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I’m falling again… feels like home

#thoughts

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I want my daily suicide thoughts back… this isn’t me. What have I done to myself? Why did I do it?

I miss the voices in my head… I want them back I need them back..

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I think I was just born with something dark and ugly inside of me. Always waiting to be found out.

planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn

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giovannini_jonathan

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I’m still a mess

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I think this world would be better without me in it

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I mean, you stop trying when you realize you'll never be enough.

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Days like today make me realise how alone I really am…..

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"are you okay" no can we change the topic before i start oversharing

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I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?

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no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months

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i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

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in a bad mood because im still breathing