? Slap their knee? Do that seal-esque clap? Do they often laugh to the point that you can’t hear their laugh anymore?

「(°ヘ°): How does one calm them down when they are freaking out? Do they prefer physical comfort, or would they rather be left alone?

⊙.☉: Does their voice get an octave higher when they lie? Does it crack?

( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡): Does having somebody stroke their head make them feel relaxed?

(ꈍᴗꈍ)ε｀*): Do they prefer kisses on the cheek? Forehead? What about neck kisses?

(-.-): How should one wake them up? Do they get out of bed easily?

(ó﹏ò｡): Are there any foods that make their stomach upset?

#;memes #long post

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havocobliterations​:

“Hey, Dr. Baizhu!” Childe walks into the pharmacy, clutching his abdomen. There’s a smirk on his face as he staggers to lean onto the counter to meet the doctor. “You got any quick acting salves?”

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The stone pestal nearly dropped from his hand as the other stumbled in, though he quickly composed himself. Thank the archons he'd sent Qiqi out earlier.

He remembered this man from that time before, and while he'd expected to see him again, this hadn't quite been what he'd imagined.

"Dear, I'm afraid you're far beyond salves. Now, please refrain from getting blood all over my counters, you'll scare other customers." Well, he certainly didn't sound overly concerned or he was just putting on a brave face. Still, he wouldn't know how bad it was until he got a good look at it.

"We're going to the back room. Do you need me to assist you or do you want to walk yourself?" With that said, he'd set down his instruments and step out from behind the counter.

#havocobliterations #;ic #Baizhu vc: I should charge you extra for bleeding all over my clean floors

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send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

veilled :

alternatively send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible !

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

#;memes #long post

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𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  blood,  death  and  physical  violence  mention.

‘  is  it  complete?  ’

‘  who  are  you?  ’

‘  who  is  this?  ’

‘  why  are  you  bleeding?  ’

‘  what  would  i  do  without  you?  ’

‘  do  you  feel  alright?  ’

‘  what’s  your  name?  ’

‘  why  do  you  hate  me?  ’

‘  do  you  want  something  to  eat?  ’

‘  aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  someone  important?  ’

‘  did  you  read  it  yet?  ’

‘  can  you  help  me?  ’

‘  why  do  you  act  so  weirdly?  ’

‘  what  do  i  do  with  someone  like  you?  ’

‘  you  awake?  ’

‘  can’t  you  tell  left  from  right?  ’

‘  how  dare  you?  ’

‘  can  i  have  a  word?  ’

‘  why  didn’t  you  fight  back?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  interupting  me?  ’

‘  why  are  you  here?  ’

‘  what  happened?  ’

‘  haven’t  you  said  enough?  ’

‘  why  are  you  still  ___?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  shut  up  and  be  quiet?  ’

‘  what  did  you  dream  of?  ’

‘  why  are  you  yelling?  ’

‘  how  could  you  say  that?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  why  did  you  turn  out  this  way?  ’

‘  are  you  talking  to  me?  ’

‘  why  won’t  he  date  me?  ’

‘  why  did  you  hit  him?  ’

‘  why  are  you  crying  yourself  to  sleep?  ’ 

‘  are  you  serious?  ’

‘  who  did  this?  ’

‘  will  i  regret  this?  ’

‘  do  you  promise?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  am  i  dead?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  moving?  ’

‘  is  he  looking  at  me?  ’

‘  does  it  hurt?  ’

‘  how  did  that  happen?  ’

‘  what’s  the  weather  for  tomorrow?  ’

‘  are  you  in  love  with  me  yet?  ’

‘  is  it  that  important?  ’

‘  want  some?  ’

‘  was  that  an  accident?  ’

‘  what’s  the  deal  with  you?  ’

‘  who  do  you  think  you  are?  ’

‘  can  i  ask  you  something?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  leave  then?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

‘  is  this  all  you  can  do?  ’

‘  why  is  this  here?  ’

‘  how  did  you  get  in  here?  ’

‘  is  it  freezing  to  you?  ’

‘  what  are  you  making  tdday?  ’

‘  are  you  lost?  ’

‘  has  it  been  that  long?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

#;memes #long post

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//I'll work on putting up a bio soon, but for now I'll try and toss out some memes

#alu speaks

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#;Muse

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                                               𝕀𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕖 𝔹𝕒𝕚𝕫𝕙𝕦

         𝕀 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝔾𝕠𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕨𝕒𝕤                𝔸 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖                       𝔸 𝕓𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖

#genshin rp #genshin impact rp #anime rp #fe rp #listen #don't judge my choice in songs

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//Was waiting for that 24 hour point before I started trying to actually do stuff with this

#alu speaks #i'll try to make a promo of some kind later

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liyue’s worst pediatrician award

#;Muse

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baizhu looks gnc af

#;Muse

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