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Spooky Scary Skeleton Workout

  Squats x20 

Wall push-up x20 

Side-lying leg lifts (left) x16 

Side-lying leg lift (right) x16

 Butt bridge x20 

Claps over head x16

 Plank x30 second

 Total calories burned: 195 Kcal

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TJIS SHOULDNT BE FUNNT JDNDJDNDHNF

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the goal is to be 85 lbs androgynous w long hair and tattoos dressing in grunge clothes living off of weed and tea

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me encouraging my younger sibling to eat more while cutting calories out anywhere i can

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since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!

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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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My boyfriends making me really dysphoric rn

#gender disphoria #dysphoria #tw ed stuff #tw ed content

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oh to be so thin everyone worries about me

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Some stuff about me

I'm autistic

I have major sensory issues which is why my comfort foods seem normal

I eat 500-600 calories, sometimes less

My current weight is 49kg

Goal weight 45kg

Ultimate goal wait 43kg

I'm gay

He/him I use neo pronouns too tho

I'm trans ftm

Flowers are a big hyperfixation and that's why my @ is caryophyllusss

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Thinking about fasting for 3+ days ilyk how that goes <3333 [current 49kg]

#fasting #tw ed stuff #trans ana #male ana #malesp0 #male ed #tw self destructive behavior

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It's so hard to stay clean I just want to do one little little slice on my arm but I know somehow that will lead to a spiral, I might just let it spiral.

#self h4rm #sh #tw self destructive behavior

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hmmm does anyone want me to carve their name into my thigh??

#s3lf h4rm