benzoblackout

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Você sempre se arrepende quando come

Mas nunca se arrepende quando você passa fome

A magreza é pureza, meu amor! E todos sabem disso.

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i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die

#tw self destruction #depession #tw depressing thoughts #borderline personality disorder

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still alive , unfortunately

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just wanna sit in silence in the dark and bleed

where im meant to be

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Cutting my self keeps me alive

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I just wasn't made for this world. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

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lucille clifton

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I feel like I’ve been screaming my lungs out for years and still nobody can hear me.

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i want to be sick enough i want to be worth all this attention and i want to suffer so bad i couldn’t even take this anymore and just end it all

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it would b cool if i didnt feel like i should kill myself all the damn time you know

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I always want to bleed more and more

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i cant control myself, there's sth dead inside me that always wants to fight, it cant rest until it ruins everyone around me and makes me back to being alone again

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I haven't done a cartwheel since I was nine

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today was the loneliest ive felt in a while

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