bigbootybanditx

[bigbootybanditx]

Depth perception

The wounds that go unseen are so hard to clean, it feels like there’s a gleam beneath this grime and it’s stuck inside this machine.

A machine built to destroy, shredding up the joy, is this is all just some ploy to get to my soul and use it as a goddamn toy?

Tears, puddles, pools, the water I’ve released from my body could fill oceans and express the grief I feel inside with crashing waves, sinking stones, terrible ghosts of the deep.

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[bigbootybanditx]

Wishes, whispers, whimpers.

I wish I was in a better place, when I first got told I’d see your face. Advised one day I’d have to hold you and I simply couldn’t believe it was true.

I wish I was in a better state, the day I learned what should’ve been a beautiful fate. I was taught to prepare for this but it was something that I thought I’d miss.

I wish I was healthy & happy when I found out I’d be a mother, with people around me who’d cure any bother. But I was broken and beaten and dry, but I was stranded and lost and could only cry.

I wish I didn’t wish for these things, that I was blessed with gorgeous memories.

But oh, I wouldn’t wish for my life to change even slightly.

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[bigbootybanditx]

Meaningless?

What does it mean, to you: To have me near? To breathe me in from afar? Do you miss my vibrations and whispers?

What do I mean, to you?

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