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haven't properly been on here in ages tbh. but twitter is broken si we do what gas to be done I guess. I've been doing alright, anyone that's been following me since I first made this account and was properly active on here knows how rough life was for mist of kast year (ended up going fully MIA because my life was crumbling and my health had hit rock bottom — not gonna go into details but shit was bleak), I akso ended up spending a lot more time on twitter though I ended up going mostly MIA there too. anyways life has thankfully gotten a lot better, I'm in a much more stable place healthwise and slowly beginning to be able enjoy being alive (I've also been getting help for my anxiety and depression which had made a huge difference). I don't know how active I'll ve on here or if I'll ever go back to writing fanfic and making fuc rec lists like I used to, but just thought I'd pop on here snd update people especially since I might start using this place as my personal digital diary now that twitter seems to truly be breaking down. lots of love 🩷🩷🩷

#back to tumblr #life update #reylo fandom #digital diary

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— FAVORITE ELLIE FICS ✭

𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐢 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬’ 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 <<𝟑 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇

CEILINGS @sl-ut (angst)

INFINITE SPACE BETWEEN YOU AND I @loaksky (fluff)

CRAWL HOME TO HER @hundredandsix (smut)

TEXTS WITH COLLEGE GF ELLIE @elliesbellie

COOL ABOUT IT part 1 — part 2 @elsfleur

DONT CROSS THE LINE @seattlesellie (smut, angst)

A FOOLS GAME part 1 — part 2 — part 3 @elliewill

TASTE OF LUST @miuszn (smut)

MOTH TO A FLAME @elliephobic

BROTHERS BSF ELLIE @millersaurora

TRUE BLUE part 1 — part 2 — part 3 @totheblood

A TRIM @darklcy

#the last of us #ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #tlou #fanfic recs

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mentally here right now 🥺🥺

#wlw mood #wlw yearning #queer love #romantic #queer couple

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Why I Love Reylo (Pt.2)

One of my other favorite parts of this couple is that they are atypically gender reversed. It’s one of the many reasons this ship is so intriguing and unique compared to others. Let me explain. Typically in most hetero romances the man is the abrasive, closed off one at first and is generally a prickly little shit. While the girl is typically softer, a little more compassionate and open minded. This not the case with Rey and Kylo.

Rey’s first interaction with Kylo is shooting a blaster at him multiple times in succession. Granted she does have a Force vision of Kylo at Maz’s which makes her justifiably hostile and afraid of him. During the interrogation scene Kylo reads her mind and speaks her thoughts out loud: she wants to kill him. Rey calls him a creature in a mask and angrily tells him to get out of her head. And then proceeds to spit Kylo’s greatest fear back in his face with such venom. I love how she snarls: “You. You’re afraid.”

Kylo on the other hand only defends himself from her blasts and force stops her from shooting any further. He gently says: “The girl I’ve heard so much about. Kylo easily could have dragged her away or thrown her into the hands of the troopers beside him—but instead he makes Rey sleep and scoops her up into his arms bridal style. In the interrogation room Kylo sees Rey’s fear and says she’s his guest. He takes off his mask. Then explains things calmly—never raising his voice above a murmur. The curiosity about her is strong as Kylo probes her mind and the responses to what he finds there are emotional. I love so much how he says “Don’t be afraid, I feel it too.” It just feels so incredibly kind considering the circumstances—like that was the first little glimpse of Ben we got.

The shift that happens when Rey uses the force back on Kylo is what really sets the tone for the rest of their relationship. Rey attacks and responds negatively—Kylo gently deflects and tries to connect. If you watch throughout the rest of the films this dynamic doesn’t really change. Almost all of their force bonds in TLJ are similar: Rey being barbarous and Kylo being benign. A majority of their saber fights are like this too—Kylo plays defense, is hesitant to pull out his saber multiple times or looks like he’s doesn’t want to fight her period.

See what I mean?! Rey is hostile and prickly—Kylo is open minded and gentle.

The other gender swapped aspect is that in a way Kylo is the damsel of this pairing. He’s trapped far away, lonely and miserable, in a figurative tower. Rey fights Luke for his cause and goes to rescue and save him if she can. But I also see Kylo as an emotional damsel too. He’s so lost, and hurt and twisted. Rey offers him a way back—she’s the only one who can—and in the long run is the very reason he is able to become Ben Solo again. But it’s when Rey lets her guard down and mellows her prejudice that their relationship flourishes. Kylo/Ben is already ready and waiting to love and be loved…

Man, this pairing is complex and fun to analyze!

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I am playing with these brushes on Procreate and really trying to do better with backgrounds and lighting.  so here’s a modern Reylo AU with reading on a subway car.  because why not, right?

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IT'S ME GIRL I'M THE ANGEL OF MUSIC SPEAKING TO YOU INSIDE YOUR BRAIN LISTEN TO ME GIRL LEAVE THE BOY WE DON'T NEED HIM COME WITH ME AND SING MY SONGS WE'LL HAVE MUSIC TIMES IN CAVES DO DO DO DO YEAH YOU NEED ME GIRL YOUR FREE WILL IS AN ILLUSION

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I want spoiled princess treatment where all I have to do is just whine “daaaddyyy” and I immediately get exactly what I want

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one of the reasons why "what if people went on a road trip and it was weird" is one of the oldest story types is that a lot of sense of personhood has been, historically, tied to place. the weird road trip says "what if we went somewhere else, where no one knows us, and tried out being a different person".

Odysseus, the famous liar, goes on a weird road trip & over the course of it becomes several different people, and then comes home & is all those people as well as himself, wearing the echoes of those other people

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btw its always morally correct to reblog your own art or writing onto the dash. you are always right to do this. and if people get annoyed then too bad. this is not a satire post or sarcastic this is genuine. reblog your works. and every time someone complains that you reblog your own stuff too much do it again. be proud of what you create.

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#kylo ren

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-> moodboard by @readingreylo

Online dating AU

Matched! by ekayla: What happens if you finally meet someone interesting on dating app during an international pandemic and can’t meet face to face?

Let Go (Never Let Me Go) by crossingwinter: In which Rey swipes right on Ben, 35. Probably too much of an asshole for you, but my therapist is trying to convince me that assholes deserve love too, so here’s me on Tinder, and it does not proceed as she expects.

Slowly by angelview: Rey couldn’t be any happier for her friends; they’re all in love! It only bothers her when she’s the 5th wheel... a regular occurrence nowadays. Ready to end her loneliness since a certain dark, broody coworker she’s quite fond of has shown no sign of interest, she signs up for ‘Slowly.’ Little does she know that antisocial coworker Ben Solo is lonely too... ~SLOWLY (App):~ “SLOWLY lets you meet pen friends from your smartphone! Match with someone that shares your passion, write a letter and collect stamps from around the world. Speak your mind – one letter at a time!”

Of War and Tinder by CaffeinatedJediRey and OldCaffWritings: Finn and Rose are taking an archaeology course with Professor Holdo, Poe's advisor, and end up with Phasma for a T.A. Rey matches with Ben on Tinder, whose profile was set up by Hux as a prank. How will this all play out?

#reylo #fic recs #fake marriage

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#divergent #tris prior #tobias eaton

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just thinking about one of my favourite book series (go read the divergent trilogy by Veronica Roth if you haven't yet) little me was obsessed

Divergent characters by ~pebbled

#divergent #veronica roth #tris prior #tobias eaton #fanart

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- Nikita Gill

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- Stolen Kiss -

#reylo kiss #reylo #fanart

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ADAM DRIVER as BEN SOLO in The Rise of Skywalker (2019)

#ben solo #adam driver #i'm so 😍😍😍😍😍

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Incorrect SW Quotes

Rey’s Version

#reylo #ben solo