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wol: it's not my fault that I don't remember! I didn't choose to get sundered! Emet, with no clue how he escaped the sundering: skill issue

#pfffff

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man i wish so bad that we could have brown hair and eyes. squeenix why

#i love brown hair and brown eyes so much #but we get. yellow. and kinda dirty blond? before it goes into red. not even orange! #not a natural ginger! fuckin blood red

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recolored at work today bc i wanted to color hair tbh. tryin out some stuff

quick screencap redoodle of the Boye tm, experimenting with pastel palettes <:

#i love hair it is my favorite thing to draw

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quick screencap redoodle of the Boye tm, experimenting with pastel palettes <:

#ffxiv #malera #au ra #au ra xaela #art tag #han kham #also gave him a hairstyle that actually fits him #i'm admittedly not very good at wavy hair though #oh no guess i'll have to draw him more #whatever shall i do

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just finished arr for what is probably approaching the hundredth time

#as my blog title says #i have a Problem lmao

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One thing that really gets me about Urianger comforting Minfilia in Amh Araeng is that when she says Thancred hates her, Urianger never actually says, no, he doesn't. He says instead, none of this is your fault, and the original Minfilia wouldn't hold anything against you, and in typical Urianger form he says some things about fate and faith, and his words are kind and beautiful--but he also completely sidesteps the question of how Thancred feels about her.

And I think this moment is very reflective of Urianger's relationship to Thancred and child!Minfilia as a whole. It reflects what we see when we first see all of them together in Il Mheg.

Urianger knows that the way Thancred behaves toward the girl is hurting her. He's spent enough time around the two of them to see that plainly. Theoretically, he could say something to Thancred about it; they're obviously close friends, and if Thancred was going to value anyone's opinion, it would be his. But he doesn't say anything, because he still feels guilty and responsible for all of it: about their Minfilia going to the First and what happened to her there, and thus for what both Thancred and child!Minfilia are going through now. Even though Thancred has never outright blamed him for it (however he may feel privately, which I think is hard to say), it seems like Urianger still feels like he has no right to say anything.

So he tries to compensate instead. He's kind to Minfilia, connects with her in his own way and gives her books, and by the time we see them together he's obviously become something of a familial figure to her. I would say that he and Thancred aren't so much raising her together as they're doing it... around one another. Thancred is gruff and cold and holds Minfilia at arm's length emotionally so that his protectiveness comes off harshly even when it's well-meant, and Urianger dotes on her and tries to make up for it all while avoiding the actual problem.

So that conversation in Amh Araeng is both touching and maddening to me, and it really drives home what's maddening about it when, upon overhearing it, the Warrior of Light turns to Thancred to ask him if he has anything to say to Minfilia--who has just said, out loud, that she thinks Thancred wishes she was dead--and Thancred just says, "Not today."

And so they both go on avoiding the actual problem, for just a little longer.

#long post

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simping a lil bit ngl

#yes i made yet another toon #he's also #you guessed it #a fucking idiot #♥

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everybody's always like 'oh character x is a wol shard' 'character y is a zenos shard' but nobody cares about my theory that barbariccia is a yotsuyu shard

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why am i getting 90k'd so much ._.

#is anyone else getting 90k'd #it's. happening a LOT #it fluctuates from a few minutes to an hour or so but it's a lot

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#precious ; w;

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MAKING ANOTHER TOON AND THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME UP WHEN I HIT THE DICE LOL

#i have been watching nest for AGES this is so funny to me

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what the fuck is phase 2

#im watching a tea guide #muted bc im at work lmao #but the nisis. what. is going on w that

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So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

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🌺.

#sirrrrrr

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I'm at work most of this afternoon (tragic) and there's only one thing that can get me through the day,,,,

tell me about your wol/oc's relationship status right now!

taken? single? it's complicated? happily married or still looking for that special someone? if they're generally uninterested in romantic relationships, how are things with their friends?

#diet is happily married to a void-touched miqo who is like twice his height because he's exploded a few times #dmitri fucks purely on instinct and actually has zero interest at all whatsoever #han is dating erenville and there are no marriage plans as of endwalker #maybe dawntrail'll do it for em idk #niamh will slit your throat if you so much as look at her #uhhhhh rin is single and who he believed (and still believes) is his soulmate left him. He was the only person he'd ever been interested- #-in and he's still heartbroken about it #lost is. lost #he's bi and poly but aro i think. i haven't thought too much about him he's just my eye candy LOL #i should give him some lore #avni i haven't played enough idk what's up w her #keahilani hasn't found someone :3c enough for him #corn dog is married to his shenanigans #the two of them would probably have a great time together tbh #they're both so fuckin extra in personality and fashion lmaooo

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blease think of the light-sensitive people

gonna be spending so much time readjusting my shaders so i get realistic values and saturation again x.x

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gonna be spending so much time readjusting my shaders so i get realistic values and saturation again x.x

#i originally got shaders because the green haze over everything made the game too bright for me #but then i found a preset that was very realistic and deepened the shadows in such a good way #but they're hazing over the haze they're making it WORSE WHY #sorry im gonna be complaining about this for a While lmfao