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Want to ask a question but it's kinda weird/personal, so. Also there's probably better places to ask this question but Tumblr is what I have, so here's hoping the question finds its audience.

For people who dissociate, can it feel like... I guess the best way to put it would be a shifted consciousness? Like, I'm fully aware the whole time, it's not a feeling of being out of control. Rather, it's like I'm someone distinctly different, and the usual 'me' is tucked away somewhere. Like, I'm always the driver, so to speak, I'm never in the passenger seat watching - it's just that sometimes I'm a different driver.

I don't know if this makes any sense, but there we go.

#not a reblog #dissociation #redoing this post bc i discovered i spelled the tag wrong #so now hoping THIS version will find an audience

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Kinda funny how Vivian TTYD being a trans woman hinges on whether Beldam is a transphobe or not in the remake/remaster

#reblog #paper mario #trans stuff #to overexplain a bit since i just replayed this on gamecube #english translation has them officially called the shadow sirens #but vivian calls them the 'shadow beauties' at one point #at which point beldam says that doesn't apply to viv #in the original viv messes up by calling them sisters #which beldam then says they're not bc viv is a man #so yeah #i'm really hoping that's included #it might involve transphobia but like #that happens??? #idk i feel like a character arc where she gets away from people who don't respect her or acknowledge her identity and finds friends who do #is a pretty solid thing and might be just what someone needs to see #also like the original came to the u.s. in 2004 #it was a REALLY different climate for things like that #there were no pronouns in email signatures or kids being openly trans #at least not to the extent you see these days #like a lot of things still suck about attitudes towards trans people here but there is still definitely progress in the right direction #so like yeah i hope the remake of the game actually does reflect that

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Want to ask a question but it's kinda weird/personal, so. Also there's probably better places to ask this question but Tumblr is what I have, so here's hoping the question finds its audience.

For people who dissociate, can it feel like... I guess the best way to put it would be a shifted consciousness? Like, I'm fully aware the whole time, it's not a feeling of being out of control. Rather, it's like I'm someone distinctly different, and the usual 'me' is tucked away somewhere. Like, I'm always the driver, so to speak, I'm never in the passenger seat watching - it's just that sometimes I'm a different driver.

I don't know if this makes any sense, but there we go.

#not a reblog #personal #dissasociation #maybe 'personal' is the wrong word #not personal as in 'only trusted people should look' #but personal as in 'thing that is happening to me that i'm wondering about but it's not stuff i usually post about'

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Reblog with your score

#reblog #about me #29 #assuming they are asking how many games you've played at all #not how many you've /completed/ #like i played castlevania at a friend's house but never got an opportunity to properly finish it or anything #and also i'm just terrible about finishing games #the amount of games i'm one boss away from beating is shameful

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MISS CONGENIALITY (2000) dir. Donald Petrie

Stan Fields: Describe your perfect date.

#reblog #classic #also i DID in fact just wear a light jacket today!

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Yakuza 0 - 050 - The Entertainer's Throne

4/23/24

#reblog #yakuza games #yakuza 0 #majima goro

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I drew goromi on recipe paper 🩷

#reblog #yakuza games #majima goro #goromi #she <3 #this is just so well done it looks incredible

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So Fox News ran a story about how they think libraries are turning into drug-infested sex dens and I am shocked, shocked that I was never offered any drugs during my 15+ years working in libraries.

#not a reblog #library stuff #reblogging mainly for that last addition #because... yeah #i wouldn't doubt that it's mainly targeting the unhoused people who come to the library

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okay that's great and all but hear me out. what if they had pokemon. [id in alt, more under the cut!]

hi. (wearing a shirt that says "ask me about my yakuza pokemon au" but i'm looking in a mirror so i just start going nuts right off the bat)

woah it's some guy with a dragon tattoo!! lotsa dragons, lotsa fighters, and of course THE parent pokemon!! the zangoose is part of a matching set with majima's seviper, naturally. also it matches his autism stare. blaziken's there out of respect for nugget.

GO GO HARUKA!!! lotsa baby pokemon when she's younger :] the pichu turns into an idol pikachu mainly because i wanted something for her that'd fall in line with that but i also think igglybuff is ugly. sorry. happiny's there in particular because of the crazy eldest daughter syndrome she catches from y3 onwards LOL. that caretaker role hit her hard. sorry girl.

seviper's part of the matching set with kiryu's zangoose, naturally :] plus it fits the snake thing he's got going on with his tattoo. also some dogs!! specifically some fucked up ones!! also did you know froslass only goes after men it thinks is handsome. yeah.

daigo's so funny in y2 imo. aegislash is there in particular because it detects innate qualities of leadership!! anyway that bisharp becomes a kingambit when he's chairman (thumbs up!!)

tiger man gets the tiger man. cat. lots of big burly guys for the big burly guy. etc etc. i like that his training in y4 is just to go mining so i HAD to have at least one fossil mon. hi bastiodon!!!

yasuko's getting hit with the one-two of Beauty(TM) and Small(TM) versions of what her older brother's got :']

tanimura gets a lot of fighty guys, in particular i tried to find ones that sorta fit with the little asia stuff he's got going on. blastoise is there because of the tortoise thing and he's got a gun so ??? actually i might switch blastoise out if i end up exploring this au more LOL and zebstrika's there because he's a horse girl <3

akiyama!! a bunch of kicky guys to fit his fighting style and talonflame because of his phoenix thing. audino because he's the lifeline of kamurocho :]

hana!! why does she not have a last name!!! anyway lotsa guys to match her fighting style :]

magikarp -> gyarados is literally THE most obvious thing to pick out for nishikiyama but if it works it works!!!

makoto and tachibana get a matching set of eeveelutions :] i think a shaymin shows itself before makoto either when she gets her watch back or when she gets the new watch strap

i'm not 100% sure for most of these teams if anyone wants to share their own ideas i'm all ears!!

anyway yeah. hi. thanks for checking this out ily <3 (is still wearing the "ask me about my yakuza pokemon au" shirt and but i am now looking directly into your eyes)

#reblog #yakuza games #oh your art style is so cute! #also these are great matches #i mean admittedly i don't know all the characters yet #but those i do know fit SO WELL with the pokemon you've picked #i especially like makoto and tachibana with the matching eeveelutions

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goromi and hannya man

#reblog #yakuza games #majima goro #goromi #these are adorable i would buy them as stickers

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Let's simulate Kiryu's feelings❗️

#reblog #yakuza games #majima goro #this is so fun i love it #and that transformation from normal to chibi is so smooth and well animated

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#reblog #yakuza games #majima goro #oh he's precious #i want to put him in my pocket

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So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

#reblog #not that it comes up for i am but a tiny blog #but yeah

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Sorely tempted to make some sort of Majima ask blog, using the plush I recently got of him for pictures to include in answers.

#not a reblog #majima goro #love doing ask blogs but i can't draw so the answers are just text which seems lackluster #so this would fix that #also like the fact that it's already silly meme-y would mean it's okay if i don't have full knowledge of the whole series #i dunno how to explain my logic there so hopefully it makes sense #anyways this plush delights me and i want to take him everywhere

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Sexy Sexyman. I feel like I got this meme's equivalent to Moon Moon.

#reblog #meme

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It's funny how a silly fictional character can come into your life and then take over your entire brain chemistry

#reblog #this certainly hasn't happened to me lately

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模写

#reblog #yakuza games #majima goro #oh my gosh the DETAIL in this #it's just phenomenally stunning #i could stare at this for ages (and not just because it's majima)