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baconguden · 8 years

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TO (the land of) FREEDOM, thanks to you.

You may or may not already know this, but I’m visiting the cutest lil egghead ever in march. And what some of you guys did during my stream yesterday to help me on the way changed my life.

You guys went full on holyshit-mode and donated me an insane total of $430 to help me visit the love of my life. I cant put it into words how grateful I am. I’m not the type of person to be crying tears of happiness (i’ve only done it maybe twice in my life), but this morning when I woke up, and I saw that the money were on my bank account, I just burst into tears and started smiling like an idiot.

You guys have no idea how much this means to me. I met Juliana only around a month ago (i consider our first meeting being when she added me on Skype, bc before that, we would only send a tweet or two every three days or so) and I couldn’t be happier to have her in my life today. She made me feel stuff again.. Feelings I’ve never felt before.. (cliché right?) And she came into my life at the right time, being that time where I felt down and just empty. Her kindness, her energy and and just her general support shocked me.. “How can a person be this nice?”.. I still ask that question to this day.

We have a lot in common, and also a lot of parallels in our life which means that we can talk about many things and exactly understand how the other feel. This is one of the reasons to why we clicked so fast, because we understood each other on a level (at least I) never experienced before.

I cant go a minute without thinking about her. I think it clearly speaks for itself when you cam every night (~2-4AM my time) on Skype for hours upon hours. And the only thing that makes you go to bed each night is because you fear your mental health going down the drain for staying up that long. (not really, you get it) But still, she’s my favorite reason to lose sleep.

Some days ago, we got to the point where we felt it was right to call each other boyfriend/girlfriend, and I couldn’t be happier. It’s not yet “official-official”, but we’re getting there.

I knew traveling to the US was going to be a hard task. I set a minimum of ~$1200 for this trip, and being unemployed, it at first seemed like a crazy and stupid idea. And I get it, it really is stupid to travel halfway around the world when you don’t have any good income (i have a kind of livelihood support) but if you were to feel the feelings I have for this girl, you would do the same. I’ve been selling a lot of my stuff (including my guitar, some rare/expensive games etc.) and I have, at the moment of writing this, managed to sweep together $162. Those $430 alone were a bit more than the 1/3 of what I need to get there, and I’m soooo happy to see that I’m halfway there already money-wise. Don’t worry, I can scrape together the rest myself!

I’m just so fucking happy to be in a community (Vinesauce, FTW) that has THE most kind and sincere people ever. So thank you guys for being you, the best individuals ever. <3

I will never EVER be able to repay this, but if any of you guys need me, you know where to get hold of me!

Special thanks to: Anthropophagus89, Robotwo, MajorBear640, FordDentBeeblebrox, Chrisrozinek, Stormman3100, willelilja, theguyishere16, johanwestin55, VlaneXC, jamm0.

If I missed any name, I’m so sorry, but you know who you are. Keep on being awesome!

Thank you all for making Juliana and I’s dream come true. I will forever be in your debt.

- BACONGUDEN

ps. I know my English is not that good, I’m a swede goddamnit.

#streaming #twitch #donation #donations #usa #mylilegg #baconguden

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