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i can’t believe people expect me to do anything in my life except reading books, listening to music and crying at every little inconvenience

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being suicidal from such a young age really fucked up my decision making process. dumb brain always being so dramatic. bad day? k*ll urself. get into a fight? end the relationship. room is messy? burn the house to the ground. like damn bitch pick a reasonable response for once

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William Shakespeare — Macbeth

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imagine being able to call yourself recovered imagine being able to know you fought your demons and won imagine it that is going to be the worlds best feeling that is going to be worth it

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Seeing yourself grow is top tier, like wow.. I really changed

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is there anyone else who has accepted that their parent is emotionally abusive, but like somehow been completely unable to remember ANY of the shit they'd ever said to you when you try to open up to someone???

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how how HOW can i not be constantly angry when i’m living with people that i hate.

i hate the person i am around them so much, but i can barely contain my hatred of them.

they take every happiness from me and expect my worship. fuck them to hell and back.

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Parents will really treat their children like shit then when they’re old wonder why their kids won’t visit them

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Because little girls who grow up with the constant threat of a parent who does not love them in their lives learn to listen for footsteps, watch body language, and understand it is they who are responsible for their own little lives.

- Snow White, Nikita Gill

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Just fell down the stairs with hot chocolate in my hands... 2020 is totally my year :)

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Why is it that every single time my mother speaks to me I’m filled with so much rage and anger that I feel like I’m gonna explode?

#anger issues #toxic mother

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There is something so fundamental about the people who raise you. It’s absolutely horrible. No matter how much she’s hurt me, there’s still a part of my brain that is five years old and screaming for her mom.

I can grow and heal and do anything and everything, but I feel like I’m still going to have to put up with the screaming pain of an abandoned kid.

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I'm so jealous of my friends who have normal, loving and supportive family and they don't appreciate that. I just want to hear from my mother that she loves and she'proud of me though I know it won't happen. Please, appreciate those little things because some people are longing for them.

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Sometimes I'm glad my brain is too fucked up to remember hurtful words my family said to me.