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My next gw is still the same somehow ? 55, but I cant stop eating and then I starve myself without even deciding it,

And about the zaza, I Had a phase were I could only eat during munchies,

That was horrible bcs it wasnt only munchies but bulimia crises too,

And I had them in front of my friends, They surely think that it was munchies but it wasnt.

I cant stop eating, I feel like I have this emptiness, I am hungry asf and litteraly I NEED TO EAT,

But then, after like a week I feel horrible and I cant eat, and that basically how I feel rn

But im happy about it

Or not

..

I just wanna be beautiful ,

I am not that tall, so when I eat..damn.. when I take some pounds you can clearly see it.

I feel so big, my jaw is big, my face is big

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I have quit college

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one day you’ll never see me again <3

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so fucking sad just wanna get drunk & ☆ve

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I mooved for college, and now I eat like trash but like not à lot and always weardly,

Like im not eating till 19:00-21:00

And then past these hour I eat like trash

I eat sneackers, like one per Day at least, and i eat trash meal with à lot of calories but my body..

I doesnt have a scale so,

Idk if i've lost weight ? Bcs i look more skinny but at the same time i look so big,

But i were making a 44 european size

Now I feel well in 36, like I can almost wear 34,

Its really disturbing

Also I smoke à lot of weed,

I dont want to hear the things, but it make it worse, but also it make everythings, every stress deasapear, I deasapear.

#thinspø #ana trigger #ana tricks #tw ed but not sheeran #anorexcya #th1nsp1ration #pro for me not for thee #ed bullshit #thin$po #thigh g4p #bdp

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I feel more dead than I ever been

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PURPLE IS THE BEST COLOUR!!!!

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Idk why I though one second I wouldnt go back to bulimia fck again,

Its always nothing or everythings

Sometimes I hâte myself

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reblog if your an active ed account oct 2023 ♡

my edblr is dry looking for mutuals!

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When I party I always eat too much, wanna kms, and when I get home I doesnt eat so I just keep the same weight :|

Annoyed

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Remember yourself why you’re doing this

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I cant stop of waiting my own appartement so I will starve myself without anybodyes notice

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I finally take the courage to ask my mom to put New battery in ours scale after 3-2 weeks, i ll see this night where Am I

I feel like I didnt loose anythings even if I doesnt eat a lot.. I m scared