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heyyyyyyy

hey guys

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hey guys

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“we need more complex characters”

you guys couldn’t handle evan hansen and connor murphy…

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Anything to make you happy Anything at all Anything for my boy in the bedroom down the hall

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kill them with kindness? Wrong! SQUIP! 🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️🖱️

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I’M BACK EUTH A NEW PHONE LILILILILILIIIIIIWAWSWSWAJSJKEDJ

#me after disappearing for months

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here take this wip as an apology for being so inactive 😭 lowkey got scared i forgot how to draw but we got there 🔥🔥

#artists on tumblr #supernatural #j*hn w*nchster dni #I don’t wanna render him he don’t deserve it #womp womp

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please understand that i will never and can never condone John Winchester’s actions but some of y’all really don’t understand what “he did the best he could” means.

he neglected and at the very least emotionally abused his kids, and there’s a pretty good argument that he might’ve physically abused them as well. he isolated them, prevented them from forming any lasting relationships outside of immediate family, left them alone for days if not weeks on end with firearms and very little food. And that’s not even the half of it. and everything he did was a manifestation of grief and drive to protect his family. which does not in the slightest justify how he treated sam and dean, but it does lay out his morals and motives pretty clearly.

He loves his kids, he really does. and while struggling to deal with his own trauma he was doing everything he could in his mind to keep them safe. but that doesn’t make his best enough, not by a long shot. that doesn’t even make his best efforts good efforts. at the end of the day he abused his kids and royally fucked up their ability to cope with their own grief and trauma in ways that i cannot touch with a 10ft pole rn or i’ll be writing 57 essays right here and now.

and again i hate john just as much as the next person but he did not set out to abuse his kids. he didn’t have nefarious intentions when it came to how he raised his kids. he was a good person who turned into an abusive asshole due to grief, paranoia, and alcoholism. and it makes perfect sense that sam and dean still love him even if they recognize the damage he did to them. because they also know how hard their dad tried, and they’ve said as much several times. and i get it cause that’s how i grew up. my dad did everything he could despite his grief, despite his depression, despite working 14 hour days in poverty and homelessness, and he still neglected and emotionally abused me. not because he was a bad person, but because he had no tools to deal with everything he was going through. and his best wasn’t enough, his best failed me. and i still love my dad cause not every memory was bad, and he does truly love me and my siblings. And i’m lucky in a way that sam and dean never were because my dad recognized where he failed us, owned up to what he did and tries everyday to repair the damage he did.

I have closure, and that’s something sam and dean could never really have. but they do have the clusterfuck of emotions that is he tried his best and it wasn’t enough.

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I wish I could like fr join the supernatural fandom but alas I have 13 more seasons of spoilers.

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When you realize/remember that a skirt has pockets It’s very important to announce it as loud as possible in the middle of the mall.

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I am not going to crow about how funny this is.

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Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

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this is my new favorite genre of images

here’s more, you gremlins.

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why does old art hit so much sometimes

#artists on tumblr #ocs #lilith snow #this is all the same oc I was insane about her #HER!!!!!

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SORRY I DISAPPEARED AGAIN I HAVE AN EXCUSE THIS TIME I GOT LOGGED OUTTUGH

#artists on tumblr #autism gang where the hoes at #bom bom bom