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personally i love being delusional

#every day

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thinking about all the lgbt people working with/adjacent to children. thank you 🙏

#I've been reading/watching/listening about howard ashman and hoo boy #I often think about my role in that too.. and all the other gay and trans people I know who work in kids publishing animation etc #ik most of us don't have a lot of creative control but still.. it's touching to me. I love you all ❤️

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they will not turn time back no matter how hard they try so massive L there I guess

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at the very least I'm not letting these vile people outlive me no matter what lol

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i have nothing to say except that having an ed sucks until it doesn't because now I control sooo much of my life it's fun actually. meet me in 4 months if I fuck up my intake again or in 7 months if I manage to do everything correctly !

#idk it's fun eating and I finally came to doing meal planning its actually very convenient #ed tw #I guess LOL who ever cares at this point #I forgot I used to be here every day and look at pictures

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what if I logged in here again and started posting. what then

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im 22 today :)

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happy womens day btw

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im really more scared of leaving than of being trapped here till the regimes death. lol

#i try not to fool myself by thinking that after putins death прекрасная россия будущего will appear magically bc im convinced we will just #choose another dictator LMAO

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About the Russian invasion - how is everyone feeling there? What can we do to help?

Thank you so much for asking!

A little bit of history: it's actually been 8 years since russia first invaded our country. But for the last years it was getting more and more quiet. And now BOOM again

Many people evacuated from the destroyed by war cities in 2014 and some still live there even though they support Ukraine. It's hard to leave your home. So it's emotionally different for everyone. There was a joke that people from Kyiv worry more than people from Eastern Ukraine. Because they have experienced a similar thing in 2014 and now they're more prepared than ever before.

Personally, I'm panicking from time to time, because, yup, it's stressful. Most people don't really speak about the war and evacuation because it's scary. But I feel like everyone's trying to be prepared for the evacuation or fighting. Every night does feel like a last one, after all.

Since the beginning of the war, our people have been giving money to military charity. One of the most famous military charities is "Return alive" (Povernysya zhivim). Many Ukrainians donate here every month. Here is a link for Facebook page of the charity, let me know if it translates to English or if i should make a post with translation:

There is also a charity that helps military. Yana Zinkevych, a Ukrainian politician and a commander of the Hospitallers Medical Battalion, leads this charity. In 2015 she was paralyzed during a mission and since then she has been using a wheelchair. She has personally saved more than 200 soldiers and she's awesome.

https://www.facebook.com/100020149602229/posts/914756185872693/

In her post here she makes a list of needed ammunition and the needed money.

I tried to write about the charities that Ukrainians trust in. They are famous, they have been trusted by people all these years, so as far as I am concerned, they can be trusted.

Here is a post by @everlasting-burnout who provided more links. They seem trustworthy.

Thank you so much for reading and I encourage to reblog. Just to remind you, I'm trying to tell about Ukrainian situation as objectively and as truthfully as I can

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#a

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if i had the choice between a shoegaze son and an industrial daughter i would trust my industrial daughter to carry on the family name. she is getting 500000 times more pussy than the shoegaze son and thats that

#ok then why am i not getting any #:/

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Being genuinely anti-imperialism, anti-colonialism, etc. means that you're that way across the board, no matter who is doing it. You don't whitewash the Ottoman Empire or Japanese imperialism just because they weren't "white" in an American sense (and in Japan's case, buy into their own propaganda, as they used the specter of Western imperialism to justify what they did to other East Asian/Pacific countries). You don't make excuses for modern Russia trying to take over Ukraine or other sovereign natures in Eastern Europe. If you truly believe in self-determination then it doesn't matter who is trying to prevent that. This shouldn't be hard, right?

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Nina Hagen (1978) by Jim Rakete

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Miffy and Mondrian, from the book Nijntje in het Museum (Miffy at the Museum), 1997 | illustration Dick Bruna (Dutch, 1927–2017)

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From The Book of Miracles (Augsburger Wunderzeichenbuch), c. 1550. Source

#art