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Everything feels a bit surreal right now

I'm currently in my boyfriends childhood bedroom at his parents awake and alone at 4:30am. He is in our old flat over 100 miles away and it feels so strange.

I'm struggling to sleep because I have my first day at my new job tomorrow and it's my first full time adult job working with autistic young adults. Truthfully I cant stop overthinking everything and I'm getting a little stressed.

The next time I will get to see my boyfriend will be when we are moving into our new house in 2 weeks. I have said my goodbye to the old flat and city, I'm mostly going to miss the takeaway options at the tips of my fingers.

WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW! or should I say in 4 hrs

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Just found my tumblr from 2015... it's now 2021 and still in a pandemic. I couldnt imagine telling phan obsessed me that her life is gonna change so much amd also go though a global pandemic.

I wish I could tell her that she isnt going to be stuck in school forever even tho it felt like it was never ending at the time. I wish I could tell her that her family become slightly more understanding and she now gets on amazingly with her little sister.

So 15 yr old courtney I have completed most of our goals we wanted to achieve and get a boyfriend, move out, get a job and just be herself. I never thought we would be moving 100 miles away from home but we are next month as I write this to our new support worker job for autistic people.. I'm so excited but anxious at the same time.

15 year old me would never imagine me being obsessed with crocheting and plants. It's probably sounds boring to old me but u love it right now. It really helps with my anxiety that I now have more control over.

Well I think I might use this account again just to post random rants or updates too.

p.s link the cat is still with me and is extremely cute and even more cuddly

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im sorry @danisnotonfire​, i couldnt resist

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okay i may have just spent two hours buying clothes to make a complete accurate cosplay of my pokémon go trainer dont judge me

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check out my first usa souvenir possibly the best hat i’ve ever seen

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Looking for blogs to follow

I’m looking for more blogs to follow/ maybe become friends with idk so reblog or like if you reblog -rooster teeth -achievement hunter -funhaus -The creatures -Markiplier -Jacksepticeye -RobertIDK(I really want friends who know about him so PLEASE IF YOU KNOW HIM PLEASE) -the walking dead -twenty one pilots -bring me the horizon -Star set -Game grumps -the derp crew

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Fre Sha vacado

😂😂 FRE SHA CACADO

#fre sha vaca do

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Lookin’ good there, Robert.

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Go have a listen it great, been stuck in my head all day

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF03oqn9ODY)

(1:40  Destiel quote )

Ships mentioned: Phan, Septiplier, Destiel, Troyler Song: Ship Yourself - RobertIDK LYRICS: For all the ships that you want to sail away And all the Youtubers that you wish were gay I’m here to tell you how you’re feeling is okay Just be respectful of them, make no mistake And I didn’t wanna write a song ‘Cause I didn’t want anyone thinking I’m obsessed I’m not but, you keep writing fan smut And I still keep on reading them And I just can’t help it man because I’m in the fandom And you still demand them My mom thinks I’m crazy 'cause I ship everyone Mark and Jack, Tyler Oakley, Troye Sivan And I’ve been so caught up watching clips About all these different ships, I’ve had enough I’ll just watch some Shia Labeouf 'Cause if you like to write fanfics that much Then homie you should go and ship yourself And if you think that I’m reading that smut Then homie you should go and ship yourself When you told me that you didn’t ship Phan You know the problem wasn’t with Phil or Dan And when you told me that my ship wasn’t real I sure hope you weren’t talking about Destiel And I didn’t wanna write a song 'Cause I didn’t want anyone thinking I’m obsessed I’m not but, you keep writing fan smut And I still keep on reading them And I just can’t help it man because I’m in the fandom And you still demand them My mom thinks I’m crazy 'cause I ship everyone It gets excessive, but it’s all in good fun And I’ve been so caught up in my zone Reading fanfics all alone, I’ve had enough So now I’m only reading fluff 'Cause if you like to write fanfics that much Then homie you should go and ship yourself And if you think that I’m reading that smut Then homie you should go and ship yourself For all the times Dan and Phil were being 'smol’ I ship it so hard, I’ve got pics on my wall And every time you told me that shipping it was wrong And acted like it wasn’t real all along 'Cause if you like to write fanfics that much Then homie you should go and ship yourself And if you think that I’m reading that smut Then homie you should go and ship yourself

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♡♡♡♡

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Phaaaa 😂

#jokes #funny #funny images #funny pics #funny names

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Glitter faces.

Don’t cry, CRAFT!

@danisnotonfire @amazingphil

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first day of rehearsals for TATINOF USA it’s like going back to school except i enjoy life ✨ get tickets here! danandphiltour.com 🇺🇸