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hey. i dont know if anyone even sees my account anymore. i didnt use it for a while because school started,but it just made my mental health worse. i also think i might have developed a crush and that is even worse because IVE GAINED WEIGHT. im gonna kill myself im so tired.

#th1n$po #ana trigger #ed diet #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #ed but not sheeran #sh thoughts #tw sh vent #ed coach #ed vent #im gonna k word myself

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i wanna end it honestly. ive been overeating so much for the past week because of stress and i hate myself more than ever,and school started too,and i feel like everyone hates me there,and i cant get myself to study,i relapsed,and basically everything is shit.

#th1n$po #4n0r3x14 #ana rules #ana trigger #ed diet #i want to be a skeleton #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anorekix #ed but not sheeran #shblr #shtumblr #sh thoughts #tw sh vent #tw sh related #sewerslidal

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great,i relapsed because i ate a cookie. awesome. i think i cut way too deep as well. shit.

#not pr0 4na #th1n$po #4n0r3x14 #ana rules #ana trigger #eat1ng d1sorder #ed diet #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #tw ana thoughts #shtumblr #s3lfharmm #tw cvtting

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ugh i had to eat some high calorie biscuits in order to make myself finally shit. it's been days and my stomach was bloated BADLY.

#not pr0 4na #th1n$po #4n0r3x14 #ana rules #ana trigger #eat1ng d1sorder #ed diet #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #tw ana thoughts

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Just ate lunch with parents. I feel so bad for not being able to control myself. Send meanspo plz. Also a bodycheck to see how much of a progress i've made in the next month. Ugh im so fat it's hideous.

#body check #not pr0 4na #th1n$po #4n0r3x14 #ana rules #ana trigger #eat1ng d1sorder #ed diet #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #tw ana thoughts #fat

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I love school! No, not because of the work or the people.

Because I don’t have to eat 😍

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Can't wait 4 college to start so I can study instead of eat

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gonna be doing these everyday in the morning and in the evening

#not pr0 4na #th1n$po #4n0r3x14 #ana rules #ana trigger #eat1ng d1sorder #ed diet #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #tw ana thoughts

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do it please <3

#4na workout #ed vent #anorekix #anor3x14 #eat1ng d1sorder #ed coach #tw sh vent #sh thoughts #ed but not sheeran

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guys please if anyone sees this quickly tell me if a zero sugar coke breaks a fast plzzz

#4na workout #ed vent #anorekix #anor3x14 #eat1ng d1sorder #ed coach #tw sh vent #sh thoughts #ed but not sheeran

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Ugh,I've just gotten my period...i hope i don't fuck it all up with cravings. A few people here told me that you can actually lose more weight while on your period,if you dont eat sweets ofc,so is that true?

#4na workout #ed vent #anorekix #anor3x14 #eat1ng d1sorder #ed coach #tw sh vent #sh thoughts #ed but not sheeran

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It hurts seeing people have your dream style while being fat

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#ed vent #anor3x14 #anorekix #eat1ng d1sorder #ed coach #tw sh vent #sh thoughts #ed but not sheeran #shtumblr #shblr

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Here's a small simple meal idea :)

- Basically a small cucumber ( or half of a big one ),an average sized tomato,and a single teaspoon of sour cream for the taste if you'd like. Cut the cucumber and the tomato and put them in a bowl,add some salt and that's it,you have a very simple salad.

Cucumber cals: 45

Tomato cals: 33

1 Tablespoon of sour cream: 31 cals

Total: 109 cals

- Literally made it right now and it's awesome and filling!

#not pr0 4na #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #th1n$po #ana rules #ana trigger #4n0r3x14 #ed diet #eat1ng d1sorder #tw ana thoughts

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im gonna get a fucking lobotomy im so tired of feeling like this 24/7

#not pr0 4na #i want to be a skeleton #not pr0 just for myself #th1n$po #ana rules #ana trigger #4n0r3x14 #ed diet #eat1ng d1sorder #tw ana thoughts