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yes i'm normal about them no don't look at my pc wallpaper

#i'm clearly against landlords #bc these two bastards live rent free in my brain 🫡

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Hello fellow sloppy bisexuals how is not putting away the laundry going

#joke's on you i have no laundry to put away #(<- joke's on me i have to do laundry first smh)

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NO WAIT. the very first fic i ever wrote might've been an elder scrolls fic actually. in 2006. to cope with martin dying in tes 4 oblivion

#which also means my first fic #was a character death fix it fic lmao #also i wrote it on paper. by hand #oh wild the MEMORIES i'm getting right now :O

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oh. i just remembered what i was into at 14-15 when i got into fanfiction. japanese visual kei rock bands

#this would've been like 2006-2007 #huh damn #i do still listening to some of them sometimes lol #also holy shit i just learned the bassist of the gazette #died this MONTH??? my favourite guy??? :( #wow

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I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.

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Liking my posts is basically the same as hitting me in the praise kink

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so.

i guess fanfiction wasn’t a phase….

#i don't fucking remember my first fandom lol #i guess i was like. 14-15? #what was i into at that age? #literally half my life ago idk #but hey i've been here for. almost 17-18 years #fuck

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mutuals did u know that ily

#😽💕💕💕

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I wanna sit under your desk and do silly stuff with my mouth to distract u while you work (i am chewing electrical cords)

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would you still find me hot if you watched me miss half my mouth with my cup and spill cold tea over myself

#in my defense. i was lying down

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Oh characters doomed from the start we’re really in it now

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can't stop thinking about how the "convinced to return for one last job" trope is a kind of resurrection. digging up a restless corpse that maybe should have stayed buried.

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"if you ship this thing it's because you're too naïve to understand that it's toxic and that you wouldn't like a relationship like this" actually it's because I see one of them as a mentos drop and the other as a bottle of coke zero and I want to watch the mess they'll be together

#😏

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You know what I love? When characters are almost unconscious, but not quite.

Slumped over, a complete ragdoll in the others’ hands, but alert enough to groan softly at different sensations, eyes hooded and glazed, just wide enough to gather a blurry image of their surroundings. Though they’re dizzy and their limbs feel like lead, they gain comfort in the others’ touch, unconsciously leaning into them, eyelids fluttering in hazy relief at the soothing, concerned gestures. 

#🙏

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#hmmm. no but. yes? #this is gonna sound very pretentious lmao #i don't masturbate to anything specific it's just. vibes #horny imagery in my head #i don't get off to the specific details of a fic #but it often influences what my brain ends up with later #just more. vague

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My only real and valid writing tip is that you google every word you make up for your fantasy stories. That's It

#i'm googling even the words i DIDN'T make up

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my desire to go see a movie in a cinema vs my absolute aversion to watching a movie in german

#too cringy idk. especially dubbed #at least staying home and. 🏴‍☠️-ing shit is cheaper