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[celesteee]

I don't know how much hatred you have for me. I am stunned and confused by your immaturity and your passive aggression. Now, I know that you're a pussy. A coward. And I truly did escape a bullet.

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i knew we werent going to work. but atleast i was honest.

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Like a Robot

I was raised in a household where everything must be perfect. One single mistake, one wrong move, a blunder truly unintended will cost you your skin. Red gashes and swollen skin; shame and regret every time. it scared me-it scared me to be human. I never blamed my parents for it. They were raised in much harder conditions. But I sure do wish I was raised differently. Sometimes I would cut myself. I started doing it when I was in Highschool. The anxiety of them knowing my failures. The visceral reactions on their faces, it's deeply ingrained in my memories. I remembered every slap, insult, comparison they perpetrated. I want to forgive them. I think I forgave them already. I don't want to blame them. If I was in their places I would probably do more than a slap; perhaps something worst. I have done so much-So much that made the punishments for me not even close to being enough. I did those things for the goal of being the best. So maybe my dad would pat my back and say "Good job, Son" and my Mom would give me Gifts and Shower me with compliments. but instead, I failed and I met something much darker.

I'm Gay and I felt like I had to prove something when I was young; like, I had to be an all-rounder so my parents and the conglomerate of judgemental folk we call a society would put less pressure on me for being gay. Every time I am done showering, I would look into the mirror. I judge every imperfection I have. I judge myself till I get harder; so that when I go out to the real world, hurtful words won't be as painful.

My life is as complex as a 10,000 piece puzzle. I am still healing myself from all the abuse and self-inflicted pain. If I could go back to my 7-year-old self; I would hug him, and I would tell him to be stronger, self-loving, and to make as many mistakes as possible. Because I realized that those sleepless nights and anguish I got, meant something. And I would've learned so much more if I let myself be human.