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George Harrison's My Sweet Lord >>>>>>> Imagine by John Lennon

#I know it's just a simple song about peace #I get the message and it's sweet but ... #the statement of ignoring and erasing differences is not as progressive as you think it is #No religion or countries etc is erasing culture #it's not hard to comprehend why that's bad- it's now the message of a kid's movie (thanks Trolls 2) #so a grown white man coming up with it is hardly impressive or insightful #sorry to add politics to a forty year old song but it wasn't even a correct or progressive idea back then either #any way ... #George Harrison's spirituality is much more inspiring #and I like the backing vocals switching from Catholic/Christian Halleluiah to Hindu Hare Krishna #it's just more thoughtful and creative and embracing of different cultures #this isn't John Lennon critical or anything - again I like Imagine and it's good and nice and not problematic #but ultimately just ignorant and too reductive / simple #but of course that says more (bad) of the people who got offended by it ... #Personally I will always like those interested in religion and respectful towards it than those that simply go #“religion is bad and tears us apart and we should destroy all of it” #especially when it's culturally Christian white liberals saying it

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I love tulips

#Went to tulip festivals #and may go again

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Just a really awful time lately.

I have bad allergies and haven't slept well in a while. I can't even choose my sleep schedule in general. Ever since my sister and dad changed their shift to a late one (they come home at 12 am and my sister keeps me up till 3 am). I really want to sleep earlier and wake up early because that's what I enjoy and prefer.

Since my favorite shirt went bad I just can't find anything to replace it :( I really don't like outside clothes in general. I hate getting dressed and I don't even have clothes I like style-wise or comfort-wise. I am not even sure how I should be dressing for different occasions.

I am taking a class for the spring, but it's really not worth it. With no aid (because I'm non-matriculate), it's a lot of money for just one class that doesn't really serve me any good other than keeping busy and hopefully to get a letter of recommendation from the professor. Honestly, I really just don't want to put up with anything and I'm already not looking forward to group work at all. Any faith or respect I have for my peers has been obliterated already, so I just really don't even want to look at anybody.

I feel like I am overall sick of the house we live in and of living with my family to. I put up with a lot last month and it still just hurt me and think any good time we have is transient because they'll again just explode with some anger or issue again. Also time and time again they just all treat me like a joke and keep on going with some bit. They all literally join in on a joke at my expense and keeping going and going and repeating it while I'm obviously not amused and I'm sick of it. Maybe I could handle it, but again, how they act sometimes has me sick. Why am I supposed to not get mad or upset and just put up with them directly bothering me, but when they are upset at something like work or each other (not me or anything I did) they are allowed to scream at me for just happening to exist ?

My mom was annoyed late February at my sister and she took it out on me because I'm at home all day with her. She left with her friends to do a hike and afterwards ate somewhere. When she got home around 5 pm and then slept in the living room and I haven't eaten since the morning (nothing to eat at home or cook and I have no car and am not allowed to drive). I went to the kitchen in the dark looking through the fridge and decided to eat a frozen meal and I had to poke holes through the wrapper and put in the microwave. It was loud and I felt bad, but she angrily yells at me for making a lot of noise. It didn't even heat up fully and was partially cold and I decided I rather eat it like that then go back to the kitchen to use the microwave again.

My sister just decided to more-or-less fake having problems by making a dramatic scene a month ago, and the weeks leading up to that point she was incredibly rude. I feel like she acts up sometimes just to have a "reason" to seek therapy and get a diagnosis for whatever (she's done this a couple of times).

I haven't even talked about stuff relating to career choice, but I hate how quickly it has become spring again. Applications open again in late May and i have so far done nothing. But I just feel that defeated and honestly incapable of pleasing the system in place here.

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You don't even care. that's okay. I wouldnt either

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Current

amplify BDS (March)

Names to Remember

Children

Reporters

Yafa

Hadiya Nassar

Reem Mahmoud Abu Daya

Hind Rajab (+ Yusuf Zeino and Ahmed Al-Madhoun)

Various teens and young adults

Dr. Ayman al-Rafati

May Gamal Mustafa

Hattab family

Amouna and Suazanna Hasouna

Najeeb Salem Sadeq

Osama (+family)

Salam

Mohammed Zaid

Many abducted Palestinian men

Dr. Abdulkarim Al-Rekeb

Dr. Ahmad Maqadmeh

Jana Elkhadour

...

Donations

eSIMs

eSIMS 2

Mai Rajab

Doaa and Farah (MS patient)

Shayma (Pay Pal)

Yousef Abu Saeed

Journalist Yousef

Lama Jamous

Lena Nofal

Karam Hamam

Abdullah Al-Saghir

Anas and Aseer - orphan burn victim

UNRWA

Donations Spreadsheet (by Bisan)

For Gaza Children

Toys for Children, another for food

ANERA

Education (History)

Palestine Academy

Decolonize Palestine

Culture

Kufiya

Hand-embroidered Thobes

Language and Pronunciation

Musician Ramzi Aburedwan

Actions

Rashida Tlaib's Petition

Palestine Legal / another

Links Masterposts

Palestine + Sudan

Various

Various 2

Various 3 (by tcba)

Various 4 (by palipunk)

Various 5 (by smashingorpassing)

Various 6 (by stuckinapril)

Congo

Links

...

Sudan

One

Help Mohamed Farah

#Personally I get confused and overwhelmed with things everywhere spread apart #I can't even recall what tags I've used for something and can't find a specific post I reblogged #bad for me personally when it's dispersed amongst oth*r posts (art or whatever else) #personally it's clearer like this for me - everything in on* place and organized #Palestine #always updating #not sure to include events (good and bad) transpiring or not

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Finished I guess.

Didn't finish ... yet.

These are redrawn of some shots from the cartoon because honestly ... it's an okay style.

I mis-spelled vanity.

#my art #art #the beatles cartoon #the beatles #honestly I think I hate coloring actual skin tones #I rather do unnatural colors

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I don't think I'll make any communication attempts because it is semi pointless.

I also don't think I'll ever improve in art, but that's probably fine because I want to make others cringe and know what a real neurodivergent artist looks like.

#I'm only half joking #... #yeah #that's it maybe #bye

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Merry Christmas

#Christmas #🎄

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The Thief And The Cobbler, Tack and Yum-Yum

#gifs #him changing in appearance and color for no reason throughout the movie rewired my brain as a kid

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#uquiz

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One person I talk to from a different country said that the interview questions from my school are weird and don't make much sense to ask. Like they are more assessing how good you are at lying and even if it's to measure how well you talk and have an open personality, that's not even the most important thing about dentistry or second or third.

😶

I just don't get the US system for this. It's very odd and indirect and almost sneaky in an unfair way.

#I feel vindicated that someone else agrees and thought it was weird #I am finding nothing online from other's agreeing and scarcely know other students in person

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First comic technically.

#pink gal is a robot #purple is not - he is just sick and unhealthy #and lacks free will and does whatever robots tell him to do #her name is Audie #his name is Sim (single-minded)

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I kind of regret ever coming here and everything I've ever said.

#nothing good came from it #and it was more stress than anything #and I'm just bitter and annoyed now #could have had a life

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Let’s pay attention to what’s happening in the Congo.

#democratic republic of the congo #congo #world news #current events

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#yeah #like yeah yeah yeah #I love Snoopy

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#palestine #gaza #video #world news

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The thing is, Israel more or less knows where everyone in Gaza lives. He was absolutely targeted again.

#Palestine #current events #world news #Israel