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U guys I might not post a lot rn on tumblr but I do on 3d twt so if u are also on there and wanna follow me it’s

@ThVirgil72862

#low cal restriction #st4rv1ng #low calorie #th1gh g@p #tw ana rant #th1nsp1ration #tw ed sheeran #m3anspo #tw ed diet #tw ed in the tags #disordered eating thoughts #3d tumblr

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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Guys I just found my ultimate th1nsp0 🤧 @ aqnesmbr On tiktok literally everything I’ve ever aspired to look like

#low cal restriction #low calorie #st4rv1ng #th1gh g@p #tw ana rant #th1nsp1ration #tw ed sheeran #m3anspo #th1n$po #c 🦋 thought #tw ana thoughts #tw ed in the tags #th1gh gap

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U guys I leave for vacation soon and I lit can’t lose weight for shit 😔 actually ashamed with myself rn I hope I can atleast maintain a 123-124

#low cal restriction #low calorie #tw ana rant #im in my h4nnib4l depress!0n again #st4rv1ng #an0r3c1a #ed vent #th1gh g@p #tw disordered eating #th1nsp1ration

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Uhm, it’s been a really long time since I posted and I really got better for awhile but well I relapsed again, big time, for the first time in like a year I started feeling the guilt again. I just wanna look like how I used to again and it really hurts me to be getting bad again but my brain is telling me it’s a good thing so yeah I might start posting again or I might now but this is where I am now…

#low cal restriction #low calorie #st4rv1ng #an0r3c1a #tw ana rant #ed vent #th1gh g@p #tw disordered eating

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For once I actually have a tip, so if you ever need an appetite killer like just look of the nastiest, most horrifically disgusting metal band covers and trust me it will curb your want to eat for awhile and this is coming from someone who likes gore.

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #th1n$po #ana trigger #skinnni #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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I’m so tired….

I have no motivation to do anything anymore I can’t even control my own 3d, I hate that I’m getting fatter and uglier by the day

I can’t handle this, guess ill just stop eating again maybe ill be happier then

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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I had a big binge after school today and it was so bad I didn’t even have to p^rg3 I just ended up throwing up so y’know I’m going on a sugar fast, no more sugar for me

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Day 6:

Yes I binge bc when I feel out of control and the food is there it just happens

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #th1n$po #ana trigger #skinnni #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Day 5:

I wanna lose weight so I can feel more comfortable in my body and be able to wear tank tops without jackets or shorts/skirts without tights under, etc… I also just hate the feeling of being fat it makes me feel disgusting and unlovable

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #skinnni #low calorie #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Okay double post but I have a lot to say, so I get to go to Europe for 13 days next year for a school trip type thing but I can’t handle stepping a foot in France if I’m fat so more motivation, anyway I wanna get to like 90 lbs by then

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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I just got my hoco dress and it’s gorgeous, it’s like a darkish red body con, it’s kinda basic but ill dress it up but overall I badly need to lose weight in my arms and legs like it looks great on the bod just not the limbs 😭😭😭😭 time so go on a fast

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Day 4: what I’m most scared of is going into another recovery phase and gain another 20 lbs after losing weight, & starting a binge that I can’t stop, so far I haven’t had a proper uncontrollable binge in awhile but I’m scared of it happening.

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Tumblr finally let me post again I just had to delete and redownload the app anyway I’m back on track

Day 2: I’m 5 foot 2 (idk in cm) and I dislike my height because it makes my torso short and my fat distribution is horrible

Day 3: This is my Th1nsp0 bc I have a thing for long, thin legs and arms and I would absolutely rock the thigh gap, + I can’t do the complete squad thing bc I’m too fat but maybe when I lose weight ill be able too

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #skinnni #th1n$po #ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #notprojustusingthetags #m3anspo #tw ed diet

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Heyy, I have to edit this post bc tumblr isn’t letting me post for some-reason anyway I’m still active It just won’t let me post like at all well bye y’all lv u guys

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #th1n$po #notprojustusingthetags #skinnni #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #ana trigger #m3anspo

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Day 1: My stats are pinned but lowkey I hate my weight, I’ve gained so much in the process of ‘recovery’ which always ended in me relapsing anyways but cw: 126

Sw: 117

Hw: 129 (😰)

Gw 1: 117

Gw 2: 110

Gw 3: 105

Gw 4: 100

Ugw: 95 (or lower)

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #skinnni #th1n$po #disordered eating thoughts #low calorie #tw ed diet #notprojustusingthetags #ana trigger #m3anspo

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I think I’m gonna start walking home from school, burning extra cals yk? & I can just tell my parents I’m walking with a friend even if I’m not and enjoy a brisk walk it’s only a mile at most (::::

#i want to be weightless #low cal restriction #low calorie #th1n$po #disordered eating thoughts #skinnni #tw ed diet #notprojustusingthetags #ana trigger #m3anspo