barelylivingforlili

[barelylivingforlili]

Good bye tumblr. Good bye to the people that cared, small number of you anyway.

#tw suicide

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Life only gets worse 😞

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HI BEAUTIFUL I just wanted to say don’t listen to anything anyone says. You are amazing and deserve great things. Please stay. The world needs you. I LOVE YOU AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU❤️❤️❤️

Thank you ❤️ I don’t think the world needs me though. Tumblr used to be a kind place but even the people I considered friends on here have proven themselves as people that will happily give up on their “friends.” Sorry I’m a broken record but one day soon people won’t have to worry about hearing from me.

[barelylivingforlili]

r u ok

No but thanks for asking.

[barelylivingforlili]

nobody ever talks about how selfless it is to choose, over and over again, to not commit suicide. nobody ever acknowledges the tremendous sacrifice suicidal people make every time we choose not to kill ourselves. when a person who is suffering so horribly that death seems like their best option decides not to take their one way out, and to instead remain in hell, day after day, year after year, because they don’t want to hurt the people they love, they are doing something extraordinary. not killing yourself when it’s all you want to do is the purest act of love i can imagine. dying for someone is easy – you don’t have to deal with any of the consequences, you have your moment of nobility and then it’s all over. but living for someone, when the simple fact of consciousness is literal torture for you? every single suicidal person who ever made a choice to not kill themselves in a moment of misery is a goddamn hero in my eyes. wanting to die and still surviving is an act of titanic courage and self-sacrifice. we deserve more credit for it.

[barelylivingforlili]

No one would even realize if I died on here.

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Are you and zumpie friends I’ve noticed she hasn’t really been addressing you recently... I don’t know her but she seems like a terrible friend. All of those people that claimed to be your friend seemed to get bored of you constantly complaining about suicidal no offense. Mary quit contrary too. All of those people are fake and talk behind your back . You’re a sad sack of shit for still believing in sprousehart. Lili has made it abundantly clear about her love for ladies and not for Cole. I’ve seen a few people say it wasn’t real. Open you eyes and look around you sweety.

I’ll leave forever then. Wish granted.

[barelylivingforlili]

No one would even realize if I died on here.

[barelylivingforlili]

Do you ever feel like you knew someone for years and then everything changed , you just can’t recognize them anymore? 😞

[barelylivingforlili]

I don’t wanna be here anymore.

[barelylivingforlili]

It’s ok you all gave up on me. I did too.

[barelylivingforlili]

God I just want to cry.

[barelylivingforlili]

some of us are trying to die bitch

[barelylivingforlili]

“You promised that you wouldn’t leave. You were always so irritated at the idea of how afraid I was of you leaving me. And when I finally let go of that fear, you left.”

— The Poetic Boy

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[barelylivingforlili]

It’s a hard time.

If you’re hurting right now;

Remember your worth.

Remember who you are.

You are still a magnificent person.

You are still deserving of happiness.

You can and you will get through this.

You have a beautiful life ahead of you.

Don’t give up on yourself.

Please take care.

-n.a

[barelylivingforlili]

“And as a child I never thought I’d have to drown myself in poison just to take the pain away.”

- ( @lostandtwisted )