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I. Finally have a voice.

#not awkward jouno #bsd

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jouno post chapter 92 knowledge moodboard

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you had drawn a blue magia record OC once, right? with a fox mask, I think. did you delete it? just curious is all

That's on my main!

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ah, really sorry. it was a different artist after all. sorry for the trouble x_x

No, that's actually my main! My main is @dsknsk.

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official anime appearance of the Boi<3

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Name: Saigiku Jouno (nee Saigiku Denpei) Age: Unknown Wish: [REDACTED] Soul Gem: White gem at the base of his throat Element: Dark Witch/Doppel: Teiresias Weapon: Katana

One of the five members of the Hunting Dogs and their expert interrogator. He has very keen senses, bordering on superhuman, almost as if to compensate for his blindness. He may come across as plain sadistic, uncaring and cynic, but he takes his goal in protecting the innocent and carrying out justice very seriously.

Game-related info

Disks: Accele, Accele, Blast, Blast, Charge

Type: Balanced

Magia: Priceless Tears Damage all enemies (Attribute Strengthened), Attack Up, Chance to Taunt (self)

Personal Memoria Monopolize Draw

Connect: This ain't nothing, you know. Chance to Critical Hit, MP Gain Up

Doppel of enjoyment Damage all enemies (Attribute Strengthened), Bind (guaranteed), Defense Up (allies)

Doppel Description

Doppel of enjoyment. Its form is a corporal punishment device. The master of this emotion is not happy with it lingering in his heart, and would rather see it gone. It subjects anything in its surroundings, no matter friend or foe, to torture that fits the sins of the victim. This is purposefully not enough to kill, so it often toys around with them, each punishment more cruel than the last. An enormous sense of relief will fall on its master once it disappears again. It is one out of five representations of punishment goals, this one representing satisfaction.

#magia record #bsd #bungou stray dogs #basically: what if i was in magia record #if you saw something up there no you didn't #fuck tumblr shortcuts #no personal memoria description yet bc lack of lore

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Hi.

Why don't we have a good time as you can finally see me moving in color :)

bsd: season 4 announcement

#i'm still alive #not awkward jouno #i like that i'm the one who's standing at the highest position in the poster

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i keep forgetting to upload

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i want you all to know that there is an artist (carmen papalia) who, after he started using a white cane, assembled a 12 foot long white cane and began using it in downtown vancouver. the length of the cane made it functionally useless as a device and the only purpose it served was making him an obstacle for sighted people. dare i say… 2019 goals

#aes

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Pff

#awkwardjouno #the situation makes it awkward

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yay~

#not awkward jouno #i live

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#((sorry for the ooc post)) #((but i got smth going on on my main)) #gumi speaks

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((I finally got around to making a picrew for Jouno! No flags because I don’t have headcanons for him yet))

((open eyes (headcanon) is below the cut))

#bsd #bsd jouno #jouno saigiku #gumi speaks

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an encounter.

'Tecchou!' Teruko calls out from the other side of the inner room as the swordsman's attack on the witch gets deflected. 

'Leave it to me.', you assure them. You sense that by doing so, you have directed its attention to you. As if staged, you dodge its attack and speak once again. 'You okay?' 

'I'll live.', Tecchou says with ragged breathing. 'Dammit, I can taste blood in my throat.'

'Ignore it.', you reply almost immediately. 'Like you said, you'll live. Let me handle this.'

'You really wanna do this without a plan?', Teruko has placed herself in a high position in the barrier, leaning itself well for a bird's eye view. 'You're not going to hold it off until Tachihara and Fukuchi are done clearing the familiars?'

'Nah.' You hold up your hand.

'Jouno, don't be stupid.' Tecchou sighs. 

'They can wait. Let them take their time. Tecchou, I'll taunt and direct it towards you. You'll finish it off, then.'

'Got it.', Tecchou reluctantly agrees with your 'plan' for as far as he can call it a 'plan'. 'Also, pay attention to your Soul Gem.' he says as a final warning.

'What do you mean?', you ask, but feel at the same time that it's had better days. 'Never mind...' You jump away and face the witch directly. 

That surprises Teruko. 'Jouno, what are you...?'

But you don't pay attention to her. 'Hey, you.', you speak in a low voice. 'Don't you go and underestimate me just because I so happen to be blind. I'll cut you down! Oh, what's that?', You move away from another attack and choose position again. You can hear the worried screams and cries of Teruko and Tecchou and feel Tachihara and Fukuchi nearing the place, but you go on nonetheless. 'I know exactly what is bothering you. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. You can't send your familiars anymore, huh? That's right; my friends just killed them all!'

Suddenly, Tecchou jumps in front of you and attacks the witch in your place. 'Enough!', He sends you an angry glare. 'Jouno, this time, you went too far!'

His words echo in your mind as you start to feel lightheaded. A high peep rings in your ears. 'Tecchou...' you whisper, before losing your consciousness and falling.

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A few seconds later, you wake up.

'Ugh...' You grab your head as your awareness returns to you. But...

'Tecchou...? Teruko...? Where am I? Where are you?' You don't feel their presence anymore, but you also don't detect the witch.

'There you are.'

'Ah!'

Someone enters your perception.

'You...you are...?'

At first, this person seems like a stranger, but you soon feel who they are. 

'...me?'

The magic trail seems to be your very own, and the voice as well comes close to yours, if a bit robotic sounding. 

'You're quick as always, huh.', the copy of you laughs. 'That was a great performance of you back there, don't you agree?'

'You mean...', You think you know what it's talking about. 'My taunting of the witch?'

'Exactly.', Unlike with all other people you've met, you can't seem to detect the state of their heart at all. 'That's where your true self shines. Which is me, by the way. And I just love it when you do things like that!'

'What...what do you mean?' You start to get confused now. 

'You revel in it, don't you? The way their heart beats faster when you do another threat and the sound of their ragged breathing as you tell them you will kill them here and now...'

'What the hell are you getting at?' You become a bit tired at its vagueness. It laughs again before answering you.

'Oh, come on, don't act as if you don't know! Don't say you like to...well, I can also say it directly if you're like this. You're a sadistic manchild.'

'That's what they all say.', You hold up your hands. It is far from the first time you've heard this. 'It's not all me, though. Gotta say it's also a result of all the tests I've had.'

'Oh, that's a lie.', The copy’s voice is inflected by laughter. 'The sadism has always been yours. Don't lie. I know when you're lying, so don't even try.' You sigh at that. 'Don't you sigh at me like that.' It continues to talk to you on a condescending tone. But currently, you lack any arguments to turn the tide. 'You honestly baffle me at times. You like threatening and killing others so much. Why not do that to everyone, if it sparks so much joy in you?'

You can't tell if it's serious. 'I have no idea if you're serious, but I can say that you're partially correct.', You speak up. 'However, I won't kill my friends. I wouldn't be able to handle four against one.'

'Why not?', It asks in a playful manner. 'You might die, but I'm sure it'd be worth it.'

'Dishonoring myself is worth it?' You think you can feel where it's getting at.

'Screw that perspective.', It draws out that first word. 'Think of the rush it'd give! Come on, you know them better than anyone! All of their weaknesses and bad habits. And you know you like it...' The copy of you is bursting with excitement when talking about it.

You snap. 'I understand the point you're making. Don't worry, you won't need to repeat yourself. But this, this is where I draw the line in the sand. I'll never threaten or hurt my friends!'

It pauses for a second, then speaks up again. 'You're more pathetic than I thought. I'm part of you, so you still have this idea deep inside.'

You realize that one and one makes two - the sole fact that this proposal is made by this part of you, directly implies that the idea is still somewhere in your heart. 

'...you have a point.'

'Good.', is the sole thing it reacts with initially. 'It's about time that you become aware of my existence. You don't need to act on me...although it'd be more fun if you did, haha.'

You draw the logical conclusion that to change its behavior or even make it disappear, you'll have to change yourself. 

'I'll get you out.' you say with confidence.

'I'd love to see you try.', And there it is, the same condescending tone as before. 'I'll always be a part of you. Whether you like it or not.' You don't know what to think of this comment. 'So, consider my offer. I'll be there. For now...'

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Teiresias

Doppel of enjoyment. Its form is a corporal punishment device. The master of this emotion is not happy with it lingering in his heart, and would rather see it gone. It subjects anything in its surroundings, no matter friend or foe, to torture that fits the sins of the victim. This is purposefully not enough to kill, so it often toys around with them, each punishment more cruel than the last. An enormous sense of relief will fall on its master once it disappears again. It is one out of five representations of punishment goals, this one representing satisfaction.

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'...Jouno?'

Teruko's voice brings you back to reality. 

'I'm...' You regain sweet, sweet consciousness and find yourself at the place you found the barrier. Which must mean...

'You defeated the witch.', Fukuchi states. 'You blacked out there for a few seconds or so.'

'Really?', You frown. 'It felt longer. Like five minutes, at least.'

'It wasn't nearly that long.', Tecchou emphasizes the word 'nearly'. 'But it was sudden, though. Not long after, you changed into this giant thing...' He slows down his explanation. 

'What do you mean exactly?' You stand up and tilt your head. 

'Well...', You can hear at his way of speaking that Tecchou hesitates to tell you. 'It was surrounding you. I don't know how to describe it. It was a horrifying sight, with ropes and blades and...lots of blood everywhere...'

Teruko suddenly shouts. 'Yeah, it was so awesome!'

A shiver runs down your spine. 'Ugh. Let's forget it for the time being.' You want to ask for the Grief Seed, but realize your Soul Gem is clean now. 

'Good idea.', Tecchou agrees. 'Let's get back to base. My soy sauce latte is waiting for me.'

'You never change, do you.' You smile at another of his strange decisions. 

And neither will you.

#bsd #bsd jouno #saigiku jouno #pmmm au #magia record #pmmm crossover #bsd crossover #not awkward jouno #gumi speaks #((just so you know #jouno's doppel/witch is fucking vicious #so yeah)) #tw sadism

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Updated Magic Anon List!

❣ – VISITOR – A creature has paid a visit to your muse, and they show little signs of being a benevolent soul.

♚ – STARVED – Your muse suddenly becomes very hungry for power, willing to do anything to reach the top and claim glory.

☠ – TOXIC – Your muse has lost any faith in life and humanity and decide to take action, and may deal with that as they may.

☒ – CENSORED – Your muse can no longer tell the truth, and they only speak in lies.

✒ – REVEALING – Your muse cannot lie, and can only speak the truth, whether they know it is true or not.

⇺ – REVERSE – We see an event from your muse’s past, played out in full, as specified by the asker.

웃 – IDENTITY – Your muse must switch bodies with another muse, as specified by the asker (with permission from other blog).

℺ – MEDULA – Your muse will switch personalities with another muse (with permission from another blog) or adopt the personality of another muse of the asker’s choice.

✁ – PERSONA – Your muse will lose a trait of their personality, specified by the asker.

☻ – DECEIT – Your muse will act as their polar opposite.

✷ – KIN – All asks will  be directed towards a family member of your muse.

❥ – STARCROSSED – Your muse will fall in love with another muse of the asker’s choice.

† – HOLY – Your muse will become an angel or demon, as specified by the asker.

❇ – MUTATION – Your muse will transform into some kind of monster or animal, specified either by asker or left to mun’s imagination.

⊛ – WITHIN – Muse becomes their spirit animal.

π – TECHNOLOGICAL – Your muse has become an automaton.

☢ – DISEASED – Your muse has now fallen incredibly ill with a mysterious disease and must be taken care of.

⌚ – CLOCKWORK – Your muse is now older or younger, as specified by the asker.

♘ – PURITY – Your muse wants nothing more than to help others and see to their well-being.

✾ – INHABITATION – Your muse has become possessed by another, foreign entity.

¿ – ALTERNATIVE – Your muse is now part of an alternate universe (crossovers included) of the asker’s choosing.

ᵜ – ANIMALIA – Your muse is now a half-animal being (animal is specified by asker).

☐ – LAME – Your muse loses one of their senses, specified by asker.

✷ – MAGICA – Your muse develops magical powers, as specified by asker or left to mun’s imagination.

◌ – ABSENT – Your muse has amnesia and cannot remember anything about themselves.

♔ – OBEDIENCE – Your muse must obey any commend given to them, or any command given to them by a specified Master.

♡ – LIBIDO – Your muse’s sex drive has gone overactive, and they will lust after anyone they see or after a specific person, as specified by the asker.

☿ – PRONOUN – Your muse is now of the opposite sex or gender. If they are transgender, they have the body they aspire to have. If they are nonbinary, the mun can decide what this will mean.

☯ – SEPARATED – Your muse will be split into two opposing halves based on their personality.

の – NEGATORY – Your muse will only be able to deny things and say no, no matter what is being asked of them.

☣ – INTOXICATION – Your muse is very high on a particular intoxicant/drug, as specified by the asker.

▨ – TRANSPARENCY – Your muse is now a ghost separated from their body and cannot be easily seen, heard, or felt by any living person.

☤ – MISFORTUNE – Your muse has a terrible accident and barely survives.

♛ – HIGHNESS – Your muse becomes that of royalty and/or high status.

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//I found this from back then!

// @awkward-hawthorne do you remember this?

#ooc #gumi speaks