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Redeemed (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/367224867-redeemed?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=1231598467A A fanfic I wrote for English class that my friends suggest I post to Wattpad. Credit to miryah on Deviantart for the front cover.

#barricadeboys #enjoltaire #les #lesmis #lesmiserables #books #wattpad #amwriting

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a poem i wrote for my partner

Would you prefer a legitimate poem? 

Substantial, fervent, elysian? 

I intended to write a poem for you

Yet it would be no more than an inditement

A pressed clover- muted in color, ordinary

Such that it would be more appropriate to dispose of it

Than to have possession of such ephemera 

Purposeless

I have not been truthful

Or perhaps I have

I am uncertain

You have contrived this disillusioned image of me

Of a virtuous, dependable character

However

I am not

I will not admit your protestations

I am many attributes, too numerous to list here

Otherwise I would compose a compendium of negativity

Also undesirable

What I am

What I am and can be sure of

Is yours

I am simply the flesh; you are what accompanies it inwardly

You are the extraordinary composition of my soul

Therefore I transcribe the empty contents of my mind onto this page

To assemble the stanzas of a false poem

By a specious poet

Forgive my duplicity, or perhaps not entirely

For I do love you

I love you as the cynic is to their singular axiom

The sugar-dusted moth is to the lantern in the evening

As you are to me

I am to you

My dearest

Most seraphic

Partner

#poetry #queer love #idk man

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Les Miserables? No, Less Miserable

I’m over lamenting about love. This is better.

#les mis #Youtube

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Pronouns

How various sets of pronouns make me feel.

She/her: An over abundance of saccharine cake, occupying my stomach and causing me to be sick. However, it is a dessert, and I allow myself to enjoy it sporadically.

They/them: Ginkgo tree leaves, ambiguous and nondescript, but also possessing a defined heart shape that embodies my adoration for these pronouns.

He/him: The intensity and heat of a blacksmiths’s forge, engulfed in fire, but producing useful items of greater stability.

It/its: Time and space, ever-fluctuating and vast, but now reduced to descriptors in place of my name.

#pronouns #gender

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Dispensable Early Morning Ruminations

Behold! I have amalgamated my two preoccupations, Dead Poet's Society and Les Miserables by recognizing identical qualities of characters from either topic. To ostend:

Grantaire/Charlie Dalton-

Bisexual icons dedicated to chaos and loyal to their kith while also perpetually drunk, even without access to alcohol.

Marius/Knox Overstreet-

The undeniably heterosexual men of the organizations, despondently infatuated with their love interests, and beleaguered by Graintaire/Charlie Dalton for that reason.

Enjolras/Neil Perry-

Captivating figures and principal members of their collectives who ultimately perish for what they believe to be the sole reasons for existence.

Javert/Richard Cameron-

Their affiliation with obedience is unlikable and disastrous for themselves in multiple ways.

Does anyone care to continue this analysis?